Einstein said that any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. But it takes a touch of genius and lots of courage to move something in the opposite direction. I'm realizing that my touch of genius and my courage are coming too little, too late. And I fear that for SAMCRO, there may be no opposite direction.- John Teller

Jax pov

walking into my sons room seeing my mom sitting there a pang of guilt washing through out me over our fight the other night about me being scared of the potential that Able might not make it, my eyes going to they tiny baby wrapped in blue asleep in side his toaster. " Im sorry mom" i told her while still looking at able me rubbing his tiny hand . " Im sorry to baby, I shouldn't have hit you" she said "its iight Ma" i said pulling her into my embrace just as the door opened and in walked Tara clipboard in hand her looking between me and Gemma us pulling away letting go of one anothers grasp.

"oh im sorry" she said pointing at the door " I should have knocked, I wasnt paying attention" she said her gaze still shifting between us her clearing her throat before she begun to speak again. " Well i've got good news, He get's to come out of his Transport Incubator today. and after he passes that test we get to see if the little guy gets to go home early" she beamed up at me batting her eyelashes more than she should. me noting how she put emphasis on the " WE" choosing to ignore it and smiling back looking to my mom " thats good news" i said on a release of a sigh i didnt know i was holding in. " River is going to freak." i mumbled to myself the two of them hearing it a smile pulling at my moms lips her eyes glued on Taras face that was currently trying to hide her anger at the comment i made.

"so is she the one that will be taking care of his day to day needs?" she tried to ask as if it where a question on the clipboard that she was flipping through. me standing there thinking about my response and if me and River's relationship was heading in the right direction. " Of course she is" I said running a finger over his tiny face " She loves him just as much as i do" i say looking her in the eyes a glint of hatred gleaming through them. "Oh ok, and you? " she asked Gemma " He's my grandbaby of course, And River will be just fine for Him she said snatching her purse off of the recliner in the corner. "where you going ma?" i called behind her a smile pulling at her lips " Im going to tell River the good news! she needs to be here right DOC?" she asked Tara the young doctor not wanting to reply "yeah" she said hanging the chart back on the outside of the door " see you later i guess, gotta make my rounds" she said me watching her walk towards her next room where her patient was waiting taking my moms seat in the rocking chair.

River Pov

sitting in the middle of the floor in ' store putting price tags on the new items that would be on display at the grand opening next week just as my phone vibrated in my pocket with a text from Jax.

"Able Gets out of the Toaster at 1pm. You coming?"

looking at the time on my phone my eyes going wide jumping to my feet teetering in my jimmy choos, grabbing a hold of the clothing rack in front of me for balance. clicking on my contacts in my phone as i quickly got my things together grabbing my purse that matched the shoes yanking my car keys out of it. Just as Karens voice sounded through the speaker.

"Hey sweetheart" me quickly explain the situation to her just for her to laugh and ask " why did I even need to call her for approval for a situation like that, Go go. Jax needs you." she said simply hanging up. flicking all the lights of and locking the door I ran to the car Hauling ass to charming since i only had an hour to make it in time.

coming to a screeching haul out in front of running into the building heals clicking as i made a dash for the elevator smacking the 3rd floor button bouncing with excitement for Jax and Able. once the elevator door dinged me sliding through before it could full open running to Ables room slowing once i got to the door opening it stepping in locking my green eyes with a set of baby blues. " Hey" I breathlessly said as Jax tucked a stray curl behind my ear " Am i late?" I ask peeking around him to a grinning Gemma. "your just in time baby he said stepping back to let me fully enter the small icu room Gemma pulling me into a hug " Hi Baby" she said with a smile running a hand over my arm in comfort, just as jax's Nervous hand intertwined with mine giving me a small sweaty squeeze, my big doe green eyes looking up at him in reassurance that everything was going to be ok, Tara looking on in envy jealousy seeping from her pores as the doctor began the process of removing ables' tiny body from all of the machines attached to him. Tara quickly scooping up the infant in her arms pointedly locking eyes with me a smug look on her face, stepping towards Jax carefully placing Able in His arms. " Well I'll give you time to bond with your son the doctor in charge said leaving the room me watching Jaxs' face my heart strings tugging at the many emotions showing on his face him letting out a nervous light chuckle, " I dont know how to break this to you little man, But I'm Your Dad." he said to Able the sound of tears threating to fall in his voice him looking up to me holding the tiny blue bundle out for me. me looking to Gemma " dont look at me hold the kid" she said in her smart ass tone like she always does making me laugh just as Tears began to roll down my face taking able in my arms Him letting out a coo his tiny hand grabbing a finger. " Oh Jax he's Perfect" i state looking up at him through my tears "absolutely perfect" Gemma and Tara leaving out to give Me and Jax time. Him pulling me and Able into his grasp sitting in the rocking chair i softly began to sing a lullabye to the baby Tara looking on at us through the window, " wish it were you huh?" Gemma asked just as a familiar voice sounded off behind them " who the fuck is that?" gemma turned locking eyes with the very same person she had not long ago tried to kill. " well I guess some rehab is missing a junkie whore huh? why are you here?" She said prping a hand on her hip

Wendy Pov

ignoring Gemmas comment i made my way into the room " How funny another woman sitting in my husbands lap, while holding my baby." i said looking at the young black girl in Jaxs lap holding able her jumping up Gemma taking the baby from her arms. " your married?" the dumb bitch asked Jax looking at him her voice trembling " oh you didnt tell her?" me pointing a thumb over my shoulder at Tara " well He's been fucking her too so isn't this just an awkward union?" i said with a shit eating grin on my face Jax trying to grab her hand just as she bolted for the door. Jax telling me he "Hated me" before roughly shoulder bumping me to run after the girl. me plopping in the seat with a huff just as a loud clap and a sharp pain ran through one side of my face after Gemmas hand connected with it. "you just seem to like to ruin everything he has" her pointing a finger to my now sleeping son in his hospital crib. " and you will never be a mother to that baby" she screamed leaving me to sit there with my thoughts and burning face planning on how to win my husband back over.

eh ik ik im not updating regularly ima do better been a little busy

much love and growth ase