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Chapter 19:

Dean and Sam were at the car, shocked. They were driving Adam to his home town; he didn't want anything to do with the supernatural world anymore.

They couldn't believe that they lost Alexis, their little girl, their baby sister.

Castiel vanished to a place unknown to them, sad and broken.

They needed help, and they didn't know to who they can turn.


"You summoned me moose?"

"Yes Crowley. Alexis said yes to Michael and jumped in to the cage," said Sam.

"And?"

"And? We want your help!"

"We? I don't see squirrel in here,"

"Dean is… too sad to act,"

"Oh? The big brother feels guilty maybe?"

"Are you going to help us or not?!" snapped Sam.

"Not. Now can I leave?"

Sam released him from the devil's trap and he vanished.


"Are you seriously praying for God?" asked Dean that came in to the room to found Sam on his knees with closed eyes and clasped hands.

"Of course, not, daddy is still MIA, he was praying to me," said Lucifer in a smirk.

"You called for the devil?! The devil?!"

"At least I am trying something to get Alex back, the only thing you do is moping around and flinching when I say her name!"

"Something wrong with the little one?" asked Lucifer.

Dean gave him a look, hearing the softness in his voice when he talked about Alexis.

"She said yes to Michael and jumped in to the cage about a week ago, I tried witches of all kind, demons, angels and Crowley just left saying he wouldn't help,"

"I don't know how to help, which by the way doesn't mean that I want to help," stated Lucifer.

"Can't you just pull her out? You are the devil!" said Sam.

"If I could do that I wouldn't have needing you to brake me out,"

Sam sighed.

"You were our last hope," said Sam.

"Sorry boys. Keep looking," said Lucifer and vanished.

What he didn't say was that he will keep looking too.


Castiel was in Alaska, laying on ice, looking up at the northern lights.

Alexis. It's been four months. I can't feel you, I can't help you, I have tried everything. Oh, God please help me; father I need you.


"Was it worth it?" asked Michael.

He was in the cage, still in Alexis's body.

"At the moment, yes. Now…" she answered in her head. She had semi-control over her body and her hand was resting on her little baby bump.

"I shouldn't be here, the apocalypse should have happened, that was what father wanted,"

"Your father wants nothing, he abandoned you, he abandoned us,"

"Your child is a Nephilim. He is forbidden," he changed the topic, knowing that this point hurts her, he could feel how much she missed Castiel.

"I will get out, we don't care about heaven rules, the angels made more crimes then the humans could ever do, they should be punished, not me, not us,"

"You are stupid if you think that your child will live. Even if you do get out of here, my brothers and sisters will hunt you down,"

"That's it. Get out!" she snapped.

Alexis kept her eyes closed, laying on the cage floor with her back to Michael, that was without a vessel now.

"You will die here shortly without me in you,"

"No I won't. I have my own grace, Cas is my soul mate, I got some of his grace through our soul mate connection and it's growing as the time passes,"

In her head, away from Michael influence, she was praying to Joshua.

Joshua. Please help me, I saved two of my brothers instead of just one, I stopped the apocalypse, but I didn't know that I am pregnant. Please.

If you knew, what would you have done?

I would have done the same, but I would have find another way to save my world.

I needed to hear this answer my dear girl. It's time for you to go home.

Thank you, Joshua. You are the best father a girl could ask.

She could hear him laughing before she disappeared.


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