It feels like you're drowning.
The currents of the sea are too strong. One minute, you were innocently standing- the next you're being dragged suddenly into the ocean by the strong pull of the waves- the gripping hands of the ocean pulling you in. As you claw your fingers into the sand, trying desperately to grab onto something- anything- to anchor you, the currents tug harder and reels you in. He pushes you down to the bed, and straddles you before you can get up, holding you down with his legs. You struggle- struggle to get up– to find a way to escape .You have to escape. Pressing your hands onto his shoulder, you fight him. But the ocean is wild and untamed as any other wild animal- a force of nature- uncontrollable. You're being washed away. The current pushes you down again, pinning your hands this time. As you fall back with a cry, his lips enclosed yours. You sink into the depths of the vast ocean.
You can't see the surface; you can't move your limbs. You gasp for air, struggling to find some control. But you're underwater. And the waves push you down further. Hands move all over you. Opening your mouth for oxygen, instead of it, a tongue enters. Water floods your lungs- and starts to flood your brain as well-you can't breathe. There's a ringing in your ears. As he surrounds you, you start to lose your senses. Everything happens in hyper speed. You're gonna drown.
You found it scary enough- how unyielding the water is- now you find out how relentlessly is could be. Slowly, you sink deeper and deeper. You can't think straight. You try to grab on to something again, somehow you found black soft hair in your hands. The ocean is deep and mysterious; a moment ago you were desperately hanging onto the shore, hoping to survive. Now you're embracing him without fighting. He kisses you, deep and longingly, taking his time to feel your body. He's been waiting for this. Warm lips press onto yours, hard. Your mind shuts down. Something strange happens- you turn into a merman- and you dive in.
The ocean calls, beckoning you in. Underwater, your clothes are up turned as the hands of the currents pushes them over your head and down your legs. By now you've lost everything- control, clothes- the will to fight. In the depths of the sea, you repeatedly hear the alluring siren call of his voice, full of urgent want and need, whispering into your ear. Ritsu. Ritsu. Ritsu. Other than that, there was the loud sound of your hearting beating together with the heart of the ocean. All you need is water now. You give in and enjoy the sensation. Lips on skin, hot kisses everywhere.
Euphoria blurs out everything. There's nothing you could do, but to take in the thrust of the ocean, of him. Pleasure fills you and the two of you becomes one. Time passes. The ocean turns gentle now. Long arms wraps around you, cocooning you in warmth.
When you wake up on the shore, back to your former state with your clothes utterly soaked, you realize how completely ridiculous it was. There's no way you could fall into the ocean like that. You belong to the shore, not that big tank of water that takes up so much space. The ocean's everywhere. Sheesh.
The next time it happens, you start thinking. No, you correct. There won't be a next time. You'll be fully prepared. You won't be washed away again.
As you distance yourself from the water, back to the safety of dry land, you think to yourself there's no way I'll fall in love with him. Watching you, he smiles. He knows better- you can't really stay away from the ocean.
It's been around year since i updated this. And I wrote this over a year ago but didn't think it was good enough to be published until i read it again today. Here's to you all !
