Careless
Category: Anime Fairy Tail
Author: MisZ Anarchy
Language: English
Rating: M
Disclaim – Fairy Tail belongs to Hiro Mashima.
Chapter 16 – We were in love
"I wanna hide the truth, I wanna shelter you, But with the beast inside, There's nowhere we can hide" Imagine Dragons – Demons
I am not a man of many emotions but as soon as I left Daztek I stopped next to the road and I actually cried. I cried like a fucking baby. I felt sad and emotional knowing that Lucy had done something like this for me. She went out of her way to help me. I sigh as the tears continue to roll down my cheeks.
I hear my phone ring and look to the device lying next to me, my wives name and face flashing. I sign again and take a deep breath as I try to calm my nerve. I had to answer her. I reach for the phone and pull it closer to the point where I swipe the screen and bring the phone to my ear.
"Hi Love" I hear Lisanna say from the other side of the phone and I take a deep breath again.
"Hi." I say trying desperately to not sound like I was crying just moments ago.
"So I spoke to my father, and he is willing to borrow his car to us so you can use my car until we can fix your car." I sit back into seat as I listen to my wife talk. "He will even fill up his car for me." She continues to say and I just sit there wondering what the old man wanted from me this time.
"That's nice, but not necessary." I say as I look over my dash on towards the cars driving past me, not that many, because we were still in lockdown level 5.
"What do you mean? You can't drive with the spare tire the whole time and I can't not, not have a car." Lisanna continues and I shut my eyes as I rest my head against the headrest. "I already spoke to him and he will be coming later to bring the car." She continues like she is on some sort of rant. "You didn't get a cheap knock off from some friends?" she asks and it feels like a spike of pain shooting through my heart.
A cheap knock off? If she say the receipt she would not think these were cheap knock offs. Lucy paid for tires that was actually pricey. These would last a long time and they were good quality. "Why are you like this?" I ask and there is silence on the other side of the phone. "I told you we will figure something out, we don't need your fathers help." I continue as I open my eyes again. I hear her sigh on the other side.
"He is doing us a favour." Lisanna replies and I sigh again. He was only doing us a favour because he wanted something from me most likely.
"It's okay, I already fixed the problem." There is a temporary silence before I hear her take in a deep breath of air.
"And how did you do that, we don't have money and all the places are closed, so please explained to me how you fixed it." She asks from the other side and I just close my eyes again. She was being super annoying and I have no idea why.
"One of my friends had a contact and he replaced my tire. I already made arrangements to pay him back later." I say not really wanting to say Lucy had done this for me.
"So you go a cheap knock off?" she asks and I sigh again, she was getting on my last nerve.
"Actually no. And just stop, please, I really don't have strength to fight with you over something so petty. There was no need to involve your parents either, we can take care of our own problems." I reply and again she goes silent. "I need to get home, I will speak to you when you get home." I say and I just end the call much like Lucy has done to me a few times. I place the phone back on the seat next to me and look at the road ahead. I start my car again and soon I start driving home.
Why was my wife being like this? Honestly? There was no need.
And then I sit back and my mind is draw to the pale blue haired man who had helped me. Lucy was married, I knew this much, I knew he cheated on her with a younger woman, but that was about it, I never knew who he was or how he looked. And now I could place a name and a face to the person. I sigh, he was nothing like the younger man she was dating. But I just couldn't match Lucy and Lyon in all honesty. They seemed so different. I would have never matched them together. He wasn't bad looking so I could see the appeal in his appearance. And to be honest Lyon, Chaise and Laxus did not look like one another, they all seemed pretty opposite from each other.
Once I am safely back at home, the car parked and I am in front of my computer I look to my phone. I still needed to call her. Lyon had told me that she wanted me to call her once I was at home. I was actually very confused about everything that had happened since yesterday. I grab at my packet of smokes and pull a cigarette from it and place it to my lips. I didn't have much left and I didn't know how long the Tabaco ban would be. I light my smoke and inhale deeply before I pull my phone closer.
I dial Lucy's number and I feel hesitant because I had so many question in my head, one being that why she was still talking to her ex, two why did she help me, three where the fuck did she get money to pay for tires for me. She answers on the third ring.
"Hello Natsu." She answers into the phone and I smile half to myself.
"Hi Lucy." I reply back as I get comfortable in my seat. "You have some explaining to do…" I say and at this I hear her giggle.
"Not really." She replies and I roll my eyes at this woman.
"Why did you do it?" I ask and at this she giggles again.
"That is what friends are for Natsu, don't tell me you have never had a friend like that before?" I sit there for a moment and she was actually saying that she was a good friend. "I mean come on, I am sure you would have helped me when I needed it. And if by any means I could help you, I would." She continues and I can feel my eyes tearing up again because no one has ever done something like that.
"I have no idea on how to thank you or pay you back. I don't have that much money that I can spend right now or soon." I reply because I honestly have no idea how the hell I would pay this woman back.
"No need to feel overwhelmed, when you have the money you can pay it back, but I don't need it like right now, you can pay when and if you are able." I hear her say and I shake my head as I try and fight the tears back because how was this even possible. Why was she being so nice to me even if I stood her up.
"Lucy I can't thank you enough." I say as I wipe at my one eye to make sure I don't have tears rolling down my cheek. "I will pay you back, I promise!" I reply and at this I hear her chuckle again.
"I'd do anything to help my friends. You know that." She says from the other side of the phone. She has always been like this, she has always spoiled us and helped us when needed. How could a woman like her be so kind after all the horrible stuff that has happened to her? How could she still wear her heart on her sleeve? "Just promise me one favour…" I raise a brow at this but I 'Hmm'. "Just don't tell Laxus." Came her simple request and I almost chuckle.
"And why would I do that?" I ask and at this came a giggle.
"Just because." She replies and I shake my head from side to side. "And please don't mention to anyone that you met my ex…" At this I raise a brow, I actually wanted to know why she still had contact with her ex.
"Why do you still talk to him?" I ask and I hear her sigh from the other side.
"It's not like that Natsu…" she trails of and I wait for her to continue because there was more to this then just that. "… So um I did actually block him, but when I saw you needed I tire I knew he was still in that business and he would help me so I asked him. And he helped me. It's not like we speak or anything… I just needed a favour." She replies and at this I raise a brow.
"And what does he get out of this favour you asked him?" I ask as I was pondering that he might have asked something in return.
"You mean like did he ask for his own favour?" she asks and I nod my head knowing that she can't see.
"Yeah, like maybe a sexual favour?" I ask and there was another spike of jealousy that popped up in me because Lyon seemed like a person that would do that. He had that aura around him and the fact that he left her for a younger girl said a lot.
"You think he asked for soft cash?" she asks and she was spot on. "We he did ask for a blow job but I would never. Haha…Haha… I told him the day he touches another woman with his dick I will never let him near me again, so don't even worried about that. He did me a favour because he owes me." She says and I almost choke on spit as I listen to her.
"He asked for a what!?" I asked and I hear her chuckle from the other side.
"He was joking ok, but you guys didn't talk about me did you?" she asks and now she almost seems nervous.
"No, not really." I reply.
"To be honest I don't want anyone to know or meet him, he is part of my past and the type of past I just want to wish away. It took a lot from me to even consider asking him to help you because I never wanted any of you guys to meet him… I am kind of embarrassed about him." I hear her say and I shake my head from side to side. I place my smoke to my lips again as I try and comprehend her words.
"Why?" I ask and I hear her sigh again.
"Just because…" I hear her say and she really seemed strange.
"Lucy, just because I met you ex doesn't mean I think less of you nor do I like you less. Nothing will change of how I think of you." I say and she goes quiet again. "He must really have been fucking stupid to cheat on you and lose you." I say and at this I hear something that sounds sniffle, and could it be possible that she was crying? If she was going to cry then I was going to cry, because I was emotional.
"Thank you." Her voice was soft and almost raw. "I really appreciate that. But let's not continue to talk about that." She says and I just nod my head.
"I should thank you and I promise I will make it up to you." I say as I inhale some more smoke again.
"Well then… on your next night shift just before you report for duty, come see me." Her voice has this edge to it.
"Okay, it will be Sunday, I will be sure to come to you." I say as I smile slightly.
"Then you can properly thank me and apologize to me." At this I frown and then smile.
"You must have been really mad at me for not coming or letting you know that I wasn't coming." I say and at this she giggles somewhat.
"A bit, but looking at our track record for trying to get together I kind of knew something would happen." She replies and I honestly feel so bad that she felt like this.
"Well I really am sorry and I promise to make it up to you." I say from the other side.
"I know. So I will see you Sunday… You just let me know when you are driving here ok." At this I smile and I nod my head like a complete moron. "Till then Dragneel, I will see you… Bye." I just continue to smile as I end the call and place my phone on the table next to me.
"They say he likes a good time, My oh my, He comes alive at midnight, Every night, My mama doesn't trust him, My oh my, He's only here for one thing, Let's go, But so am I," Camilia Cabello ft. DaBaby – My oh My
'Location?' I tapped sent and waited patiently for the other person to read and reply.
'Pin drop sent.' It was as easy as that I guess. I would be at Lucy within the next 15 minutes.
'15 min.' I type and then start driving from the spot where I casually stopped to text her that I was on my way. I felt nervous but really excited as I drove to her. This would be the first time that we would have our own time and space to do whatever we felt like. It was thrilling and exciting. And I think I didn't sleep last night due to it. I have no idea how I would be staying awake for the night shift tonight.
'Any special request?' I look at the screen of my phone and furrow my brows.
Special request? Like what? I just wanted her, I wanted to be with her and inside of her. God I was getting horny just thinking about thing. 'No, just you.' I send back as I continue to drive and before I know it I am in front of her gate, the gate is closed as I expected. 'Here.' Was my lone reply to her?
'Ok.' I see her send and then she is off line. I take a deep breath because this was finally it, this was finally our time to be us. Come to think of it, this would be the first time that I would be inside of her place. I look down at my phone and furrow my brows as I look to the screen for a few seconds. I felt like I already knew her and how she would be, how her house would look and what type of person she was at home. Something told me that the Lucy we saw at work, was not the Lucy that I would see here.
In a few seconds I see movement and I look up to her pushing open the gate to her yard. She stood there with her hair down her back, it almost seemed wet and like she just got out of a shower. I smile as I put the car into gear and start to drive in and then I stop next to her.
"Hi." I say as I look at her up and down. She was wearing a black spaghetti top that was curve hugging, and a simple skirt, too short to be work appropriate but it was home appropriate. She had pumps on as she stood there next to my car.
"Drive on down till you get to my place." She says with a smile, she was wearing a light hint of make-up and she smelled sweet. A gush of wind blows her hair to the side and I just look at her in awe. But I start to drive slowly and as soon as I am inside she closes the gate and slowly starts to make her way up the driveway. She wasn't really dressed for the weather. It was autumn and it would be winter soon. She should be careful to not get a cold and then think it is Covid-19. I chuckle at that.
I park my car in her yard and soon open the door and get out of my car. She is slowly making her way towards her gate as she looks up to me and she has this shy smile on her lips. I close the door and look around, she lived in a quiet neighbourhood. It was nice a quiet. I take a step to her as she finally reaches her gate and she closes it before she turns to look at me, that smile still on her lips.
"Glad to see you made it." She starts as she takes another step towards me and I open my arm towards her. I want to roll my eyes at this woman.
"Well, I am here, am I not?" I ask as we both take a step towards each other and soon she is in my arms and I wrap my arms tightly around her small frame, he breasts pressing against my chest. She wasn't warm nor cold, she seemed just the perfect temperature as she hugged me to her. I was overwhelmed by how good she smelled. "How are you?" I ask as I look down at the blonde in my arms, she looks up at me slightly and smiles.
"Good, good, let's go inside." She starts as she pulls away from me and she starts walking towards her front door, which is standing open. I follow slowly as I see her take the step into her place and then I stand at the door and look into her place. It wasn't big, nor was it small. To the left she had a spacious kitchen, it was tidy and clean. If I look in front of me there is a two seater couch and across from it, there is a television and a laptop. I take a step in as she walks to the kitchen and takes two glasses from the cupboard.
Once I am inside I reach for the burglar bar and pull it closed as she places the two glasses on the counter and she looks to me as I move to the window next to her door.
"Do you want something to drink?" she asks as she moves to the fridge and opens it. I look to her and then into her fridge which is filled with all kinds of stuff. I pull for the curtain and that's when she stops and she looks to me, a frown on her face. "Is everything ok?" she asks and I look to her as I stop pulling the curtains.
"I feel… nervous…" I say and I was being honest, it felt a bit strange and it felt weird how she was being so casual. "Are you sure he won't be here?" I ask and at this she looks me straight in the eye.
"Do you really think…" she trails of as she looks at me and then takes a step closer to me, leaving the fridge open. "Natsu, honestly?" she asks as she looks down to the ground and then back to me. I was acting like… I don't even know what. But she has once told me that she would never put me in harms way. And I should trust her.
"Sorry. It's just so open, don't you think people can look in?" I ask as I look at all the open curtains and then to her as she frowns to me. She looks down again and then around her place. She almost seems self-aware.
"I thought we might like sit and have a drink and get a bit more comfortable and then proceed but it seems you want to jump right in." She states and then I take a step towards her and I lightly grasp her by her shoulder.
"No… That was not my intention. I just feel a bit nervous and you know I feel like we will get caught and I think I'm just overthinking. That is not the case Lucy." I say as I pull her to me and wrap my arm around her. "I'm anxious and excited and happy yet nervous… Do you know what I mean?" I say as I look down at her as she remains still in my arms.
"I get it…" she states as she take a step back and she looks at me with a lazy smile on her lips. I take a deep breath and I try and give her my best smile I could. "Have a seat and let me pour us some drinks ok?" she says and at this I just nod. I move slowly towards her couch and I take a seat as I look to the bathroom across from the couch. I look to her as she pulls out some juice and then she pours two glassed and places the juice back in the fridge. She takes a glass and moves towards me, handing me the glass. I smile as I take the glass and watch her. She moves back to the counter and reach for her own glass and then slowly moves from the door, locking the gate, to closing the door, to moving around and closing the curtains as she goes before she moves back against the counter and leans against it. She sips at her juice.
I for one seem more at ease as I take another sip of juice and I look to her. It's like she read my mind knowing what I was thinking. "Sorry if I made a mess." I stammer out and at this she chuckles and then she looks to the side smiling as she bends over and tap on her leg, and out from the room behind me comes this white and grey cat as it looks to me then to Lucy and it continues to Lucy as it purrs rubbing against the blondes legs. I smile as Lucy pats its head then looks to me as the cat also looks to me, his eyes boring into mine.
"This guy here is Niffie…" she says as she continues to pat its head and he just continues to purr as he looks at me.
"Oh, yeah you have a cat." I say as I take another sip of my juice and then look from the cat to her, she was bent over and she was showing cleavage as she continued to pat the cat. It was a rather beautiful view.
"Cats…" she rectifies and at this I just chuckle. "How allergic are you? Just so I know to keep them from you." At this I look her straight in her eyes. How on earth did she know that I was allergic to cats? I furrow my brows and at this she stands straight.
"How do you even know that…" I ask placing my glass on the table to the side.
"You're wife mentioned it… back in September…" she replies as her eyes continue to linger on me, and I just frown because, where was I when that conversation was held. And why would they even talk about that. "She asked if I had animals. And I said yes, and she mentioned that you and your son are allergic…" At this I look down. Small things I never picked up.
"Oh," I reply reaching in my pocket and placing my phone on the table as well.
"So… how badly are you allergic?" she asks as she bends down again patting the cat on the head once again.
"Not that badly. So you don't need to race to a hospital if I do touch them." I say and at this she just giggles. "You seem to remember the small things…" I say and at this she chuckles again.
"It's the small things that matter…" I hear her say as she starts to move and then she plops down next to me on the cough and she looks to me, her eyes meeting mine. "Unless it's a small dick…" at this we both burst out laughing. This was Lucy for you.
"I doubt I would be sitting here if that was my case…" I say as I reach for my glass and take a sip again from the juice.
"I might beg to differ…" At this I almost snort out the juice that I was just drinking but she places her hand on my thigh and taps lightly laughing. "I'm joking…" she rushes and I can't help but give her this unbelievable look. I reach into my pocket and pull out my last packet of smokes and place it on the table as well. I sit back and relax a bit and soon she brings her feet onto the couch and the turns her body to face me. "How many do you still have?" she asks as she points to my cigarettes.
I look to the packet and then sigh. "That is my last one." I say as I look to her.
"Don't you have friends who can help you out?" she asks.
"Friends that overcharge for bullshit." I say with a snort. This lockdown was a complete shit show. I was paying four times the amount to get one packet of knock off smokes. I didn't have the money for it, and ultimately I would see myself stopping to smoke soon. I just could not afford it. I hear her giggle and I shoot her a glare. I would give her something to laugh about later.
"Well it would be good for your health if you stopped." She says as she continues to look to me.
"You almost just sound like my wife. Her parents hate the fact that I smoke. Her father is the reason the no-smoking signs are all over the station." I say and at this she giggles again.
"I don't mine it." She says as she moves slightly a bit closer towards me. "Every person has their bad habits… So I pass no judgement." She continues and at this I just smile. She was right, every person had something they did whether good or bad… So we couldn't judge. I look towards the television and then turn to look at her again. She almost seems innocent as she stares at me.
"What is yours…" I ask and at this she just smiles.
"You don't know?" she asks and her eyes remained connected with mine, it was like this was a staring competition.
"No…" I say and then she moves and she is on my lap, straddling my hips, her hands on my shoulders as she continues to stare at me. She leans towards me, never breaking eye contact as she continues to stare into my eyes. I see how she licks her lips. I feel a bit shocked as I have never really seen her act like this nor have I ever seen the raw lust in her eyes as she continues to stare at me.
"If you don't know, I won't tell…" she whispers as she leans closer till our noses touch. I place my hands on her hips as I pull her more towards me.
"I'll find out eventually." I say and at this she gives me this sneaky little smile. She moves closer and then her lips touch mine and God it was good as her lips mould against mine. I pull her against me and instantly her arms are wrapped around me as she deepens the kiss. She pulls me closer and closer till our bodies are flush against each other.
I lap at her lower lip as I taste her lips, the inside of her mouth and she is so warm and soft. I almost feel like I am drowning in her kiss. She keeps pushing against me, softly moving her hips over mine and it's not even long before I feel like I am trapped in my pants. I pull her lower lip into my mouth and lightly suck on it before moving to her chin and she moves her head to the side as she gives me access to her neck. I don't spare any time as I move to her neck and leave soft yet sloppy kisses all over her neck, I can feel her shiver each time I reach a sensitive spot. Her hands wind up on my shoulders to my neck and she just can't keep still as I continue my sweet assault on neck, never leaving a mark.
Her hips jerk a bit more as she moves and wiggles in my lap, seemingly looking for much needed friction. I pull from her neck and capture her lips once again kissing her hard. Once I pull away she is huffing to gain her breath. Her eyes filled with lust as she continues to stare into my eyes.
"Bed?" I ask and at this she smiles lightly and then giggles.
"You want the bed?" she asks and at this I just smile and nod my head. I had the full intention to just pick her up hoisted on my hips and move to the bedroom but she hops off in a split second, there is this red hue on her cheeks as she takes in a deep breath nodding her head towards me. I nod my head numbly and I rise to my feet, I want to reach to her, I didn't want to lose touch with this woman as we move but as I get to my feet I am still reminded that I am in uniform and I still had my firearm on me. I look from side to side as I pull my firearm off and place it on the couch and then turn towards the direction of her room. My steps as fast and once I am in the room I look around, black and silver bedding, and she was sitting there on the edge. I smile to her and the reaches for me, grabbing my hand and pulling me to stand in front of her, her hands work fast and soon my belt it loosened, the button is flicked open and the zipper to my pants is down.
She looks up to me, her smile shy, a red hue still on those cheeks. She looked so innocent as she sat there in front of me yet we both know this was not an innocent act. She slightly pulls at my pants. "What's next?" I ask as she pulls me closer and now she just stares at me, taking her bottom lip into her mouth biting on it lightly.
"That…" she points to my pants and underwear, "goes down." She says and I just chuckle but I comply and pull both pieces of clothing down. She moves her eyes down my body and then she is focused on my dick which is just in front of her face, she lets go of her lip and then licks her lips.
Her hands move on their own accord as she grasps my erect dick and she strokes it up and down slowly. She licks at her lips again and then she licks my tip, and hell, this woman would be the death of me as she pops my tip into her mouth and she rolls her tongue around my tip and then she sucks and then she takes my dick deeper into her mouth and soon her hand and mouth are working together as she sucks my dick moving up and down, at some point she looks up to me and our eyes connect and she removes her hand and she takes my dick completely into her mouth. And oh God I had to stay strong and just not come right there and then. If she was going to continue with this I would bust a nut in a few seconds.
When I place my hand on the back of her head I stop her and soon my dick leaves her mouth as I now grab both of her wrists over her head and I hold her there. "You can't..." I manage to say.
"Why?" she asks fluttering her eyes at me.
"I'm gonna cum too soon." I say and at this she smiles.
"Then… let's do this…." She says as she soon moves up the bed until she is fully on the bed.
"You're wearing too much clothes." I say a little out of breath. At this she winks at me and slides her hands down her side till she grips her skirt and soon she shimmies out of it and she wasn't even wearing underwear and holy God, that pussy looked amazing. I take that as an indicator as I get onto the bed and my hands instantly grabs at her legs as I spread them slightly and move closer. She smiles at this as she continues to stare at me.
Once I am between her legs I move my hand down in between her legs and I slide my finger over her folds and this girls was so wet, I have no idea how the hell she got this wet when I haven't even done anything yet. I slip my forefinger over her lips again and she gives me a little moan. When I do this again I slip my finger inside of her and she is as tight as I remember. God.
"Don't toy with me…." I hear her say and look to her, she didn't want to play it seems. Soon she moves her legs and hook them over my hips and then she pulls me closer and I grab at my dick and place it at her wet silky smooth pussy. Once my tip is at her entrance I lean closer, I wanted to taste those lips again but as soon as I lean in she moves her hips. And before I know it I was fully inside of her. I look at her as she gives me this innocent look.
She wanted to play this dirty it seems. So then I start to thrust into her and move out a bit then thrust into her again to the point we set a fast rhythm. With everything thrust I do her hips meet my thrust and I feel like her pussy is gripping my dick for dear life. She was so tight but so wet. Got I was going to lose my mind as I continue to move my hips against hers. And soon I grab at her hips as my thrust becomes harder and faster. I wasn't going to last long. To be honest I never did if I was with Lucy. I push her hips down and that's when I start moving frantic, I was so close to my orgasm that I get lost in the feeling. I don't notice her eyes rolling to the back of her head, or hove her chests rises and falls franticly. Her own grip on me was so tight that moving between her legs was becoming harder.
I knew she was reaching her peek because her legs was like a vice grip and she kept me in place as her pussy tightens around my hard dick and the moans and groans leaving her lips were like soul music.
When this girl hits her orgasm her whole body shivers and it makes me vibrate as I push one last thrust into her, blowing my load. Orgasms never felt this good, how could they? It felt like the best moment of my life was happening. Her body and legs still have me in a vice grip as I ease out of my high that I just reached and God it was fucking fantastic. My eyes focus and I look down to the girl beneath me, still that red hue on her cheeks, her expression still dazed, but there was no more that look of lust in her eyes. She smiles to me as she stares at me. I think that I was enjoying this far too much that I missed a few things. But her voice moaning softly was like an anthem playing in my ears.
There is a veil of soft sweat that cover her skin, well the parts that I could see. She just continues to lay there and systematically she loosens her grip on me. And once I was out of her grip I roll onto my back and next to her looking slightly at the ceiling. I hear her huffing and puffing, or was that me? I wasn't even sure anymore. I just take a deep breath and each intake I take her scent in. She now smelt intoxicating and I felt drunk.
She moves slightly and then a bit more as she tries to move to the edge of the bed and then she lightly sits up, she wasn't looking in my direction but I follow her with my eyes as she tries to get to her feel and she is wobbly as she grabs for anything to steady her. A chuckle leaves my mouth as I prop myself up on my elbows and look to her. She stops in her tracks and she looks to me, narrowing her eyes at me.
"What…?" she asks and at this I chuckle once again because she was far from steady on her feet.
"You…" I say as I nothing to her bare ass.
"What!" she asks as she looks down and then she just shakes her head and she is out of the room, possibly to the bathroom. I chuckle again as I sit up and look around the room. I could see that she liked teddy bears, her room was adored by many teddy bears in all shapes and sizes. I look down at my lap and it's a complete mess but I chuckle again because this was not just my mess.
"Do you have a towel?" I ask as I sit up fully and look to the door of her room. I hear her mumble something and then there is a towel being thrown into my direction. It lands at my feet and then I shake my head once again as I look to the material now on the floor. I sigh as I reach for it and then start to clean up. I hear water running and then I hear the toilet and then the door to the bathroom opens. I never even heard her closing the door. I move forward and then stand as I see her walk, still unstable from the bathroom.
I look her up and down, now she was wearing a summer dress, hugging her figure perfectly. Her eyes meet mine and then she smiles to me, her cheeks still red as she walks somewhat into the living room. I pull my clothes straight and fasten my button and belt and then look to the towel in my hands. She looks to the towel then moves closer and takes it from me. Moving back to the bathroom and placing it in the bin.
"I'll wash it when you leave." She says and at this I just nod my head as I walk to the couch where I was seated and take a seat, reaching for my glass with juice and downing the remaining of the juice. She moves past the couch and into her room once again and I hear movement but leave it at that as I place the glass back on the table. I look to the side and take my firearm, placing it in my holster again. "I'll need to wash my duvet as well…" I hear her say and I sit up straight as I look to the doorway trying to see what she is doing but she is out of sight.
"Was it that bad?" I ask.
"We left evidence…" At this I hear her giggle and I just chuckle. "I have something for you though." I hear her say and then I sit up a bit more and move my body towards the door to her room.
"Oh?" I ask as I hear more movement and soon she pokes her head out of her room and she smiles to me. "What something?" I ask as she smiles to me and then she walks out of the room her hands behind her back. I have no idea what the fuck this woman has for me but I was excited.
"Just something I think you might want and like." She says as she stands next to the couch, her hands still behind her back. I narrow my eyes at her and look from her face to her middle trying to figure out what else this woman could give me what I might want and like. Then she pull a box from her back and takes a step closer and she hands me the box.
I look at the box and frown, then I take it and look to her eyes. "How?" I ask as I open the box and look at the packs of cigarettes in the box, and this wasn't those knock off shit. This was the real deal, the original Winston. How the fuck did she get it? How much did she have to pay? "Lucy how did you get this?" I ask as I look to her in disbelieve.
"Everyone struggles from time to time… Besides you can have that… I can get more but it's a bit limited." She says as she finally takes a seat on the couch and I am in awe as I look at her. "I know if you are going to stop you will do it on your own accord and not because the government banned it." At this I just shake my head. "Just use it sparsely." She says and I just can't believe this woman. God she bought me tires. She gives amazing sex and now she gets me cigarettes.
"What do I owe you? And where do you get it?" I ask as I place it on the table next to me and grab at her hands. She looks down but there is still a smile on her lips.
"You owe me nothing. And I won't be telling you where I got this." She says at this I narrow my brows at her.
"Did you get it from the Police Station?" I ask because that was what I was thinking but I see her eyes go wide as she stares at me in disbelieve.
"Are you serious!? I would never… So ask no questions, hear no lies." She says and at this I just nod my head at her because I had so many question. "Just take it and say thank you." She says and at this I smile as I lean towards her.
"How much do I owe you?" I ask taking her chin into my hand.
"Nothing. Just when you get low, you have a perfect excuse to come and see me…" she says and at this I just smile and I nod my head. I wasn't going to question her but she was one mysterious woman.
"Ok." I say as I lean closer and place a deep kiss to her lips.
When she pulls back she smiles to me brightly. "Our little secrets…" she whispered and at this I just smiles and kissed her again.
"I don't care what people say when we're together, You know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep, I just want it to be you and I forever" One Direction - Happily
"Aries' daughter is pregnant." I look up as Gray says this. Aries' daughter? She was only turning 21 later this year, and now she was pregnant?
"How the hell did that happen?" I ask as I motion to the following car to move forward so I can search it.
"I told you all that there will be a lot of pregnancies with this lockdown." Gray replies and at this I just furrow my brow. The next vehicle stops next to me and I look into the vehicle seeing a lone male.
"Afternoon sir, can I please get your movement permit?" I ask as I look over the roof of the vehicle to where Gray stands. The man inside of the car collects his ID, Drivers Licence and Permit and he hands them to me without hesitation. "Well not only pregnancies but I think a lot of people might break up or get divorced too, now that they are forced to spend the whole time with each other." I say over the roof of the car and Gray looks to me nodding his head.
"I never knew it was this tiresome to be locked down with Juvia and our daughter. I really feel sorry for teachers that they have to deal with our kids." At this I chuckle.
I look down to the papers and smile as the mans destination and purpose was justified. I give him back his papers and then continue to the front of the vehicle where I take down his registration number and then motions for him to drive, with a nod of his head he starts up his car and starts driving.
"Well Toby is mostly at his grandparents and we work shifts so it's still fine with me." I say with a chuckle and at this Gray just shakes his head from side to side.
"You are lucky you can ship your child to their grandparents." I hear Gray say as the next vehicle stops at my bay and I look inside to the two females in the car. "When are you and Lisanna planning on a second?" Gray asks as I stop at the window of the vehicle.
"Afternoon ma'am, may I see your movement permit?" I ask extending my hand towards the female who seems to fidget and then she slightly moves from side to side and her skirt rises a bit.
"I don't have one but I am going to see my family." The female says and I lean closer and look into the vehicle. The other female looking to me and smiling brightly. "We just want to visit our mother, we don't need a permit for that do we?" the girl says as she pushes out her chest and smiles to me sweetly. I won't deny it, these were two beautiful ladies but they didn't look like siblings, and their advances were noticed.
I huff a breath and look down to them as they continue to smile at me fluttering their eyes. "Ma'am you do understand that we are currently in a pandemic?" I say and at this the driver just tilts her head. She is about to open her mouth when I shake my head from side to side. "You do understand that the President has declared a lockdown and that we are currently on Level 5? You need to be confined to your house unless you seek essential services or are rendering essential services?" I ask and at this she flutters her eyes to me again.
"We just want to pop over for a quick visit." She continues and I sigh again. Things like this pissed me off. They were not listening at all.
"Ma'am to visit is not essential. And you do not have the valid permit to cross the boarder to the next Province. This serves as a warning, please make a U-turn and return to your residence." I say but this girl just keeps fluttering her eyes at me, she knew she was beautiful and she was really trying to use this to her advantage.
"Just let us cross, I'm sure we can work something out." She says as the other one pulls at her shirt once more exposing more cleavage.
"Ma'am, either you make a U-turn and go home or I arrest you for not being confined to your residence and travelling illegally over the Provincial Boarder. Do both of you seriously have no respect for the President and the country?" I ask and both the females look to me in shock and then the driver huffs a breath.
"Then let me move to the next person maybe they will help me." The girl says as she looks to Gray and then I snap.
"Sergeant Fullbuster I need back-up for an arrest." I yell towards Gray and he looks to me nodding his head. I see the female in the drivers side gasp and then she starts her car.
"We will make a U-turn." She says as she sets the car in gear.
"This serves as your last warning, and don't even try this again." I say as she starts making a U-turn and she drivers back. At this Gray chuckles at me shaking his head from side to side. "People like that fucking irritates me." I say as I look down and I stop the next car from coming to my bay. I needed to take a breather. I walk over to Gray and pull out my cigarettes and over him one.
"Yeah, Laxus told me their previous night shift they got one like that, the girl kept moving her dress up to the point he saw her underwear. Luckily he had Aries for assistance." At this I shake my head and place my cigarette to my lips, pulling out my lighter and lighting my smoke, inhaling deeply. "So when is the second little Dragneel coming?" At this I almost choke as I look to Gray who chuckles.
"I don't know." I say as I scratch my head and almost for a moment I didn't know to where my mind jumped, because first I thought of Lisanna and then Lucy.
"Lisanna did say she wanted another one." Gray says and at this I nod my head.
"Yeah we want another one but finances are shit and with this fucking lockdown and the economy being bad, people being laid of left right and centre, we can't really think of that." I say and I see Gray nod his head.
"I asked Lucy the other day when we will be seeing her all prego and she gave me this look that gave me chills." At this I furrow my brows and look to the side. "Like I couldn't read her at all, it was a grim look but also a relieved look. Even though I am sure Laxus wouldn't mind knocking her up."
At this I almost choke on my own spit but I keep my composure. "I think she might look cute." I say and my own voice sounds foreign to me as I say this.
"Ever notice when you bring up the topic of pregnancy and kids Lucy shy's away…" Gray states and I look to him frowning, I think for a moment, and what he said was completely true. She just got this strange vibe about her when the topic was brought up and I never really thought much of it until now. It would be something I would need to ask her about.
"What would you think of me now? So lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said that you for that, Now I'll never have a chance." Jimmy Eat World – Hear you me
As the bus stop at the station I take a deep breath and look around, it was still dark, the sun rose later and later each and every day. Winter was peaking at us and it had a promise of being extremely cruel to us this year around. I soon pull out all my equipment and move it to my car. As I pop open the boot I see a small hand read for the boot handle and then pull it open. I look to my side and Lucy smiled to me.
"Well, good morning Miss Heartfelia." I say as I starting putting away my lunch box and my bulletproof.
"Good evening Mr Dragneel." She greats and she gives me this cute and sweet smile.
"Touché." I say as she closes the boot and then stands to the side. I extend my arm towards her and she tilts her head before taking a step closer and folding her arms around me in a small hug. "You have coffee?" I ask as I look down to the blonde.
She looks up and then nods her head. "Sure, let's go to my office." She states before releasing me and she starts to walk into the direction of her office. She was dressed more casually since this lockdown has commenced. But she was also dressing warmed which I was happy about because she might just end up getting a cold. "Aren't you tired?" she asks as I continue to follow her into the house and towards her office.
"Yeah a bit." I say as I look down watching the floor as I go.
"Shouldn't you be heading home and get to bed?" she asks as she looks over her shoulder at me. She had circles around her eyes and she looked more tired than I actually was. She opens the door to her office and then move inside and to the kettle, switching it on before she moves to her desk and she sits at her seat. I walk straight to Aries' chair and I sit down as I turn to the blond.
"Then I wouldn't be able to spend time with you." I say with a smile and she tilts her head to the side. Her jacket seemed to be oversized as it covered her small frame, it almost seemed like she was loosing weight. But I could be imagining it. "You heard about Aries daughter?" I ask, because since my conversation with Gray about a week ago I had these thoughts lingering in my mind, and I found myself constantly thinking about what he had said.
Lucy looks up and she smiles brightly. "Yes, she is becoming a grandmother." She beams towards me and she seems happy about the whole thing.
Now the thing was I needed to start up a conversation that I felt a bit uneasy over but I had to take responsibility for my actions and I needed to ask Lucy something. "Lucy…" I start and for a moment I don't know what I was going to say or how I was going to say this or ask the question that has been burning the back of my mind now for the past week.
When Gray asked me when there might be another Dragneel offspring, the fact that I thought about both my wife and Lucy scared me. Lucy tilts her head to the side as she continues to look at me, the smile never disappearing from her lips.
"I need to ask you something, and I feel a bit uneasy." I say as I break eye contact with the blonde and I look down as I start to fidget with my hands. "Are you on birth control?" I whisper so softly that I wasn't even sure she heard what I had to say but once I glance up at her she has this soft look on her face. Not something I expected.
"We never got around to that part of it, did we?" she asks and I look down again, I can't find it in myself to look at her or meet her gaze. "And now with Aries' daughter pregnant, you might be worried?" she asks softly. I nod my head because I know this might be nerve wrecking on her just as much as it was on me.
"I… I know what I said and everything but reality has kicked in and I'm just thinking, or overthinking." I manage to say as I keep my gaze low and on my fidgeting hands. Human's were really stupid when they were horny.
"By chance if it happened, what would you do?" she asks and at this I look at her but now her gaze was down and she was looking at her lap. I mull it over for a few moments, I would be completely fucked if something like that happened.
"I would support you in whatever you decided." I say and I know I was being irresponsible with my thoughts and actions and this made it so much worse. "If something like that happened…" I trail off because I honestly didn't want to think of the 'what if's'.
"If it happened, I would still keep your secret." She says and for a moment I just stare at her.
"What?" I ask and then she looks up, her face looks pale as she her eyes meet mine.
"If… If that ever happens, your secret would still be safe and sound." She say and she has this smile that was completely fake. And I saw right through her. "I wouldn't even expect anything from you. I would just act like nothing ever happened between us and I would go on with my life and raise the child." She says and at this I shake my head from side to side. What was she even saying?
"No! I don't expect that from you, I would want to support and contribute." I say and at this she smiles again that fake smile.
"Natsu just stop ok. Let's not have this conversation." She says and at this I shake my head because we needed to have this conversation. We needed to do something. "We are talking about 'what if…'. What if Laxus finds out about us? What if your wife finds out? They are all what if's." Lucy says as she looks to me, her eyes meeting mine. "They are more likely 'what ifs' then you getting me pregnant." At this everything goes silent.
She has this look on her face that I can't read. "What?" I ask as I can't completely understand what she was saying.
"The chances of us getting found out is higher than you ever getting me pregnant." Her words held no life as she said this, her eyes staring at me not even once wavering.
"Don't say that, there is always a chance…" I say as I rise to me feet and move to the front of her table. I grab at her hand.
"Natsu… there is no chance." She says dead serious and then I see it, her eyes are watering. "I can't get pregnant okay…I'm never going to have kids. So there, that is one 'what if' that you never have to worry about." She says and she has this deadly tone. This was nothing like her cheerful self, this was nothing like the Lucy I knew. As the words register in my mind I grasp her hands tighter as I stare at her.
"How do you even know that?" I ask as I continue to stare at her.
"Natsu, really?" Lucy says as the tears start to brim on her eye lids.
"Lucy, how do you know that?" I ask her and then she looks down.
"Because that is what the doctor said. I can't. I can't have children." She says as she continues to look down.
"Go for a second opinion." I say and at this she looks up to me, with her free hand she wipes away the tears that are threatening to fall.
"You think this is easy? Just go for a second opinion? There has been a second and third opinion." I stare at her eyes, the emotions playing around in her eyes differ from hurt, to anger to betrayal to devastation. I pulls her hand from my grasp as she rises to her feet and then she looks to the side. "This is the perfect recipe for just sex, and no strings attached… The only worry we might ever have is if we get found out… And I'm not going to tell and I doubt you will… So why even put too much thought into this?" Lucy says as she turns to the door.
I stand there, in front of her table and I look to her. I was in awe and surprised and in shock. I don't think I know how to comprehend what was being said. What was said was just blowing my mind. I open my mouth once and then again but no words come out because I have no idea what to say to her.
"Natsu do you think any man would willingly date a person with the potential to marry and start a family knowing the other person is broken and unable to do the one thing they were set to do? I doubt that Laxus would even stay with me knowing this, knowing he wants to start a family and kids. I entered the relationship with him knowing I can never give him what he wanted…and I'm scared that if I tell him he will leave, he will leave like the rest." She turns around and she looks to me, tears running down her cheek. "You think that is something you casually bring up to anyone?" Lucy asks and there is this bittersweet smile on her face as she says this. I feel heartbroken as I look to her.
"I doubt he would leave you." I say because I don't really know what to say or how to react. She lets a humourless chuckle leave her lips as she rolls her eyes at me.
"Yeah, just like Lyon cheated on me once we got the news, and Chaise left when I told him… Life isn't as easy as it seems to you Natsu." Lucy says as she turns around again. "Just leave okay… I don't have the strength for this conversation, when you get back to your senses text me or call me." Once she says this she leaves and I just hear her footsteps as she continues to walk down the hall.
I look at the place where she just was and I sigh as run my hand through my hair. I felt like I royally fucked up this whole thing as I continue to stand there for a few minutes longer. I know my relationship with Lucy sometimes got strained but this was a new chapter to it that I feel like I opened a wound that would never heal properly.
