Hey guys I know it has been like forever since I updated but I got lost on the path of life ya know I also lost motivation to write this fix but regained that motivation so here is a new chapter please leave a review let me know what you think and again thank you for reading!
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When I awoke again I was wrapped in Orochimaru's arms and pulled tightly against him as if he was afraid I would run away from him while he slept. He only loosened his grip on me a little when I wriggled to turn to face him trying to get more comfortable in his embrace.
From what I could see Orochimaru was curled up around me in what appeared to be a deep, but troubled sleep his brow was furrowed and his mouth was drawn into a frown. Kami help me he is so handsome when he's asleep I couldn't help but stare at his sleeping form I was mesmerized caught in his spell. My heart started to flutter as old emotions for him started awakening within me again forgetting all his transgressions. I desperately wanted to brush the hair out of his face and gently caress his cheek to soothe whatever was troubling him in his sleep then suddenly his gorgeous golden eyes snapped open and stared directly into my emerald green ones, at that moment I felt like I couldn't breathe as if air was pulled straight from my lungs I was paralyzed.
"Shira?" He finally whispered groggily with a hint of confusion in his voice "why are you staring at me?" I couldn't think straight I just continued staring into his beautiful eyes trying to form words but my brain couldn't think of any...maybe I was stupid like he said earlier...he gave me an impatient look waiting for my answer finally the lightbulb in my brain went off. "I have to use the restroom...and you have a vice grip on me" I stated to which he slanted his eyes dangerously "if you are making this up I swear to Buddha..." he started "I'm not making it up I really need to pee" I hurriedly interrupted whimpering to add to my desperation to be let go.
Orochimaru sighed heavily "it's the first door to your left the door to the right is the closet...the door over there is the door out of here but is sealed and only I can unseal it so there is no use in running..." he warned and with that he turned his back to me and his breathing evened out as he went back to sleep tch selfish bastard.
I got out of the bed carefully and quietly I then started making my way to the restroom, but luck was not on my side I tripped halfway and landed loudly on my ass I hissed loudly at the pain. I tried to stand yet I collapsed to the ground my left ankle screaming out in pain that's when I knew I fucked my ankle up with a sprain. All of a sudden the tall figure of Orochimaru stood in front of me unamused "why are you clumsy?" He tsked
Whisking me up in his arms. He carried me to the bed and gently set me upon it so he could examine my ankle before green chakra emitted from his palms as he healed the sprain.
"Well If I'm so dumb and clumsy why are you asking me to be a carrier for your child?" I retorted anger and hurt lacing my words. Orochimaru tensed up and audibly groaned "Shira...let's not discuss this until it's later in the day...right now it's 3am and you just injured yourself" he huffed agitated with me. He was deflecting the fact he was exhausted and didn't want to talk about the real reason I was here by blaming my ankle injury. He wanted to pretend I was here of my free will pretending that we were happily together in his disillusioned mind the bastard.
"How is your ankle now?" He asked with concern which just mad me angrier with him for deflecting again.
"Better..." I answered my tone clipped my lips pierced together in a firm line clear anger written all over my face I probably looked like an angry toddler, but I didn't give a shit. All the butterflies I had earlier were gone replaced by a fire in my belly, and it was about to consume me; My brother always did say that if anyone were to match Tsunade in anger it would be me.
"Don't get angry with me just because you won't get your way" Orochimaru hissed his eyes becoming dangerously slanted.
I felt anger rising off him in waves, yet he had no right to be angry I however had every reason to be furious I matched his angry glare my jaw clenched.
"I have every right to be pissed at you" I growled out. He grabbed my face firmly in his hand demanding obedience and respect his fingers painfully pushing into my flesh his eyes boring into mine anger dancing within them. his lips were pressed into a firm line.
"do not test me again" he hissed angrily before letting me go "I told you in the morning and I meant in the morning" he stated firmly before laying on the bed and turning turning his back to me, just like that his anger diffused.
It was always like poking at a viper's nest with him even when we were young. I knew how to press every one of his buttons, and he would remain patient up until a point until he would finally snap.
His anger used to scare me then especially when he would corner me like I was a mouse and press me into a wall towering over me like a predator his arms on each side of my head, but then I would be aroused by the closeness of his body. Now his anger just scared the piss out of me, but i was not going to let that show instead I was going to be strong and challenge and match his anger. "You're impossible!" I growled before storming safely to the bathroom and locking myself with in it finally alone.
As I got my bearings I found the lights and flicked them on I saw the stone soaking tub and immediately wanted to soak, yet karma caught up to me from my earlier lie and I all of a sudden had to pee.
I found the toilet behind a separate door I relieved my bladder and then washed my hands before running a bath. I found all the bath goodies they smelled like cedar a very relaxing scent to me as I was about to get in there was a knock on the door "it's three thirty in the morning for the love of Buddha why are you running a bath at this ungodly hour?" came Orochimaru's husky voice through the door.
"To get away from you and your suffocating embrace for an hour...I'm still pissed at you now leave me alone and let me relax jackass" I responded as a sank into the heavenly hot water. I swear he was outside having an aneurysm I was too happy in my bath filled with bubbles to care until I saw the door knob twist and the door open and there he stood tired and done with my shit. He looked at my face his eyes locked into mine "it's three fucking thirty in the morning" he fumed.
I eyed him blankly "and I want to take a bath I don't give a shit what time it is I feel dirty and I'm going to take a bath dipshit...now get out I'm naked and you're invading my privacy" I stated with sass. I could see the vein in his temple as he clenched his jaw "i will not hesitate to haul your naked form out of the bath and drag you back to bed that way if you continue to be a bitch" he hissed threateningly.
I eyed him like he was crazy "you wouldn't dare" I said slanting my eyes at him challenging him trying to get him to show his bluff.
"I would" He said angrily as he took a step towards the tub to show how he wasn't bluffing.
"You come any closer to this tub and I will pull you in and drown your ass stop being such a controlling dickhead" I growled.
He looked at me with anger and amusement "oh really?" He asked taking two more steps toward the tub challenging me to see if I was bluffing. I was not I pulled him into the tub, but the son of a bitch was stronger than me and before I knew it I was wrapped in a very very pissed off Orochimaru's arms "what the hell Shira?" He hissed.
I suddenly became aware of the situation I was in and started squirming to get out of his grasp, yet he held on firmly to my hips. "Stop doing that your making things worse" he snapped irritably.
He sat for a couple more minutes before standing up and hauling me out with him. He grabbed a towel and walked back to the bedroom dropping me like a sack of potatoes onto the bed. He didn't even offer me the towel instead he grumbled to himself as he completely stripped out of his wet clothes my eyes widened at his sudden naked form, and I quickly turned away a blush creeping down my neck I could feel the sexual tension in the room it was so thick you could cut it with a kunai. I felt his weight on the bed next to me "here" he said stiffly as he handed me the towel "cover yourself...you're indecent" it suddenly became aware to me that I was tits ass naked in the middle of his bed I quickly grabbed the towel and wrapped it around me mumbling a thanks to which he stiffly nodded then he handed me something else "put that on" he said his voice raw as if he was holding back from jumping me right then and there. I obediently did as he asked pulling on what he had handed me it turned out to be one of his tunics and it smelled amazing. "Why do you always have to escalate things" Orochimaru asked his lips drawn into a thin line his brow creased in frustration.
"Because then life would be boring as hell" I joked trying to lighten the mood. He shook his head in disapproval before he turned his back to me. "Orochimaru?" I asked softly gently placing my hand on his back between his shoulder blades. "Hn?" He acknowledged.
"I'm sorry...I went too far" I apologized. It was like when we were younger I would tease or challenge him relentlessly until it ended like this back then though it wouldn't stay this intimate...usually it ended with him calling me a little brat and storming off. He didn't move he just let me keep my hand in between his shoulder blades. I think my brother is wrong about Orochimaru I think he still has good in him I think he's redeemable I just think people give up on him to early. My feelings for him started to awaken again I was insane I know my answer. I wasn't going to let him keep his back to me I ended up climbing into his lap and wrapping my arms around his neck and laying my head on his chest. Orochimaru tensed "what in the seven hells are you doing?" He hissed.
"Snuggling" I calmly replied.
"Why?" He asked perplexed still tensed up. I sighed Buddha he was dense.
"And you call me dumb...think it through dumbass" I sighed as I looked up at him through my lashes. I could see his brow furrow then his eyes widen. "Yeah I've kinda loved you for a long time, but then you left...and did stupid shit...and my brother tried so hard to drag your dumbass home but you're so damn stubborn and have to have your fucking way all the damn time and my brother was tired so tired of fighting with you he kinda just gave up hope and he's one persistent bastard and if he gives up that must mean you are truly as far gone as he says...that made me terrified...I thought I would never forgive you for all the bullshit you put team Hiruzen and I through...but as you said I'm stupid...so here I am dumbly confessing all my feelings and shit...you really want me to have your child? Then you better give me a damn good reason for carrying it because without a damn good reason my answer is hell no" my lips were trembling as I was fighting to hold back tears. I felt his hand gently tilt my chin upwards to look at him, but was surprised by a very firm, yet gentle kiss not void of passion either he then pulled away his voice husky with emotion. "Leaving you behind was the hardest..." and that was my answer he had cared about me the way I did for him he was just poor as fuck at showing it I kissed him again my answer was sealed I would have his child.
