I'm sorry…
I truly am, with all of my heart, sorry…
After all of these years, after all of these promises I kept making, saying I would never cancel this/these story/ies. I'm sorry to tell you all that from this day forth, Neo-Heisei Riders Tail, Justice League: The Rider of the League, and The Kamen Rider of the Ring… will henceforth be canceled/put on indefinite hiatus.
This was a very difficult decision to come to… One I did not ever enjoy the thought of every time I had to consider it. For months now, my heart and mind have been going back and forth on what it was I needed to do when it came to my other stories. As some of you may already know, I have a bigger, much bigger, story project in the works, my own CrossoverVerse. The Heroes Unite-Verse…
Basically it's a mass Crossover project, involving lots, and lots of Series from TV, Anime/Manga, Video Games, coming together from all the different media that I myself have watched and come to either Like, or Love, over the years. Think of this, as like the MCU, DCEU, and all those other cinematic Universes and whatnot, but in story form, and with characters and factions from all sorts of different Universes of Media.
For years since the beginning of my story Heroes UNITE! I have been building up to this project of mine, and it's only been recently, have I come to understand the daunting task that is ahead…
Over the years, I have grown as a Writer. Am I some Master Writer/Storyteller now? No, no I am not saying that at all and most definitely will probably never be. But am I a better writer now than when I was back in the early 2010s when I first started out? I hope so…
But back in the day, I would have written down whatever I felt like, just going with the flow of things without ever truly planning things out to their fullest extent. That right there, was strike one of being a terrible writer.
2 Stories prior that were canceled, because I never truly thought things out, only the single thought of "Oh this crossover would be cool, let's do this!" only to realize too late, "Wait, how am I going to do this and that now?"
Neo-Heisei Riders Tail, and The Rider of the League, were both unfortunate victims of this thought process. I never truly planned them out to their full extent, only bits and pieces. It has been only in more recent times that I have attempted to actually plan them out to their full, how they begin, what happens along the way, and how they end… which I sadly never got around to, only basic ideas in my head.
Ever since Heroes Unite came to its end, I have been working as best as I could, to rectify my rookie mistakes, and actually plan all of my stories out from start to finish… lately though, I've been having difficulty with doing just that for those stories. I haven't even touched Rider of the League since the last update, and while I have made some small progress when it comes to Neo-Heisei Riders Tail… there have been many days where I've just had trouble bringing myself to focus on planning chapters/episodes for it, just like today as a matter of fact. It's not that I don't love both series anymore, because I do. Heck I even plan on having characters from both Series serve as Main/Secondary Characters in the upcoming Heroes Unite Series. But when it comes to trying to work on Neo-Heisei Riders Tail itself… it's like all the spark I had for the story… has died out.
Sadly things in life have not helped either. When I first started Story Writing, I was in High School. So back then, all I had to worry about was school, family, friends, and the life of a high schooler. Now though, I'm an adult, and things are no longer as easy as they were back then. Any of you, who have an adult life, know this. Now you have to work for a living, get a job, still try and have a fun normal life with family and friends.
When it comes to my life, I just have too many projects going on. Along with trying to have an actual life in the real world with family and friends, I'm in need of a Job to make money if I'm going to survive on my own one day. I'm trying to make a Career on YouTube and Twitch since bringing entertainment to people is something I want to do with my life… sadly, there's nothing that can be made when it comes to this stuff, Fanfiction Story Writing. It's more of a Hobby, one that I really enjoy. But sadly it's not something I can focus on every day, otherwise I won't have time for anything else, the stuff that truly matters if I'm to survive in the real world.
I don't want to give up this Hobby, but I also can't juggle so many different projects all at the same time. Sacrifices have to be made… The Heroes Unite-Verse, is something I really want to do. I guess you could say it's become my Passion Project. There's just so much I want to do, and tell with this CrossVerse… but if I'm ever going to be able to tell its story from start to finish… I need to use what time I have left, whatever that may be, wisely…
This breaks my heart, you can believe me or not, but it does. I didn't want to do this, cancel any more stories after having already done so to two others. But things have sadly changed.
Maybe one day, if things in my life change for the better, or I somehow manage to complete the entirety of the Heroes Unite-Verse… just maybe I can come back to this/these stories and give them a proper story, a proper ending…
But I truly am sorry that it has come to this.
Thank you, for joining me on these different journeys, and for enjoying these different stories…
