Sabina POV
We were outside Finn's house, today is the day he will introduce me as his girlfriend I feel happy and excited but at the same time I feel nervous, what will they think of me, will they accecpt me or what will Quinn feel or think.
"Hey are you ok?" Finn asked, I was put out of my thoughts when he spoke.
"I uh I am just nervous that is all, I am afraid they will hate me because they might think I stole you from Quinn" I said.
"Hey hey look at me, nobody is stealing me from Quinn, me and her are done and you are my girlfriend now and this is for the long run, now if they won't like you then so be it they will loose me too but its impossible that they won't like you because you are very likeable" He said cheering me up, I kissed him and mouthed thank you.
"You are the best thing that happen to me and I am so happy to have you in my life, I don't know what will happen inside but with you I can take their rant as long as I am with you" I said he smiled and hold my hand and we enter his house.
As we walk inside his house the maid and butler greeted us and told us that Quinn and their friends is at the garden near the swimming pool, as we walk near the garden the nervous feeling inside me became strong because I don't know what will I do or say in front of them but like Finn said they are nice and I will get along with them.
In the garden we saw Quinn sitting in the chair in the middle and being serenade with a song titled Perfect by Pink by her friends I can see she in tears listening to them while Finn just stand unable to move seeing the scene in front of him, they are too carried at the moment to notice us standing not far away from them.
Rachel:
Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Brittany:
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good, it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around
Kurt:
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
David:
You're so mean (you're so mean)
When you talk (when you talk)
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices (change the voices)
In your head (in your head)
Make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same, oh
All:
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
Sam:
The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try, try, try
But we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Puck:
Done looking for the critics 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
David:
Yeah, oh, oh pretty, pretty please
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me, yeah
You're perfect, you're perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
As the song ended we saw David kneel down in front of Quinn and heard him say.
"Quinn, I know you are hurting because of what happened between you and Finn and its all my fault, I just want to say sorry cause if I haven't interfere between you two this wouldn't happen you both still be together. I am sorrg but I can't help it I just love you too much to stay away from you and I can't take to see Finn hurting you over and over again so I thought getting you back with me so you wouldn't be hurt anymore but I hurt you also, I don't how will you forgive me but I assure you with me you won't be crying like this I won't let you feel what Finn did to you, I love you so much Quinn and if you let I am hoping you will give our relationship a second chance" David said, Quinn just looked at him not saying anything, I looked at Finn he looks hurt and mad at the same time looks like he is going to punch the hell out of David so I hold his hand to calm him down he just look at me then back at Quinn and David.
"I am flattered at what you just have said to me but I hope you understand that you and me are done the only thing connecting us is the twins and nothing more I love Finn he is my person and eventhough we are not together right now I still believe that someday or somehow we will find a way to be with eachother again and I know in my heart he still loves" Quinn said, I am starting to feel guilty right now I don't know how is she going to take it once she found out about me and Finn.
"But he moved on with another girl and that is Sabina, you said so yourself that he is going to replace you with her and you should move on too with me, he doesn't care about you he just using you for his needs" He said touching Quinn's face and kissed her. Finn immediately let go of my hand and walk towards Quinn and David, he push David away from Quinn and was about to punch him but Quinn hug him from behind to stop him.
"Finn please don't, I don't want you to fight him he is not worth it please listen to me" Quinn said trying to stop Finn from hurting David.
"I don't believe what he is saying to me I know you are not using me you are just hurt, I know you love me I can feel it" She added, Finn sighed and face her.
"I am sorry, I just really hate to see him being around you, I know I don't have a right to say this but if you are going to date someone again please don't let it be him" He said and turn to David "you are lucky this time but next time this happend I assure you, you will end up in the hospital and stay away from Quinn" Finn said to David grabbing him in his shirt and push him. He really loves Quinn.
"Nice going Finn you ruin the fun here" Santana said, Finn rolled his eyes.
"We can still have fun and pretend nothing happened" I said approaching them they looked suprise to see me and Finn stand beside me.
"What is she doing here?" Rachel asked.
"I invited her, so you will get to know her also and I want you accept her because Sabina is--" I cut him off.
"His Friend, I am sorry to barge in your party but Finn insist me to come and I just couldn't say no and I also want to meet you guys if you let me" I said, Finn looked at me and whispers.
"What are you doing?, I thought we agree earlier that I will introdice you to them as my girlfriend" He said.
"I know I want them to know about us but I also want to reapect Quinn's feelings after what happen earlier I think this is not the time for her to know about us lets wait for a little while ok" I whisper back, he sighed and just agreed.
"Are you guys ok?, it seems like something is up with you" Brittany asked.
"Yeah we are good, we are just talking about some stuff but we are ok now, so I would like to introduce myself again I am Sabina and I am a friend of Kitty and Finn" I said introducing myself once again.
"Nice meeting you, I am Puck, this here is Sam, David, Kurt, Brittany, Santana she is Finn's sister, Rachel my girlfriend and ofcourse Quinn" Puck said I smiled at them they greeted me back except for Quinn.
"Quinn, I know I am your least favorite person in this room right now but I want us to be friends if you let me" I said approaching her.
"Look Sabina I won't lie but you are right I don't know if I can be friends with you but I will try for Finn" She said faking a smile.
"Ok enough for that and lets have fun again" Sam said trying to break the tension.
"Finn shall we join them" I said, he just nodded and we sit besides Sam and Santana.
"So Sabina do you sing?, would you like to go next?" Asked Brittany.
"Yeah you should hear her sing, her voice is beautiful" Finn proudly say I blush at his compliment.
"Thank you but maybe later and oh by the way you sound good earlier and its so sweet for you all to do that to Quinn" I said.
"We just want to cheer up our friend because what is happening right now" Kurt said Quinn smiled and say thank you them.
"Everything is fine until Finn show up with you" David interfere, I hold Finn's hand and told him not to mind David.
"Calm down Finn don't cause a scene again" I said and he nodded I can see in his face that he so jealous when David is around Quinn.
"I would like to sing" Quinn said as she reach for the mike to sing.
Quinn POV
Everything is going great, everybody is having a great night and I even happy that the guys sang a song for me not until David confess his love for me again but I rejected him but he still insist that I get back together with him cause Finn has moved on with Sabina and telling me Finn is just using me I was about to protest but suddenly Finn appeared and push David off me they were about to fight again but I stop them I don't want them to fight.
Finn calm down and said to me that he just can't take seeing David around me and if I would date someone he begs that is not David.
I was so happy that he cared but knowing he came with Sabina my mood have change from happy to a jealous and mad ex girlfriend, she said they are just friends but why is it that I don't believe at them I can sense they are hiding something from me.
"Hi guys, I just want to thank you all for the song earlier and sorry for what happen to but lets forget about that and lets just have some fun, I would like to dedicate this song to someone very dear to me" I said carefully standing up and started singing.
Quinn:
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then, and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends
And I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do
Oh
Hey, yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that love in you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
While I am singing I felt tears starting to fall down my eyes I tried to control it I looked at Finn and Sabina being loved with eachother really hurts me, Finn kept looking at me then to Sabina trying to focus on her, I can see that he feels uneasy.
I return to my seat next to David, I wipe my tears away.
"Wow Quinn that was amazing we can really feel your emotions through the song" Santana said, I force a smile.
"Thank you, its just so appropriate to sing that song because that is what I am feeling right now" I said looking at Finn, he looked away and turn his attention to Sabina.
"Well its ok to let your emotions go sometimes, what do you think Finn?" Santana said turning to Finn.
"Uh yeah that is right, you must let it go don't keep it inside you because you might get sick or something" He said
"Like you did by moving on with someone else" David said Finn glared at him and stand up.
"I for one notice how beautiful Quinn voice is and I was hoping to hear you sing one more time" Sabina said breaking the tension, we looked at her.
"Oh my voice isn't that great but maybe I could sing one more song" Quinn said
"Maybe you could do a duet with someone like Finn, your voices goes well together" Santana said I glared at her.
"Yeah I think they should, if thatvis ok with Sabina" Rachel said looking at Sabina.
"Oh, uhm its fine its just a song what could go wrong and besides I am going to be jealous anything I don't have a right to feel that" She said pretending to be ok.
"I won't do it if you don't want to" Finn said to her, since when he would consider Sabina's feeling they are not even together or may they are.
"Don't mind me, it fine if you want to and I would love to hear you two sing together cause they say you both sound great together so its fine, its just one song" She said and Finn nodded and looked at me, I just smiled and walk to the center with him.
"Ooh I have a request please sing this" Brittany said excitedly and play the song.
"You know you don't have to do this if it will make your girlfriend jealous" I said Finn was shocked to hear the words came out from my mouth.
"I, how did you, its, I, we are just friends" He said not wanting to tell the truth.
"Oh come on, you don't have to hide it to me I know you and you don't need to worry about me anymore because from now on I will start to forget you and start to care about our twins more I believe we can live without you with us" I said to hime to straight, I see the hurt in his eyes.
"Quinn--" I didn't let him finish.
"Don't, we should sing now before they think that we are fighting" I said he just nodded.
Finn started singing and keep staring at me. I am avoiding him cause I know when I stare at him to I wouldn't be able to let him go.
Finn:
Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go 'round and 'round
You're on my mind
Quinn:
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sending all my love
Along the wire
Both:
They say that the road ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line it's been you and me
And loving a music man ain't always what it's supposed to be
Quinn:
Oh, boy, you stand by me
I'm forever yours
Faithfully
Finn walk towards to me, we are now face to face but I am still avoiding his gaze but she touch my face to meet his saddened abd hurtful eyes.
Quinn:
Circus life
Under the big top world
Both (Finn):
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Oh!
Through space and time
(Through space and time)
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you
Tears starting to fall from his face but he instantly wipe it so the others won't see.
And being apart ain't easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Finn:
Oh, girl, you stand by me!
Both:
I'm forever yours
Faithfully
Faithfully (Oh oh oh oh)
Faithfully (Oh oh oh oh oh)
I'm still yours (Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I'm still yours
(Oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Oh (Oh oh oh oh) (Oh oh oh oh oh)
I'm still yours (Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Faithfully
After the song ended, Finn and I stare for a moment until I spoke to break the silent, I say to myself is now or never Quinn you can do this you have to set him free so you can easily move on.
"Finn I want you to be happy, I am sorry for everything that I did, sorry that I cheat on you with David and I am still regretting that day cause I lost you, I want to fight for our love but it looks like you already move on and happy with someone else" I say quitely for the others not to hear and looking at Sabina.
"And I also want to be happy just like you but to be able to do that I must set you free and let you be with her, thank you for everything that we shared together I will be forver grateful to you" I said trying to control my tears from falling, he hold my hand.
"What are saying Quinn?" He asked.
"I am setting you free Finn, I am moving on without you in my and our twins life, I am giving up the chances that we will get back together and I don't want to be hurt anymore I am tired of all this so I have to do what is best for me, you and especially our babies, don't worry about me I can take of myself just do me a favor please love Sabina just like you love me and don't you hurt her like I hurt you, Goodbye Finn and for the last time I love you with all my heart" I said to him touching his face and walking away from him and back at my sit.
Finn stand in his place frozen trying to understand what just happened.
"Hey bro are you ok?" Puck asked, Finn looked at him.
"Uh yeah I am fine, just thinkinh about something" He said and walk to his place beside
Finn POV
Quinn just set me free and wants me to be happy with Sabina but I don't want to be happy with Sabina I want to be happy with her, I love Sabina but not as much I love Quinn I know she cheated on me but I still loved her, I am so confused right now I want to be with Quinn but I also love Sabina.
I can't broke up with Sabina to be with Quinn it will ony hurt the other I am so confused, what will I do to fix this.
"Are you ok?" Asked Sabina pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah I think so" I said avoiding her gaze.
"She set you free right?" She said I looked at her suprise how did she know this.
"I don't know if I am right about it but what happened while you are singing I can feel the emotions of Quinn and she is giving this vibes that she wants to move on from you but the question is are you ready to loose Quinn in your life?" She asked me once again, those words stuck in my head am I ready to move on from her too but how can I if thinking of loosing her forever scares me and what if she get back together with David I can't handle that.
"Do you still love her?, do you want to be with her?" She added, I don't know what am I suppose to answer.
"Sabina I love you and I want to be with you and not anyone else" I said I lied about I want to be with her part.
"Are you sure?" asking me again, I just nodded and took a small glance to Quinn who looks happy talking to Rachel, Kurt and Brittany.
"I don't want to loose you Quinn, I don't want to move on without you but what about Sabina I have to fix this" I say talking to myself.
"Guys can I have your attention please there is something I want to say" I said and they all looked at me.
"What do you want to say dude" Sam asked.
"This past days has been a whirlwind of emotions and you all know that but there is someone who rescue me from those sorrows and that is Sabina, she let me forget all my problems she help move on from the pain and what I am saying is that I want to introduce her to you properly not as a friend but as my girlfriend and I want you to accept her" I said looking at Sabina and hold her hand.
"Whatever makes you happy Finn we are here for you" Puck said.
"I want you to be happy even if its not with me and as your friend I am happy that you found eachother" Quinn said standing up and approaching Sabina and I.
"Take care of him ok and don't do the same thing that I did but I know you wouldn't do that and don't mind me I am ok with it and I gave you mu blessings" Quinn said smiling and hug Sabina.
"Thank you Quinn and don't worry I will take good care of Finn" Sabina said I smiled at her, Quinn don't set me free please I don't want to loose you forever I love you I kept saying in my mind.
"The night is young so lets continue the fun and welcome Sabina" Quinn said we all welcomed her and start the party again.
We start to party again and all night long all I can think about is Quinn and what she said to me earlier.
