The Meaning of Beautiful
By: Gypsy Tollamer
Authors Notes: This story has been inspired with the tales my friend told me of his battles with bulimia. It also has some of my personal trauma with my weight problems mixed in. And to the person who made all the rude comments about Fat People.. I hope you one day realize how wrong you are because you don't know how badly you hurt me.. So here you are. You're own spot in the fic.. As the most hated girl in Gundam Wing: Dorothy!
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Later that night Quatre stepped out of the shower and looked in the mirror.
'I hate the way I look." he thought. He pulled out the blow drier and began to dry his hair.
"Why are you so fat anyway?" Quatre asked aloud. He then pulled out his toothbrush and put some toothpaste on it.
'You're fat because you want to be." a sinister voice said. Quatre looked around. He could almost see that little devil on his left shoulder. She was a girl with long blonde hair and forked eyebrows. Her skin was so pale it almost looked grey.
"huh?" he asked.
'Don't listen to her." another voice said. She was a girl with short purple black hair and kind eyes. You could tell she was the angelic side of him.
'Who are you?" he asked.
"I'm Noin your guardian Angel." she said. "and that's Dorothy, High demon preistess. She's your dark conscience. What ever you do. Don't listen to her."
"fat people are pathetic!" Dorothy hissed. "You're only fat because you're too alzy to get off your fat ass."
'That's not true. You're beautiful Quatre." Noin said. Quatre looked from one girl to the next.
"I want to believe you Noin but what she says makes more sense. Zechs did tell me to lose weight." he said. "I am Fat. I wanna look beautiful like those models in the magazines."
"It's not hard to stay thin once you are." Dorothy said. "If you became thin. maybe you would be beautiful but now you're just fat."
"you are not!" Noin said.
"but out of this, Angel eyes." Dorothy said.
"Yeah but out of this!" Quatre said to Noin and looking back at Dorothy "tell me more please!"
"You need to exsersize." Dorothy said. "all it takes is a little activity and you'll be thin. And thin is beautiful Quatre. Fat people are ugly, lazy, cows and they deserve to suffer. You don't wanna sufer do you?"
"What must I do?" he asked.
"Well first you need to get rid of that dinner you ate." Dorothy "Then start from scratch."
"No Quatre. Don't listen to her!" Noin pleaded.
"How can I? I've already eaten it?" Quatre asked.
"See the toilet? Make your self throw it up. Then brush your teeth and go down to the gym and run the calories you've absorbed off." Dorothy said.
"Make myself throw up?" He asked. 'How?"
"just stick your finger down your neck and gag yourself till it come up!" Dorothy said excited. 'hurry Quatre before you gain more weight!"
"Please Quatre." Noin pleaded. "You musn't!"
"I can't get fat!!!" Quatre screamed throwing all of his good thoughts out of his head and kneeling infront of the porcelin bowl. For the next few mintues there was the terrible sound of a person gagging.
'You can't help him now." Dorothy said kicking the angel who was sittng on teh counter. Her heart in pain. "I've won this time. Better leave now before I have the kid flush you." Noin stared at her adversary before vanishing in a fit of tears.
Quatre was brushing his teeth slowly.
"That was gross." he said.
"Well hurry that up and get down to the gym to run of the treadmill for a while." Dorothy said watching teh boy wash his mouth out and go to change.
The sun had set in more ways then one and Dorothy the Demon was pleased. She'd condemned another.....
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TAKE THAT EVIL REVIEWING GIRL!
end of part 2
By: Gypsy Tollamer
Authors Notes: This story has been inspired with the tales my friend told me of his battles with bulimia. It also has some of my personal trauma with my weight problems mixed in. And to the person who made all the rude comments about Fat People.. I hope you one day realize how wrong you are because you don't know how badly you hurt me.. So here you are. You're own spot in the fic.. As the most hated girl in Gundam Wing: Dorothy!
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Later that night Quatre stepped out of the shower and looked in the mirror.
'I hate the way I look." he thought. He pulled out the blow drier and began to dry his hair.
"Why are you so fat anyway?" Quatre asked aloud. He then pulled out his toothbrush and put some toothpaste on it.
'You're fat because you want to be." a sinister voice said. Quatre looked around. He could almost see that little devil on his left shoulder. She was a girl with long blonde hair and forked eyebrows. Her skin was so pale it almost looked grey.
"huh?" he asked.
'Don't listen to her." another voice said. She was a girl with short purple black hair and kind eyes. You could tell she was the angelic side of him.
'Who are you?" he asked.
"I'm Noin your guardian Angel." she said. "and that's Dorothy, High demon preistess. She's your dark conscience. What ever you do. Don't listen to her."
"fat people are pathetic!" Dorothy hissed. "You're only fat because you're too alzy to get off your fat ass."
'That's not true. You're beautiful Quatre." Noin said. Quatre looked from one girl to the next.
"I want to believe you Noin but what she says makes more sense. Zechs did tell me to lose weight." he said. "I am Fat. I wanna look beautiful like those models in the magazines."
"It's not hard to stay thin once you are." Dorothy said. "If you became thin. maybe you would be beautiful but now you're just fat."
"you are not!" Noin said.
"but out of this, Angel eyes." Dorothy said.
"Yeah but out of this!" Quatre said to Noin and looking back at Dorothy "tell me more please!"
"You need to exsersize." Dorothy said. "all it takes is a little activity and you'll be thin. And thin is beautiful Quatre. Fat people are ugly, lazy, cows and they deserve to suffer. You don't wanna sufer do you?"
"What must I do?" he asked.
"Well first you need to get rid of that dinner you ate." Dorothy "Then start from scratch."
"No Quatre. Don't listen to her!" Noin pleaded.
"How can I? I've already eaten it?" Quatre asked.
"See the toilet? Make your self throw it up. Then brush your teeth and go down to the gym and run the calories you've absorbed off." Dorothy said.
"Make myself throw up?" He asked. 'How?"
"just stick your finger down your neck and gag yourself till it come up!" Dorothy said excited. 'hurry Quatre before you gain more weight!"
"Please Quatre." Noin pleaded. "You musn't!"
"I can't get fat!!!" Quatre screamed throwing all of his good thoughts out of his head and kneeling infront of the porcelin bowl. For the next few mintues there was the terrible sound of a person gagging.
'You can't help him now." Dorothy said kicking the angel who was sittng on teh counter. Her heart in pain. "I've won this time. Better leave now before I have the kid flush you." Noin stared at her adversary before vanishing in a fit of tears.
Quatre was brushing his teeth slowly.
"That was gross." he said.
"Well hurry that up and get down to the gym to run of the treadmill for a while." Dorothy said watching teh boy wash his mouth out and go to change.
The sun had set in more ways then one and Dorothy the Demon was pleased. She'd condemned another.....
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TAKE THAT EVIL REVIEWING GIRL!
end of part 2