Sakura-san (one of my personalities): Okay people, Chapter 2. And only a day after the Prolougue and Chapter 1..huh imagine that..O.O Anyways, I am still in my dark mood, so be warned, a lot of this reflects my current mood and not to mention idea......

If you review, NO FLAMES! I don't like gettin burned. But I haven't gotten any flames for my other stories thank goodness....anyways, read.

Warnings: DARK!

Ryoko (the second of my personalities..the happier one) : Shut up and get to the story. They don't want to hear your mouth!
Sakura-san: ... *big angry mark* TOJIKOMERU RYOKO!!! Oh yes, this indicates thought; **** ~~~indicates begining and ending of dreams; and ~~~~~ ----indicates begining and ending of memories.

~Chapter 2: Syaoran~

Syaoran walked down the rain soaked sidewalk. He didn't care that it was raining as hard as it was earlier. He stopped, and looked at his left hand. The piece of mirror was embeded in it still. He grabbed it and yanked it out. His blood oozed between his fingers, and onto the ground. The rain washed it away, but it kept coming back.

"I lost it again..." he murmured.

A person walking briskly by, gave him a strange look.

He clenched his left hand into a fist. That made the blood come faster.

"Mabye I'll bleed enough to die....it would be welcome."

The wound ubruptly stopped bleeding. Syaoran sighed.

"No such luck."

He walked on, towards his apartment, where he lived alone. No one knew that a fifteen year-old boy was living on his own.

He unlocked the door, and walked inside, while turning on the lights.

He stripped off his soaked jacket and shirt. The jacket had gotten blood on it from the cut in his hand.

He went into the bedroom and flopped down on the bed. He closed his eyes.

That is the first time in a long time I lost control like that...why did it happen??? I have never used my power like that before.

"Syaoran, you did not come here to doubt yourself. You came here to get away from your family...so...you wouldn't hurt them," he told himself.

He fell asleep.

Syaoran had been born with magic. It ran in his family, so it wasn't unusual for him to be able to do strange things. But when he turned thirteen, a different power began to surface. It wasn't natural. Then there werer times when, this other power slipped out of Syaoran's control. That is why he left his home, and that is why he lives alone.

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Syaoran stared across the garden. This little place, by his home was a place of solitude. He came here to relax.

He tilted his head back to look at the sky. His hair fell back too.

"Blue..." he whispered.

Syaoran had been feeling strange lately. It wasn't anything that he sensed from other people, but from himself. He had felt it for six months now.

"A different power, along my own...."

Suddenly, his head felt as if it was being split apart. The pain was almost unbearable. He clutched at his head to make it stop. It wouldn't go away.

"STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!" He screamed.

Something welled up inside of him. Ripping sounds were heard, and winds whistled. The pain stopped suddenly. Syaoran opened his eyes.

The once live and peaceful garden was now destroyed. Trees had been uprooted and plants torn down and shredded. Those that were still standing, were brown and dead.

Fear filled Syaoran. "I...did this?"

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Syaoran awoke with a start. He sat olt upright on the edge of the bed.

"Memories of the past..."

He got up and walked into the bathroom, he got a drink of water.

Why won't the past leave me alone?! That happened two years ago! I came here to get away from that...

He sighed. Early morning light filtered in through the curtains of the bedroom window.

"Might as well stay up," he mumbled.

Then Syaoran perceded into geting dressed. Today, he was wearing, kaki cargo pants and a green t-shirt. He walked out of the apartment.

There was nobody out right now. It was too early, and a Sunday.

"It seems wherever I go, noboy is around..."

Lost in his thoughts, he didn't see the person roller bladining towards him. She was going to fast to stop. She was wearing a blue shirt, and navy blue shorts.

"Look out!!!!!!" The girl hollered.

Syaoran's face snapped up and he jumped out of the way. The girl was Sakura.

She slipped in a puddle of water, and ended up a few feet off the ground.

Without thinking, Syaoran pulled out a little black ball with red streamers coming off of it. He held it up in his fist, and his sword appeared.

"Petals of wind answer my call!" He shouted while pressing the flat of his blade to a ofuda scroll.

Sakura was shocked as winds caught her and set her down.

"You are accident prone aren' you?" Syaoran growled.

Sakura sweatdropped and got nervous. "I am realy sorry about that, it has been a bad week I guess!! Hehehehehehehehe."

Syaoran raised an eyebrow at her.

Sakura got even more nervous. "Thank you for saving me Li-kun!" She thanked as she bowed. "That was a neat trick! How did you do it???"

Syaoran just glared at her. He sighed. "I just did. There is no 'how to it'."

His sword dissappeared, and he turned his back and began to walk away.

Sakura skated up beside him. "I am sorry if I am being nosy, but what are you doinf up this early Li-kun? I know you were always early for class, but it is summer and a Sunday.."

"I couldn't sleep. What about you? you were usually barely on time for school," he replied without turning his head.

Sakura sweatdroped again. "Well, I guess I just wanted to go for an early morning skate, before it got to hot." Sakura noticed the cut on Syaoran's left hand, where the glass had been yesterday. It had broken open, and was bleeding.

"Li-kun! You're hurt!" Sakura stated with worry.

Syaoran looked absent mindedly down at his hand. "That is nothing."

Sakura gave him an exasperated look, and grabbed his hand. "I have bandage in my backpack. I keep them just in case I need one." She slipped her "egg backpack" off and rumaged through it with her free hand. "Here we are!"

Syaoran turned beet red as she wrapped a bandage around the cut. She was holding his hand with both of hers.

When she finished, she released his hand. She was blushing also. "Now it won't bleed all over the place..."

Syaoran came to his senses and began to run from her. NO!!!! I can't get close to anyone! I'll just end up hurting them! But she...feels right. So familiar... like it was ment to be..NO!!!!!!!!! Her smell...like her name cherry blossoms.... Syaoran couldn't get his mind off of her. "I can't...I'll end up hurting whomever I get close to!" He shouted at himself.

He stopped when he reached 'Penguin Park'. He walked around to the lake, and stared at his reflection. How he hated himself. The fact that he couldn't control something inside of him, made him hate himself even more.

"Li-kun, why are you so sad?"

Syaoran calmly turned his head to look in the direction of the voice. Sakura. He went back to looking at the water.

Sakura walked up to the edge of the lake too. "Li-kun, since you came here a year ago, you have seemed sad. You never looked happy, and now it is worse. You are a good person and I like you, so I don't want to see you so unhappy..."

Syaoran blushed. "Listen, I can't tell you why. I don't know you that much 'cause we never did talk, and even if I did I still couldn't tell you."

Sakura looked taken aback. "Li-kun..."

Syaoran looked at her. The sadness in his eyes had grown deeper. "Um, summer camp for teens starts tomarrow. Are you going to be there?" he asked, changing the subject.

Sakura blinked a couple of times, and nodded.

Syaoran formed a half-smile. "I'll see you tomarrow then." He turned and clamly walked away.

Syaoran what are you doing?! You told yourself that you would distance yourself from other people!!! After what happened to Mei Ling..............

~~~~~~~~ It had been three months since the garden incident. Syaoran was intensivly training, trying to get it off his mind. He had become even more anti-social lately. Mei Ling had been hanging off of him a lot too. It irratated him.

"I only agreed to that because I felt sorry for her," he muttered.

"SYAORAN!!!!!!!!!!" Mei Ling hollered as she came running up the path to him.

She grabbed him in a tight hug. "Oh Syaoran, you shouldn't sneek off while I am putting on my shoes!" she scolded.

Syaoran's irratation grew. "You know Mei Ling, I am not a teddy bear, so please stop trying to suffocate me!"

Mei Ling pulled back and gave him a stern look. "Syaoran, you deserve it. Besides, I just LOVE to hug you!" She went back to squeezing Syaoran.

He felt his anger grow. Normaly, he didn't get angry like this. Something was wrong with him. More anger bubbled in his mind. Syaoran felt himself lash out with his mind. Once again, not his own power, but the power beside it.

Mei Ling let out a horrible scream, and fell to the ground, clutching her head.

"SOMEONE! GET HELP!!!!!" Syaoran screamed. he couldn't stop it. His mind kept lashing out. He couldn't stop. Some part of him was enjoying this.

His mother and sisters came running.

"Syaoran, what has happened to her?" his mother asked.

Syaoran didn't answer. he had lost his mind. He was staring blankly at Mei Ling, with a faint smile.

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She had to be hospitalized for a long time to get her mind right again... Syaoran shook with the pain of his memories. He had come to a stop.

"I can't let that happen ever again..."

Syaoran began to run, and didn't stop until he was back at his apartment.

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Sakura-san: Well there you go. Chapter 2. Chapter 3, should be up soon if I don't post it with this one. It is getting kinda late, and I am getting tired...

Ryoko: Quit whining...all you ever do is whine...*continues whining herself*

Sakura-san: *pulls out SILENT and smiles evily* Silent, quiet this person who makes too much noise! SILENT!

Ryoko: ..........! ....!..!

Sakura-san: Better, now okay this is enough of my talking, so I guess I'll go get Chapter 3 started.... *walks off while dragging Ryoko*