Sorry for the long wait I wasn't sure where to go and my muse is all over the place with this pregnancy as you can see with the new stories. Enjoy and remember i love your reviews and the fact that you follow this story.
Mercedes sat at her desk fiddling with her phone. She had wanted to text Sam since he left her place last week, but something stopped her. She put her phone down trying to ignore the want of hearing Sam's voice. He was perfect for her but he was having a baby with someone else. He couldn't be hers, he was Quinn's first anyways. He had to respect their new found family.
Going to her drawer she felt eyes on her, she sighed shaking her head.
"Will you stop staring at me Santana? I am so over getting the stink eye from you."
"Well you gonna get it until you tell me why you are just folding without a fight."
Mercedes shook her head. "Because."
"Because nothing! Sam said he doesn't remember sleeping with her, you said yourself little Ms. Barbie seemed sketchy, and Ken seemed to interested in showing up Sam and getting into your pants. Sam genuinely loves you and I semi like him so maybe you should talk to him."
"Mind your own business Satan! I am serious. I am so over all of this."
Santana backed up shaking her head. "You know what your issues is Mercedes? You are so afraid to find love that any sign of trouble and you run. Finn is gone and he would roll in his grave if he saw how you are throwing true love away. Anyone with eyes can see that you and Sam are in love. Anyone can tell that you belong together. I loved Finn, and no one can ever replace him but its time to move on, Its time to let go of your past and finally be happy."
"He got someone pregnant!"
"Are you sure? Because we have no proof of that."
Mercedes stood walking away from the desk. "I don't care. I really don't care anymore. I have to do my rounds."
Santana threw up her hands. "Fine! Whatever I didn't come here to lecture you anyways I came here to ask a favor and things just took a turn. I have this patient in 320 that is super needy and I just can't."
"So get Kurt."
"He is on Peds. Please I would rather do all your rounds and check on all your patients plus mines then this one. Can you please take it for me? Please? If I hear another one of her old back in the day stories I am gonna go all Lima heights on her and then I will get fired and you don't want that do you?"
Mercedes sighed, she yanked the chart from Santana and rolled her eyes. "I got it. We both know you can't deal with the old folks."
Santana cut her eyes at Mercedes. "Yank something else out my hands and I am gonna yank something of yours a lot less fun for you but not me!"
With that she turned away and Mercedes walked into the room going over the chart.
"Ok Mrs. Mitchell it says you had a stroke?"
"Not really I have been told I am in near perfect health."
Mercedes stopped in the middle of the room and looked up seeing Sam. Suddenly she heard the door shut and lock behind her. She moved to the door and was upset to see she couldn't get out. Sam cleared his throat.
"This was the only way I could talk to you without you running out on me."
"Sam we have nothing to talk about."
Sam moved closer to her. "You are wrong we have everything to talk about. You and Brody for instance. Are you still seeing him?"
"And so what if I am?"
Sam placed his hands on her hips. "You know he is all wrong for you right? That no man can ever measure up to me. That you feel for me what I feel for you."
She pushed him away from her. "Sam if you want to talk, talk. But you are not to touch me at all."
Sam moved even closer to her. "Yeah well that might be hard with you looking absolutely amazing in your nurses uniform."
He licked his lips predatorily and moved even closer to where she was against the doors. She tried to ignore the want that was growing within her by the way Sam was looking at her. She licked her lips trying to calm her nerves.
"Sam why are you here?"
"I am here because you are the love of my life. I am here because I want to make this work."
"But Quinn…"
"Means nothing to me. Yes she might be pregnant but I don't want her. I can't feel for her what I feel for you."
"But you used to love her."
"What I felt for her wasn't love. I was content, I was settling for her and I don't want to settle anymore. I don't want to pretend anymore."
Mercedes looked away from him trying her best not to let him get to her. "Sam things between us aren't the same. You asked me to move in with you and in the same night had sex with her and got her pregnant after letting her kick me out of your house. And I am just supposed to be okay with all that? And who knows what you and Quinn have been doing in these last few weeks."
"Nothing. We don't even spend time together, its only doctors appointments and that is it. I am either at work or scheming with your friends to make you talk to me."
Sam moved even closer to her and she found herself against the door. She put her hands on his chest pushing him away from her. "Stop! Sam you have a child on the way you were with Quinn before me anyways so whats to stop you from making it work with her again. What's to stop you from realizing that you should have been with her all along?"
"Do you love me Mercedes?"
"Sam don't."
She looked away from him and he turned her face back towards his. "Do you still love me Mercedes? Because I love you, I love everything about you. You have made my life just better and I need you and I know you need me too. I know you need more from me."
"What does that mean?"
"It means I want to be with you. I want to be yours forever and I want you to be mines. We belong together you just have to realize that. And I would do anything I can to make you realize that you are the one for me."
Mercedes tried to move away from him but he grabbed her hands and held her in place. "No, no more running. No more walking away. I love you, and we belong together. If the baby Quinn is carrying my child I will be in that child's life but make no mistakes I want nothing to do with her besides being there for my child. I want you and I want you to be ok with me being a father while knowing that there will never be anything more to it than that. I want you to move in with me and eventually be my wife."
Mercedes sighed heavily. "Sam I cant."
"Stop running scared Mercedes. Stop acting like you dont want to be with me. Stop pretending. I know you have been hurt, I know you felt lost when you lost Finn but I am right here. I am here and I love you. Let that be enough Mercedes. Let me be enough."
Sam leaned in taking her lips in his as he placed her hands over his shoulders. He pulled her closer to him swiping his tongue across her lips to seek entrance. Try as she might she couldn't resist him. She couldn't stop the moan that left her lips from feeling his body pressed tightly against his, she could stop her hands from roaming through his hair gently tugging as they each fought for dominance. She wanted to pull away, but it was Sam who removed his lips from hers in triumph.
He stared into her eyes once more searching for any hint that she still loved him, if that kiss didn't tell him the love in her eyes did. Tears welled up and slid down her face. He kissed away her tears.
"I'm sorry, so sorry i hurt you. I am sorry that I might have done that stupid thing like get her pregnant and I am sorry I haven't showed you everyday that you mean the world to me. Let me, let me love you and show you that this right here can be great."
Mercedes bit her bottom lip. "What if the baby is yours and you change your mind a baby deserves his mother and father to be together."
"If the child is mines his mother and father will be together...or at least his father and his step mother. There is no scenario that runs through my mind in which you and I dont end up together. So do us both a favor and put me out of my misery. Take me back already."
Not giving her a chance to respond Sam took her lips in his wanting to savor her taste.
"Love me Merce. Just love me." He said between kisses.
Mercedes sighed wrapping her arms around Sam and giving into his kisses. "I love you Sam so much. I love you."
Sam pulled her closer to him. "Come home with me please I want to show you how much I love you."
Mercedes kissed him softly. "I have an hour left on my shift Sam."
"Thats more than enough time." He reached into his pocket pulling out a piece of paper. "Here is the new gate code. Just please come home, to our home. To me."
She nodded kissing him deeply. "Now can you give the go ahead for us to get out of here?"
Sam pulled out his phone sending a text to Mercedes.
"I will see you soon?"
She nodded wiping her eyes. "Yes."
Mercedes sighed pulling into Sam's driveway nervously fiddling with the ignition. She had third, fourth and fifth thoughts about giving and and actually trying with Sam. But another pep talk, this time from Kurt and Santana she gave in and decided to see where things took her. She stopped by her house and packed a few things. She wasn't sure about moving in with Sam, but she would stay with him for a few days so they could talk about their relationship and really work things out. She took a deep breath stepping out of her car and walking towards the door. She didn't know what to expected but seeing a note with her name on it wasn't it. She opened it and smiled slightly reading it.
"Thanks for coming beautiful. Let yourself in, lock the door and follow the trail."
She opened the door and gasped seeing a trail of roses on the ground, she turned and locked it then started walking towards the trail following them to the stairs. There was a note on the banister.
"Now that you have made it in, place your things on the floor and continue upstairs." She eagerly followed the trail and bit her lip and it reached his bedroom door. Another note waited for her.
"Inside this room you will find a little something for you on the bed. The trail leads to the bathroom. So head in there, relax for about 30 minutes, then put on your gift and get ready for an amazing night."
She opened the door and found a black box with a white bow sitting on the bed. Taking her gift she walked into the bathroom and couldn't believe the sight. His jetted hot tub was filled with roses and surrounded by various aromatherapy bath salts and lit lavender candles. On the sink there was a hair clip and Lavender lotion.
She quickly undressed, put her hair up and sat in the heated tub, knowing he must have filled it up when she pulled into his driveway. As the jets hit her she sighed contently loving how relaxed she was.
And half an hour later a timer went off and she smiled shaking her head, he knew she would forget. Grabbing a towel she quickly dried, applied lotion and opened the gift, which consisted of a Lavender baby doll dress and matching underwear. He got her size perfectly which meant Santana had to help him with it. She opened the door and was lost for words, the bed was covered in roses. The night stand had chocolate covered fruit and chilled apple cider. Soft jazz played in the background and the fireplace was lit eliminating the room. Sam walked up behind her and turned her towards him.
"I swear every time I see you, you get more and more beautiful. How was your bath?"
"Relaxing. Sam this is beautiful."
"Well you deserve it and more. Are you hungry? I have fruit up here and food downstairs if you need something more filling."
She smiled pulling him to her. "I am hungry just not for food." She turned him towards the bed and laid him down before straddling him. She frowned down to him. "Sam you have to know something, Brody and I."
Sam raised his hand. "Wait I don't want to know."
"But I want you to know. You told me about Quinn. Sam, Brody started coming around after that big fight, and when he asked me out I said yes because I wanted to get over you. But you have to know that we never did anything but kiss."
Sam thrusted up to her and smiled. "So he never heard you scream in pleasure?"
She shook her head. "Never."
His hands gripped her thighs and held her in place as he thrust again. She loved how anything he did to her just turned her on more. She moaned as he continued.
"He never got to see you on top, riding in pleasure?"
She whimpered as his hand went to her panty covered clit and rubbed as he continued to thrust up. "N-no."
Sam ripped the flimsy piece of underwear from her hips and sent his fingers back to work. "He never got to taste you?"
"No Sam, never."
Her eyes were closed as he worked her over, all too soon his fingers stopped and he pulled her lips to his.
"That is good to know."
After he thoroughly kissed her he pulled his lips back. "All this talk as got me starving Mercy."
He pulled her to him and had her straddle his face. Not wasting any time Sam dove tongue first into her core. She squirmed over him as he gripped her tightly, holding her thighs on each side of face. Mercedes whimpered rocking back and forth allowing herself to become overcome with pleasure as she filled him with her essence. Sam lapped up everything she had to offer as she came down from her high. He moaned at her taste. "God I missed your taste." She smiled down to him. But before she could say anything in response he dived back in savoring everything she had to offer.
As she came down from her second high of the night she fell back against the bed and Sam hovered over her. "I know you don't think I am done with you."
Sam moved between her legs and lifted them to wrap around his waist. He entered her slowly, filling her up as he did, she moaned in pleasure as he filled her completely.
"Oh God Sam!" She cried out, it had been too long since she felt him and in that moment she needed him more than anything. Feeling him move she thrusted upwards to match him. She gripped his back as he grunted in appreciation of her actions.
"Harder baby, you feel so good."
Sam obliged her by pounding harder, he wanted to give her everything she wanted and more. Her toes curled as she felt another orgasm on the cusp of spilling over. Her walls began to squeeze Sam's member and he couldn't take it anymore. The moment she erupted around him he let go and filled her to the brim with his seed. He collapsed on the side of her and she placed soft kisses over his face and neck. Lifting his head to meet hers she kissed him deeply.
"I love you Sam."
"I love you too Mercedes."
