Light and Dark,
Two of Hearts.
Part 5
Heero ran. He ran with all his might. He ran from something so unfamiliar, so alien, so frightening. Heero couldn't make out as to why she did that, all he could think of is how frightening it was. Dorothy just walked up to him and made small talk with him, which bored him to the edge.
Then she kissed him.
He couldn't move for surprise has implanted his feet to where he stood and fear jumbled his mind from reason as she moaned in the pleasure of lip against lip. Dorothy then slid her tongue through his lips and he snapped from his fearful confusion. Heero shoved Dorothy away from him and he ran, as far away as possible. He ran so hard that he didn't see the Street Gang until he crashed into then.
"Geeze Heero, why'd you run into us?" Trowa noticed that Heero had the look of horror upon his face. "Heero...what the fuck happened to you?"
"She, she, she, she..." Heero was talking nonsense at the moment, trying to formulate sentences, but fear and confusion was blocking him to do so.
"Okay, now. Let's take it slow. Get a breather and just start slow." Heero did as Trowa advised. He took a deep breath and tried to calm himself. "Now what happened?"
"I was standing in the hallway minding my own business and waiting for Relena for she wanted to tell me something. Then Dorothy came up to me and did small talk to me and then she, she, she..."
"WHAT? WHAT? WHAT'D SHE DO?" Heero shuddered before continuing.
"She just came up and kissed me all of a sudden. I didn't know what to do. She just came to me suddenly. I couldn't move, and I couldn't do anything. Then she-"
"What, what did she do?" Duo interrupted Heero.
"Duo, can't you ever-"
"She slid her tongue into my mouth."
"WHAT!?!!" The Street Gang almost gasped.
"She slid her tongue into my mouth. I shoved her away and ran. I was never so terrified him my entire life." Heero began to shake. Trowa placed a hand upon his shoulder to calm him.
"See, I told you Quat. Your bitch was cheating on yah," Duo crowed triumphantly
Quatre couldn't believe it. His Dorothy had attempted to seduce Heero, one whom was always a loner and knows that Relena has an attraction of, possibly extremely strong attraction. Quatre couldn't believe that Dorothy would ever cheat on him, but here was Heero, evidence of Dorothy's lustful streak. Heero was just sitting there, frighten and confused as to what had happened to him and Trowa was trying to calm him down.
"But..."
"Man, I never thought that Heero would freak out like that. Just because of a kiss-"
"If you have forgotten asshole, Dorothy jumped him."
"Yah well, at least it wasn't that kind of jump."
"Of course Duo! No one likes to be beaten up!" Quatre barked.
"That's not what I was referring to Quat."
"What are you- Never mind, it's probably something disgusting anyway."
"What's so disgusting about sex?"
"You know what Duo? Some of us would like to keep their virginity intact. You just want to throw it away at first chance."
"Yah, well, I'm saving mine for a special person, yah know."
"Oh really? Then why is it that you flirt with every girl you've ever met?"
"How'd you think I'm still a virgin in the first place."
Quatre sweatdropped. He did not want to continue this argument. Trowa was able to calm Heero down a bit, only enough so that he could get to his feet. But he was still shaking and was close to hyperventilating.
"You know you shouldn't breath that fast." Though Trowa knew that it wouldn't help. Heero was in a situation that happened so fast, so suddenly and unexpected that he had his senses scared right out of him.
"You might want to talk to that bitch of yours Quat."
"Shut the fuck up!"
It was about twenty minutes before they could calm Heero down enough so he could go to his room. This was defiantly a turning point for some of the guys, especially Heero and Quatre. Heero, for he was forced into something so suddenly that it scared him. For Quatre, it was a totally new side to a person he thought he knew.
~*~
'Damn it, I almost had him!' Dorothy scolded as she laid on her bed. 'I was this close to him and he just turned chicken shit!' But then she smirked lustfully. 'Well I'll have to be careful the next time...'
What about Quatre? There it goes once more, Dorothy's inner voice bugging her again.
'What are you bitching about?'
What about Quatre? Don't you think that you're hurting him?
'Relax, I'm not cheating on him like that!' But the voice would not accept that.
He will leave you if you don't stop. He will leave you.
'Like everyone else in my life.' Dorothy then felt some wetness on her face, she quickly brushed it off. 'It's my life and my consequences, so why don't you just fucking leave me alone!'
Okay now bitch, what I am trying to get through that thick skull of yours is that if you don't stop, Quatre will leave you and your life will plunged deeper into that dark abyss and you'll never get out.
'Like you care! My life was already spiraling down the day I was born. So get the fuck out of my brain and leave me alone. It's my fucking life and I can fuck it up anyway I want!'
Like I wanted to. Listen, I am a part of you also, probably the good side of you that you lost. I can't even leave you even if I wanted to. Besides, it isn't too late to stop.
Then the voice was gone, leaving Dorothy all alone again.
'Hmph, like I had one in the first place.' Dorothy then lied onto her side and cried herself to sleep.
~*~
Relena was looking for her beloved Heero again. She had to tell him her feelings towards him or else she would explode. That episode with Dorothy has delayed her chance, but it also proved that she would have to act fast if she was to tell Heero what she feels for him. She loved him too much to have it all slip away. She needed him.
'Where are you Heero? I need to talk to you,' Relena said to herself as she went down hall to hall. Finally, she found Heero's room. Hopeful that he is alone and would not be bothered by anyone else, she knocked on his door. When there was no answer, she spoke up. "Heero, are you in there?"
She tested the knob and found it unlocked. Relena opened the door to find her beloved entangled with his sheets, sweating and hyperventilating. Her heart almost broke as she saw Heero lying like that. Dorothy almost pushed him too far and if she succeeded, he would have had a heart attack. Relena then walked towards the edge of the bed, pulled a stool and sat down next to him. She reached out a hand to touch his face, his hair lovingly. Relena was falling in love with Heero all over again as she traced his jaw, feeling his skin almost as smooth as silk, but scarred and lightly coursed by the roughness of his life. She didn't know how or when, but she found herself cradling him next to her, just like a mother would do to a child. Being touched lightly and lovingly that calmed Heero, made Relena sigh sweetly.
He had captured her heart and he didn't even know it, that was one of many reasons that Relena has to tell him her feelings. The thought of living without him was torture to her very soul, she loved him, and she needed him. Relena felt temptation as she leaned towards her face and lightly kissing him near his lips. Dangerously near his lips. Relena was so calmed from this peaceful, yet dreamlike setting that she instantly fell asleep and still holding her first love.
~*~
Quatre knocked upon Dorothy's bedroom door. He had to get the bottom of this and now. He refused to be in the dark about Dorothy any longer. Quatre heard some grunts and moans and really didn't want to know what caused them. Then Dorothy opened the door.
"Hi handsome. What brings you here?" Dorothy said lustfully. Quatre shrugged it off, not wanting to further her flirtation as he entered her room. She laid herself seductively upon her bed. "Is there anything that you want, love?"
"Well Dorothy, it's about Heero."
"What about him?" Dorothy was in it now. If Quatre knew, their relationship was over.
"Well, he met you about two hours ago and according to what he told me and the other guys, you kissed him."
'Uh oh,' Dorothy thought.
"Now tell me Dorothy, why don't you tell me why you did that."
"Well I-"
"Please tell me it was a complete accident." Dorothy blushed in embarrassment and shame. "By Allah's name. Why Dorothy? Why?"
"Quatre, I didn't mean to-"
"But you did it anyway! Why would you do that? I mean we're suppose to be fucking boyfriend and girlfriend for crying out loud!" Quatre calmed himself down, in fear that he may do something that he might regret. "Maybe we should see other people. You seem to be good at that." Quatre then turned around and headed towards the door.
"NOOOOOOO!!!!" Dorothy then dove and grabbed to Quatre's torso. "Please don't leave me! I don't want you to leave me!" Dorothy was literally tearing in streams as she held on to the only boy that she knew that cared for her emotionally and actually loved her. "Please...."
Quatre again saw a new side to Dorothy. First a girl that everyone avoided like the gothic angel that had a pure side to her. Then, a whore that would snatch any man that she wanted without any care. Ultimately to a lonely soul looking for someone to care for and to be cared that he's seeing as of this moment.
"Dorothy..." Quatre cupped his hands to her face and she immediately looked into her eyes. "I never knew that you truly cared for me. Even before all Duo had said, but why'd you do it?"
"I don't know. I just do it and then do it again. I don't know why, I just do." Dorothy felt ashamed of herself, she was doing something that she had no idea why she was doing it, but did it anyway. Then she started to cry uncontrollably. She just couldn't stop.
"It's okay Dorothy, it's okay." Quatre was now cradling her and rocking her, trying to calm her down as she cried tearfully in scrambled sentences. Dorothy was calming down a bit, but clung to him with fingers clawing into his shirt, holding to balls of fabric in her hands. Quatre kissed the top of her head lovingly to make her feel calmer, safer and better. After a few moments, Dorothy was calmed down enough to talk clearly.
"I'm sorry Quatre."
"It's okay Dorothy. You were just caught up in something that took a life of its own. It couldn't really be your fault." Quatre was about to say something, but then shook his head and advised against it.
"What is it love?"
"Nothing."
"Just tell me."
"Well I'm thinking that this relationship is a bit awkward, seeing that you have more experience than I do, if you get my drift." Dorothy blushed a whole new shade of red. "What?" She urged him forward and she then leaned towards his hear and whispered something that made his eyes enlarge a thousand-fold.
~*~
Trowa, Duo, Hilde and Catherine were in a game room that seems to be unused for a grand period of time. Trowa and Duo were playing upon the pool tables while Catherine and Hilde play a game of poker.
"You think that Quat talked to his bitch yet?" Duo hit a two ball from a lower left corner of the table to the mid right pocket and knocking a nine towards the left mid pocket.
"You know better than to say that to Dorothy, Duo." Hilde won a hand again. Catherine was not having such a good streak in this game.
"Yah well, he should. I mean his, own girl, fucking other guys. And possibly other bitches as well." He used an eight ball to knock the nine into the pocket, problem was that the eight ball followed it in. "Damn shit, I hit it too hart!"
"Dorothy may be cheating on Quatre, but she still loves him." Trowa pulled out the eight ball from the pocket and sent it rolling into some random direction. Just then, Quatre burst into the room, panting and his eyes as wide as saucers.
"Yo nigga! What'cha do to yo ho?" Duo asked, but Quatre didn't answer. "What'cha so scared of? It isn't like she murdered the president or something, she just cheated on yah." That made Quatre cringed, causing concern to the four.
"Quatre, what's wrong?" Trowa asked and his response was an almost non-audible mumble.
"What was that?"
"Duo please!" Quatre mumbled loudly, still not understandable.
"I still can't hear you-"
"Duo you fuck. Can't you see that-"
"SHE TOOK IT UP THE ASS ALRIGHT?!?!?!" Quater screamed, somewhat relieved that it was off his chest.
"Oh, that seems-" Both Duo and Trowa registered what Quatre just said. "OH MY GOD!!!" The two cringed in disgust.
"Holy god, she took it up the ass...."
"Oh the humanity. Up the ass!!"
"So, what's so bad about taking it up the ass?" Catherine asked with her hands on her hips.
"Well you see- HOLY GOD, NOT YOU TOO!?!!"
"So?" The Street Trio headed out the room.
"I'm getting the fuck out of here."
"Hey, wait for me nigga!!"
"Ugh."
"What's so bad about that?" Catherine then sees Hilde slowly walking away from her. "What?"
"I don't know you anymore." She abruptly left, leaving Catherine all alone in the room.
"Great, what am I suppose to do now?"
~*~
Relena woke up to find herself upon the same bed as Heero, with her arms and legs intertwined with his. She could feel her cheeks redden with embarrassment as she untangled herself from him. As she sat up from the bed, Heero's eyes had fluttered and slowly opened them. Relena looked back and their eyes met and Heero struggled to sit up.
"Relena, what are you doing here?" She froze, how could she explain this to Heero? Once her mind couldn't think of a response, she just couldn't do anything. Then Relena quickly left, leaving behind a bewildered Heero.
"What was that all about?" Heero said to himself. He simply shrugged and went back to sleep, though the question of why Relena was in his room still lingered in his mind.
~*~
Relena stood outside of Heero's room and felt completely humiliated. Not only that but she again missed her chance at telling Heero of her feelings towards him. Fate was not too kind with her when it involves love.
'God, I feel like a complete idiot....' Relena mentally kicked herself. 'All I have to say is "Heero, I love you" and that's that. It seemed so easy, so why is it so damn hard!' Relena also became frustrated because that one little sentence that could change her current relationship towards Heero just couldn't get done. She practiced in front of a mirror for hours and when she finally get the guts to say it, something happens and she loses her nerve all over again.
'There has to be an easier way to do this. Wait, this was suppose to be easy. Then why is it so damn hard!' She groaned in frustration and headed to her bedroom to muster the courage that she knows would just disappear every time.
~*~
Well there you have it people, Part 5 of "Light and Dark, Two of Hearts." I can guarantee you that it'll get better(or worst) that this.
