Carrick and Grace sat in the Chapel. Grace just wanted to cry for bother her sons and the little girl who got away. Though the family was unsure that this girl was on in the same. She more worried for Christian's sake and didn't want him to have a set back. He had been doing so well or at least seemed to minus the love life. But maybe this would help him more to be open about that too. Grace had her head on Carrick's shoulder and asked "Why didn't we fight harder for her?" Carrick kissed her forehead and said "My love we tried but they couldn't prove that his home wasn't a good fit. He had two older children and a wife so he seemed fitting. All we can do now is just make sure she is okay now. She seems to have found where she should be." Grace sighed and Carrick lifted her chin and looked her in the eyes and said "Gracie this isn't your fault. We did all we could. You can't blame yourself what has become of her." Carrick kissed her lips softly and wiped her tears. Grace laid her head back down on his shoulder looking up at the cross on the wall as she held her rosary in her hand saying every prayer she could for the little girl laying in the bed in worse shape than the first time she met the set of twins. Christian knew he should call Ana about the shape her room mate was in but couldn't taint that right now. He already felt like he was corrupting this innocent girl. But there was a part that just wanted and needed her. He looked at his phone looking at it just wanting to tell her. But he had worn her out and didn't want to test it anymore for the night. She would be coming to see him after the move for the weekend which meant they could discuss the contract and he could get her in his playroom. He shook these thoughts thinking of his twin laying in the hospital bed and what abuse she may have been put through and it made him sick to his stomach. Christian decided to call Elena instead who was sitting in her office at the club in tears. She hoped Christina would make it and hoped all would be okay. Elena looked at her phone and picked up "Christian how is she?" He sighed and said "Its bad she needed facial reconstruction and internal surgery. Whoever did this this wasn't retaliation on you. It was personal they raped her and burned her body."

Elena started to cry she knew who did this but she couldn't tell Christian. That meant more history that would be dug up. She even knew Christina was his twin and never told him so she didn't want that wraith cause he was the only one really helping her stay on the level she was since her exe husband and her divorced after he caught the two of them. Christian asked one real question "Elena I need a bit of honesty. Did you know she was my twin?" Elena wiped her eyes and said "no she said she had a twin but hadn't seen him since she was a kid. They were separated. I never looked into it. She was a wreck when i found her four years ago." She was willing to give him the story of how she found her but nothing more. Christian wanted to ask questions but wasn't sure what to ask. He just felt so lost with all this information. Elena said "How long has it been since you had a sub? I know a couple that could help." "its been a while but I think I found my own prospect thanks though. How did you find her?" Christian asked her wanting to know how this girl came to be in Seattle. He need to to know anything that anyone knew and he needed Doctor Flynn. Elena lit a cigarette and looked out of her office window to see if Jack had come in tonight to see Caramel. "I found her in the parking garage behind the Salon. She was parked next to me passed out and bloody. She suffered a horrific miscarriage and got a hotshot. Someone wanted her dead. When I tried to ask about it she shut down. I got her into rehab and offered her a salary job at the spa. But she said cash only. That's when she told me she was trying to hide from whacked out ex boyfriend and her dad." Elena of course was leaving out key details she knew cause she didn't want anything to taint the relationship between herself and Christian.

Elena blamed herself for letting Jack weasel his way in her life again. But more so now that Christian knew the truth about her identity. Now it was about covering her ass and Christian never finding out who her exe was or she even knew about him. Christian rubbed his head and said "she every say anything else about her past. Anything that seemed odd or important." Elena sighed and said "No she's been like the daughter i never had but when it came to the past she never opened up. she just wanted to look forward to a future. that's why I helped her get into WSU and she met friends and seemed to be doing great." Elena wanted to cry cause she had seen all the warning signs and should have told Christian the second she found out Christina was his twin. Christian let out a sigh of his own and said "Thanks Elena. I appreciate it. We will do dinner at some point. I need to get things figured out here and with Christina." It felt weird to say the name to him. Elena smiled and said "She prefers Chris." Christian chuckled cause he always hated when people tried to call him that. He said "Ok well keep you updated on Chris. If you think of anything please call me." "I will take care of yourself Christian" She said before putting her cigarette out and sitting back in her chair stunned and ashamed almost. She knew Jack had something to do with this and she wanted to know what. Walking over to her mini bar she poured herself a single malt scotch and sat watching through the curtains just waiting.

Elliot was in with Christina begging her to open her eyes. He wasn't going to leave her side after this. In his head he was blaming himself for not going with her and not staying with her. He had seen how ruthless that Jack could be. Elliot himself seen first hand what he could do. Kissing her hand softly he said "Just open those beautiful blue eyes for me Chris...Please." She didn't budge. Christina was in her own nightmare. all she wanted to do was wake up but her body had endured enough. Elliot held her hand and laid his head down. He was saying his own silent prayers of hope. Christian was standing outside the door way watching his brother whispering word that he couldn't make out. But he knew that he had never seen his older brother attached to anyone. He wanted to ask his brother more but knew this wasn't the time nor the place to ask those questions. He decided to wait in the waiting room for his older brother to come out, but the way it looked it would be hard for him to leave. Part of himself wondered if he could ever love someone like that himself. But he didn't let himself go there. He took a seat next to Taylor saying "Do we have any one we can leave here with her?" Though he questioned the truth about this girl being his twin part of him knew it was true. He wanted her same especially if his Ana was involved. Taylor looked up from his book and said "I can make a quick call and my associate Porter here. He is a former celebrity body guard. He is discreate and unnoticeable." "good, I still want a background check on him. Just for her safety." Christian insisted. Taylor nodded his head and grabbed his phone to make the call.

Christina lay in a coma. Her body fighting to wake up. But she seemed to be in her own hell. She could hear voices. But she kept slipping back into the same nightmare.

I'm crying hard. They took him from me. They took my brother. They didn't take me. That man who use to give mommy her medicine and torture me ended up with me. This was my living nightmare. I can see Jack come into focus and all I can do is scream. Jack and The man take their turn abusing me and beating me. They push me to my limits and its more then I can take. I can see my twin in the shadows shaking his head ashamed and disgusted at who I was. I fade slowly into the black from feeling the whiplash from Jack and The man's beating.

The monitors start to spike and then her heart rate drops. Elliot lifted his head and hit the button for the nurse. He himself was freaking out and didn't know how to handle his own emotions. Elliot, Himself never thought he would ever truly get to have her and now that he could she was slipping from him. This started the shame spiral and he was pushed out of the room by the doctors and in the waiting room. Christian stood up wondering if she woke up again or if it was worse. Elliot didn't want to break but that's all he could do. Christian let his older brother let out his tears and in his own heart even though he claimed he didn't have one He knew what it was. Elliot stopped and said "My bad bro...Her heart stopped and they pushed me out. She was twitching a bit like it was a nightmare." Christian wondered if his twin had nightmares like his. Christian knew about nightmares they had become more frequent when he wasn't in Ana's presence. But he still wanted to know more about this girl and what her involvement with his Ana was. Christian said "It's fine I've just never seen you act this way about anyone except when you were in Chicago and you were telling mom and Dad about the one that got away." Elliot let out a chuckle as said "That's because no one would ever add up to her and this is the one that got away bro." Christian looked a bit stunned that his brother found her and it was weird to see his "Brother" and his Twin as a thing so he didn't think about it. This gave him a bit of hope that Ana might be the one he could want more with, Because if Elliot could then he could to.

The doctor came out and informed the boys that she was taken up to the ICU and had to be sedated cause she woke up after they shocked her heart crying and screaming that she was gonna be found by someone that she seemed terrified of. Elliot ran fingers through his hair and looked scared and worried. He also was seeing red cause he wanted to find Jack and kill him for this cause he knew that he had something to do with all of this. Christian got on the phone with Taylor and ordered she have a guard outside her door and Taylor volunteered himself since he felt he owed it to this girl. But Christian wanted Taylor with him. But until another guard arrived he could stay with her. Christian didn't know what connection he had to his "twin." But he was kind of glad Taylor would step up for her like him. Christian was still on edge. He wasn't sure if she really was who everyone said she was or if she was just a girl looking for a hand out. But he would find his answers in due time. All Elliot wanted to do was find Jack Hyde and beat him to a pulp, but he had no proof he was behind this but had a pretty good feeling. Elliot stepped outside and sat down on a bench across from the hospital to have a cigarette. He knew he shouldn't have let her go alone but he had a surprise for her after the graduation.

Elliot beat was beating himself up over her conditions but he wasn't going to leave her side ever again. Part of him wanted to find Jack and kill him because he knew this was Jax's doing. Elliot was going through the ways he was at fault for this from her fancy new clothes to leaving with her. Both Elliot and Christina knew how psychotic Jack could possibly get but never let it get that far. At least that is what Christina wanted to believe but she didn't know he connected every dot and had his own plans. She had no idea that he and Nick were plotting since Chicago and they realized who she was shacking up with while Jack was fucking Elliot's girlfriend. This plan wasn't suppose to be at this point just yet. But Christina pretty much helped Jack find his next Victim which was Ana her friend. Nick had what he wanted but would still keep tabs on the girl cause after all that was his little bird and he still wanted his share of the millions Jack could possibly get. Ana and Kate were starting to get a little worried when they couldn't get through to Christina. Ana decided to call Christian.

Christian was looking in the glass to a girl he had no clue who she was or what her past was, But he had the results in his hands that they were one hundred percent matched as twins. His phone vibrated and it lit up with Ana's name. He didn't want her tainted with his past. But she already seemed bound to it since she was close to his twin sister. He looked at his twin fighting for her life and down at his phone. He had no idea how he was going to tell her about her friend. He had no idea what he even wanted to say after their fun for the night. Christian flipped it opened and said "Hello Anastasia. Missing me already?" He really had no idea why she was calling him but he had to play it off till she mentioned something. Ana was sitting on the couch looking out the window at her friends car just sitting outside. She sipped some tea and said "A little." This made Christian smile through all this trauma. He turned away from looking at Christina and said "oh really... Good keeps you wanting." "Well wanting isn't why I called. I need to ask something of you I would never ask." Ana said beating around the bush to ask about helping to find Christina.

Christian could hear in her voice she was worried about something. He responded immediately with "Ana whatever it is in my power I will." Ana didn't know how to ask for favors and said "My friend Christina. I'm worried about her no one has been able to contact her and I know this is probably weird to ask but She was at graduations and was suppose to come over for pictures. But no one has seen her since she walked the stage." Christian sighed looking over his shoulder and said "She's at Seattle Pres." he could hear a gasp and hated how this was bringing pain to Ana. Since the moment she fell into his office he was some what smitten with her. Each day that went on in this short courtship he seemed to want to protect her more from his past. But she seemed to be involved since she seemed to be a good friend to his twin. "She's in a coma right now. She has to have surgery but she woke up freaking out thinking someone was going to find her." He said to her giving her all the news he had at this time. He didn't want to tell her all the vile things that were done to her or what pain she endured because he knew someone like him did this to her. Part of ana wondered how he knew this or how. But before she could ask he said "My brother found her outside her place of employment." He heard Ana sigh of relief and heard her respond "Your Brother is Mister Chicago." Hearing that name for his brother gave him more questions but he didn't want to intrude on that now after telling her this news.

Christian responded with "I guess so. Ana who was your friend running from?" He didn't want to ask simply because he was scared of knowing more about his past. He was already going to have a field day with his therapist about finding the sibling in his dream and the girl he was falling for with out really touching her. Ana took a sip of tea and wrapped herself in the blanket tighter and said "one of two people Jack her on again off again abusive boyfriend who has mentally and psychically abused her or a man who called himself her father who must have messed her up to cause she was really private with her past." Ana wanted to cry for her friend who was in a hospital fighting for her life. Christian could hear her sniffles and just wanted to wrap her in his arms and take the pain away but he was scared of that feeling. Christian said in a more business tone and said "I'll have Taylor pick Miss Kavanagh and yourself up at 930 so you can come to see her." "It will just be me Kate is off with her family." Ana said biting her lip part of her couldn't wait to see him again. Christian himself was smiling knowing he would get to see her alone, even with everything going on. Christian said "Get some rest and I will see you tomorrow. Laters Baby." He hung up before she could respond. This left Ana all in confusion. She was happy for herself and feeling hurt for one of her best friends who was fighting for her life probably because of a man who claimed to love her. But she was going to see him again though it was nerve wrecking with him.

Christian had turned around and was the nurse putting a fetal monitor around his sisters stomach that looked flat and like nothing was changing inside. He rushed in asking "What is that for?" The nurse said "Your Sister is five months pregnant Mister Grey. We discovered it through the urinalyses when we ran toxicology screening sir." Christian smirked at being called sir. But Elliot had walked through the door hearing she was three months pregnant. This all seemed like a dream to him like deja vu was real at this moment. He knew there was a possibility that baby was his since that was around the time they had hooked up a drunken night that Jack was out of town. Now he was scared for her even more cause there was also a chance this was Jack's and she would have to deal with him for the rest of her life and Elliot would always worry. Christian looked up and seen his brother. He wasn't aware of the existent of Elliot and Christina's relationship so he did want to assume. But Elliot came in asking "Is the baby okay?" The nurse looked over her shoulder and said "The baby is fine by the looks of it im about to do an ultra sound if you want to see." Elliot looked down at Christina who looked like a broke angel fast asleep. She didn't know the things going on around her. Christian watched his brother take her hand and sat down beside her watching the screen, Part of him knew he should probably walk out and leave them alone but he didn't want to leave either. This was a piece of him that he was missing and could answer so many of his questions.

Elliot was stunned that his brother was sticking around for this he wondered why but he wanted to know this baby was okay no matter the paternity. He kissed Christina's hand and said "I wish you could open your eyes and see our baby." Elliot was planning to claim the baby no matter what. He didn't want to lose this girl no matter the costs. Elliot was never gonna let anything harm her again. The nurse put some blue goo on her toned belly and seen the baby on the screen. There was no way to tell gender at the moment but the baby looked fine. Elliot's was ready to cry and said "Chris i wish you could see this." The baby had a healthy heart beat and was sleeping at the moment like mother. Hearing this child's heartbeat made Christian want to cry but he was going to stay strong. He didn't like to show weakness with his adoptive family. The nurse printed out a few pictures and the heart rate for the doctor's to see. Once the Nurse Left after wiping of Christina's stomach, Christian cleared his throat as his brother was saying a silent prayer. He kissed her hand and stood up. "Thanks for everything little Bro. I owe you for this." This was the first time Christian was hearing these word from a man who teased him a lot of his child hood. Christian hugged his brother and pat his back not showing his own emotions. Christian said "Get some rest Bro. I will be back in the morning with one of her friends. She also gave us a lead on who would be after her. So I'm going to have my guys get on this so you guys are safe." Elliot sniffled his tears away and said "I appreciate it. I'm staying here with them. There is a lot I will fill you in once I wrap my head around this."

Christian just pat his back and said "I bet. But try and sleep I'm gonna try to talk dad into taking mom home. But once she find out she is going to have a grandkid. She will never leave. But At least it is you and not me." Elliot let out a laugh and said "One day bro it will be." Christian just laughed it off as Elliot went back to sit by Christina's bedside. He put the recliner up and was talking to her and telling her about the baby and how she needed to get better to see. Christian admired his brother for this and seeing he too wasn't a heartless prick like he came off sometimes. Sawyer a younger man who was new to the team was standing beside Taylor discussing the brief. Sawyer was a former military man who was honorably discharged after serving 4 tours in the war in the middle east. Christian looked this guy up and down and he seemed a little cocky but would be fine for the job. Christian said "Taylor I want to go back to Escala after I talk to my parents." Taylor nodded and headed for the elevator to get the car ready. Christian found his parents in the waiting room. They were still a wreck about themselves more Grace then Carrick. Christian said "I'm headed home. You guys should go home and rest and hopefully in the morning we will have more news. I've got a guard on her and I don't think Elliot is ever gonna leave her side again." He said looking over his shoulder.

Grace gave her son a hug and said "I'm sorry you had to find all this out like this Christian." "Mom its okay It is all gonna be okay i promise." Christian said briefly hugging his mother for all intensive purposes. Carrick smiled at his son doting on his mother and said "I am gonna try to convince your brother to go home and come back rested." "Dad I tried he's not gonna go anywhere. All we can do is bring him fresh clothes and stuff he made need in the morning." Christian said to his father. Carrick sighed knowing how stubborn both his boys were. But he also knew there was something special about this girl. Grace looked back at her husband and let out a yawn it was getting late and sleep did sound good. "All right we head home. besides Mia come home in two day so we will have to catch her up on everything for dinner on Sunday." Sunday dinners and the Grey's house for the kids was a staple. It was the Family meal that they kept going even though each one had their own crazy lives. Christian just hugged his parents one more time and headed to the elevator. Grace and Carrick were gathering their things when Grace said "I want to check on her one more time care." Carrick knew even if he said no she would still do it waiting on the elevator. Carrick kissed her forehead and sent her on her way.

Elliot was leaned back in the recliner running his fingers up and down her arm so she knew he was here. He was looking at the ultrasound like he had done years before. She was a bit further along when she had told him. She made him believe it was Jack's but he was starting to think she was trying to protect him from the hell that was her life. He still had his doubts about the parentage about this baby because she had been active with Jack too around the time of conception since they couldn't determine a specific date yet just about how far along she was. Elliot looked over at her and saw his mother coming through the door. the lights were dim since he was trying to sleep while the nurses checked on her and check her vitals. Elliot popped out of the recliner and hugged his mother. He figured she was heading home and wanted to convince him to go home to but he didn't want to cause his home was now going to be a penthouse in the same building as Christian with Christina. He got it as a surprise for her since she agreed to move in with him. Elliot said "Mom" "Do you need anything before I go?" She asked him as she looked at Christina laying in the gurney looking like a peaceful angel. Elliot looked toward Chris and said "No I will be good. I don't want to leave them." "them" Grace said astonished as Elliot handed her a sonogram.

Elliot said "She is three months along and the baby has a hell of a heart beat." Being a father was something Elliot didn't every really want till he met Christina. Then they bonded while their significant others were enjoying each other. Grace smiled in joy looking down at the little baby. She was excited to be a grandmother just didn't expect it so soon. She didn't even know how long the two had been with each other or knew each other. Of course they heard stories about Chicago and Miss Chicago and how great she was. Now with all the things surrounding her being Christians twin the attachments to her from the family were much deeper. Grace said "Oh My goodness. I'm gonna be a Grammy." "yes provided Chris stops being stubborn and opens those pretty blue eyes." He said now at the point of willing her to open those eyes and just look at him. Grace rubbed his back and said "In her own time she will. Her recovery is gonna be long and hard." Elliot knew that too with all the mental confusion going on in her head. He worried how much more traumatized this girl would be. Carrick was tapping the glass and tapping his watch. Visiting hours were now officially over. Everyone was planning to come see her again in the morning and get updates on everything.

Grace gave her eldest son one more hug and head out and said "I'll see you in the morning. I will bring you breakfast to." Elliot smiled knowing his mother would always care for him unconditionally and make sure all her kids wanted for nothing no matter how independent they all became. It made Elliot smile how his parents had taken care of them. He as well as his siblings was adopted from a broken home. His situation was less gruesome then his younger brothers and his girlfriends. Elliot watched his parents get into the elevator and waved. Looking down at his phone it was close to Midnight. The hospital was quiet except the night nurses and a few doctors. He walked back to Christina's room with the sonogram in hand. Elliot was still having an issue if it was his or not. All he knew is that he had to protect them both this time. He never knew about the miscarriage she had with his child. Nor did he know how she came to Seattle or what caused it. Of course he knew details but he knew there was more that Christina was hiding about her life. He just wanted to know everything to protect her.

Elliot went back into he room and laid next to her in the the reclining chair holding her hand. His body would hate him for this but he wasn't leaving her side. Not if Jack was capable of this brutality this time around. Elliot watched he chest rise and fall with her breaths. He just wanted to protect her and this baby. Elliot finally was able to close his eyes and fall asleep trying not to think of what pain she was dealing with or wanting to scour the streets for Jack and kill him. One of the nurses at the hospital was of course on the Parker payroll. She was assigned to Christina's case but she did take a picture of her files when no one was watching and sent them to Nick. She even took a picture of the sonogram. Nick was laying in bed with his wife. It was like he had done nothing and was okay with it. He had gotten back what he wanted from Christina and still had other plans for her in the end with Jack. Hearing his phone vibrate multiple times he woke up to see the pictures he was getting. There were some of The Grey Family gathered together, pictures of her chart, and the final pic was the sonogram and this made him smirk. One more picture had come in and it was a DNA test done that matched her 100% to Christian Grey as his twin. Nick sat up and smiled forwarding the pictures to Jack.

Jack was sitting on a couch in his playroom watching Liz with marks and bruises all over her body with a smile. He was pleased with all he was accomplishing. His plans still had more in them but Christina would take a backseat to Anastasia Steele. This was his way to really effect Christian. He had never seen a picture of Christian with a woman in any light. He never allowed himself to go to that level. So there was something about this Ana that was special. Jack skimmed through the pictures and stopped at the sonogram and Nick saying Congrats. There were no signs Christina was pregnant. Then again their were no signs before. Jack just smirked and saved it as his wallpaper. He didn't know the chances of the baby not being his since Christina never let on if the two were even having an affair again. Jack knew Elliot had been around the club and Christina but not to what extent till he sent her over the edge after finals. Jack smirked and then scrolled to the DNA test of the twins and read he knows. This meant Christian and Elliot were both going to protect Christina. But he would find his way.

Jack was happy she was able to get pregnant after the miscarriage she suffered on her own. After pushing her down the flight of stairs Jack and Rachel who was Elliot's girlfriend at the time and his secretary had gone off on their plans to go to a convention in the City. He had no idea what had even happen to her from that point because he thought he had is in to Elliot Grey. But he was wrong more than ever. Nick was the one who was called to the scene and knew that the girl was his little bird and sent a pic to him. Nick had moved out to Seattle for his wife who was a successful nightclub owner at the time wanted to be closer to her family cause her Mom was battling with breast cancer. Nick was doing digging on the twin he didn't claim and sent Jack the information, which made him re-evaluate Christina's worth. But her worth a dissolve was fading again. But this pregnancy would give him more of an into Christian Grey's life along with Ana being his new personal assistant. Jack let out an evil disdainful laugh that all his plans were coming into full swing. He now had to find out how to get close to Christina again since neither knew the paternity of the pregnancy. That would be tricky with her being under the care of Christian Grey and his brother Elliot.

Christina was in her own head in her own world. She had no ideas the changes going on around her. She didn't know she was growing life inside her again. She had no idea what the world was. Christina knew that Jack and her "father" Nick were responsible for this. She didn't know what name Nick was using these days but she could give them Jacks. Christina was freighted of what Jack might do to Ana, since he knew their close relationship. She had pretty much put her friend on a chopping block for him. Christina now found herself having an out of body experience.

I can see myself laying in the hospital bed. Elliot is still here. He hadn't left to my surprise. There was a photo on his chest. But i can't see what it is though. Before I know it I feel myself being pulled somewhere else. I can hear a tainted heartbroken melody coming from a piano. I know this song it played often when I was a baby, Mommy use to play it to us all the time. I hear a voice that is haunted in its own right. Its something scared and broken. The hallway is long and dark. The piano got louder as I walk the hall. I reach a fire lit doorway and peered to a man in a dark light playing a black piano just like hers. He was singing this song as if it was in his soul. I can only see a figure and am swept as this melody played.

I swept two watching two kids playing cops and robbers. It was me and my twin. This was a good day with mommy. Mommy played this song "Bang Bang" By Frank Sinatra. Mommy was cleaning the house and making apple pie for us. I hear her yell for us "Come on you little shits. I made tater tot casserole." We still wanted to play but food smelled good. I start to run ahead and I hear a voice say "Bang Bang I shot you down." I feel myself falling through the floor and land on a bed. I am a bit more grown up the place its ratty and falling apart. That melody still played it was haunting and tormenting almost. The voice wanted to make her cry like it was a connection but to whom. She knew she had a twin but she didn't know who or if he remembered her.

I am chained to the bed with a pregnant belly. It is a basement where it seemed no one could here me scream. This was no memory she could remember but she wondered if this was her future. I hear foot steps coming down and the haunted voice louder and saw familiar eyes look into mine and I hear a gun shot.

Elliot was woken up to the sounds going off and her heart rate drop out of no where. He pushed the nurses button and stepped back as they came rushing in. She seemed to be doing fine or least that's what he was feeling. They hospital staff finally pushed him out of the room. Elliot couldn't take this he just wanted to know what was going on. But no one could give him one. But the had to rush her to surgery. Elliot who was raised with beliefs in god and heaven and hell. He wondered what god would do this to a girl like this. She just was looking for who she was in this world and now was fighting for her life. He decided to go down to the Chapel. Sawyer woke up from his nap and followed Elliot while the doctors took Christina to surgery.

Elliot lights a candle and says a prayer and sits in a pew. All he can do is weep and cry. There were so many emotions going through his mind but he just wanted to focus on Christina. He wanted to keep her safe after seeing what happened if she crossed Jack first hand this time. He didn't see much of this the first time around, but that's cause he felt heart broken when she said it was Jacks after making him believe it was his for so long. She didn't even say goodbye or anything. He believed her because she made it that believable when she told him even if it hurt her. But he didn't know this. He spent the years following in the bed of many women and never stayed still. It wasn't till his friends took him to a strip club and he saw her again and getting to know her again keeping his feelings out of it.

It wasn't till he seen the damage inside of her after a few late night talks in the champagne room. Elliot always begged to save her but she never wanted to be saved like she was meant to live this life of torture. The doctors were scrubbing into the OR and it looked like a full team to work on everything at once. It seemed the best choice to keep this baby in the womb given her previous medical history they had on record when Elena Lincoln brought her in four n a half years ago when she found her. While she laid on the operating table Christina found herself having yet another out of body experience.

I am running down the halls of the hospital he is chasing me. I keep hearing him say you can't run. It was Jack again. He was after me he knew this was happening again. I feel his hand grab my hair and then place his hand on my belly. He grasps it and then lets go. I am on the edge of the stairs and he just pushes me and I take a tumble. I fall down the stairs and end up at the base looking into the chapel. Elliot is in there cry his eyes out holding this picture I saw before. There is a younger man sitting in the door way watching him. waving my hand in front of the younger mans face I realize I couldn't be seen. But I could see my life around me. This made me wonder about the piano that looked like mine and the voice that felt like home. All I can hear are Elliot's tears and words to God almost begging. I sit beside him and rub his back trying to tell him i was here. But it fell on deaf ears. I just want to take away all this pain and wish I would just die already to stop all the pain in everyone's lives.

I feel myself pulled into another direction. I am in a fancy home. More luxurious then she could every manage. There was an couple walking into it and a woman. This woman smelled like apples and a more familiar smell of home. This pulls me back to the hospital when my twin and I are found. I can hear the doctor who smelled like apples talking to her husband who had come to see her for dinner. She was telling him about the twins she had come in and they only responded to her and quivered when anyone else was around. I could feel my twin cuddled next to me he was asleep from the medications but I seemed to be fighting my sleep. I can see him kiss her head and just hold her and that was what real love looked like and i always wanted that.

I fall asleep and then wake up in a bedroom that looked similar to my apartment in Chicago. I hear piano music playing and that voice from before singing that song. I get up wondering where i was being pulled to now. This time the room is bright white and so is the piano. The man at the piano has copper hair like mine and eyes that could pierce you like hers. But she couldn't see the face in full. Just the eyes and the hair. I then feel arms wrap around me and i reach back and i cant feel who is behind me. So I turn around and let out a scream seeing Nick Parker the man who raised her and put her through hell.

Her heart stops again as they just start working on her. The doctors start with quicker action to find the problem. Elliot had finally stopped crying and was just seeing Rage. He wanted to kill Jack for this. But he had no real last name because the one he found back in Chicago just lead to a dead end it was fake just like Christina's name in Chicago. Elliot put the sonogram into his back pocket and just pat Sawyers back and said "stay with her." Elliot walked out of the hospital and went to his car. He was going to see if Jack might be at Elena's for solace or to cover his tracks. Elliot seemed to be speeding all the way to the strip club just because he wanted to not see red. Elena was outside having a cigarette wondering about Christina if she would be all right. She still was dealing with the lies and skeletons in her closet that came with the twins and how she played roles in each of their lives. Elliot peeled into the parking lot and got out seeing red. Elena could see that he was looking for Jack. Elena put on her cigarette and started walking toward him to stop him. "He not in there sweety." She said in a calm voice to stop him. This was the only spot that he had to get a pin point on him.

Elliot ran his fingers through his hair and said "Has he been here at all?" Elena shook her head no and said "He hasn't been here since the night Chris got puked on." Elliot punched the side of his car denting it a bit. Elena shook her head. He had the same anger that his adopted sibling had. She hadn't yet talked about the life style with Elliot but she would soon have to if he wanted it to work with Christina. Simply because it was all that Christina really knew. Elena stepped back when he swung at his car. But came closer when he started to break down in tears. Elena rubbed his back and looked around. The only words she thought to ask is "how is she?" Elliot looked up and wiped his eyes. He said "She's in surgery right now. They have all the specialist going in at once to keep the baby safe after her miscarriage from forever ago." Elena was stunned to hear about Christina being pregnant because they both thought it wasn't possible for kids after the damage that was done to her system. Elena was with her through it all and helped her like she had helped her twin. Elena then thought about Jack and his where abouts because she was the only other person that knew Elliot was a potential father because she knew the two screwed around a few times.

Elena asked with concern "whose with her now?" "My brother hired security for her. I think mainly its for me but i think there is something more." Elliot said wondering why Christian was being secretive and why his mom was over concerned with both Christina and Christian. Elena sigh and said "He's her twin Elliot. But you didn't hear it from me." Elliot wondered why either would hide that they had a twin or knew about each other. Elena could tell he was a bit confused and she said "Why don't we go inside for a drink and we can talk more. I might have a few answers." Elliot just shook her off and said "I appreciate that Elena and I might take you up on that later but I need to get back to her I don't even know why I thought he would even be here." Elena pat his back and gave him a hug and said "You just wanted to defend her honor and its quite cute. Plus Jack has it coming." Elliot wondered what she meant by that but would question it later. He just now wanted to go back to the hospital feeling defeated that Jack wasn't there to take his aggressions out on. He responded with "I'm sure he does and i'll make sure he gets it after the hell he's put her through." Elliot got in his car and sped off and Elena said "More hell then you will ever know." She lit up another cigarette and hope to not see Jack today because she might have cause to kill him herself.

Christian was at home playing a black baby grand piano by the fire place. It was a song his mother use to play. It was perfect for a night of torture, pain and truths. He was still dealing with the fact that he had a twin. He was still trying to wrap his head around the past he longed to forget. But since Ana fell into his office his past seemed to appear more and more to him. When she wasn't near he couldn't sleep because the nightmares were to much to bear. Christian finished his wine and realized the time. He needed to get some rest because he had his trainer coming before he went to get Ana to go see her friend and his twin. He still didn't know how to tell her that but he also wanted to talk more about Christina and what Ana might know to connect some dots that might catch the men responsible for what his sister was put through. Seeing the marks on Christina he knew who ever had done this was a monster like himself and he wanted to protect Ana from his own demons inside himself. Christian closed the Piano lid and looked out onto the Seattle skyline wondering why this all was happening now.

Elliot had gotten back to the hospital and Christina was still in surgery so he decided to wait in the room they would bring her back to. He sat looking at the rain falling on the city and just prayed that She would be alright. Grace and Carrick had gone home and were getting ready for bed and Carrick was telling his wife "Gracie stop worrying. The kids are fine. We both know our sons deal with things in their own ways. Christian is coming to terms that his twin that he probably had forgotten about is alive and is dating his brother. As for Elliot he is just dealing with a lot. If this is the infamous Miss Chicago he gloated about while he stayed away he is dealing with a lot. But I promise you they both will be fine." as he made sure his alarms were set since he had a to get up for a couple court appearances. Grace was wiping the makeup off her face and was putting some of her night cream on her face and said "Yeah but I still worry about them. I mean I doubt Elliot is gonna leave the hospital and Christian I don't even know how he is gonna handle this. I feel bad that we never really explained it to him when we had the chance."

Carrick just smiled at his wife and said "He was barely talking and we had no information to even give him if he wanted a connection. The only thing we had were what they gave us from social services. you can't blame yourself for that girls fate Grace." That was honestly what Grace was ultimately doing was that she felt she hadn't protected them both when they were going through the adoption process. After witnessing the marks and scars on Christina's body she felt distraught that she couldn't protect her. Grace fixed her pillows and and laid next to her husband and laid her head on his chest. Carrick kissed the top of her head and said "Sleep my wife we will deal with more of this in the morning." Carrick turned off the light from a switch near the head board and cuddled his wife. But he couldn't sleep because he too worried for his boys and this girl that entwined between them both for totally opposite reasons.


Hope you enjoy this chapter its a lot of work to what's to come into the story.

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