The Meaning of Beautiful
By: Gypsy Tollamer
Gypsy: Okay people. People have been bugging me for this so here it is the next part. People have also been asking for longer chapters but if they get any longer then you're going to have to wait longer. Also my muse is a very picky person and refuses to put out too much... Sorry but if I'm not polite to it. It may go on strike and I'll never ever finish a fic! (it's not like I do it anyway)
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Quatre walked back to his room hours later. Group had been over two hours ago but when snack time came adn he refused to eat the fat filled muffin he had been handed he was put into a room by himself with the clinic shrink, Dr. Kusherenada. Then for the whole 2 hours he was force fed statistics and the stupid muffin. He had even gotten sick once but he was just force fed another muffin. He whiped the tears off his face but he knew Duo would have known what was going on. He leaned against teh wall outside the dorm and sat down in a squatting position. He ran over his conversation with Dr. Kushrenada one more time in his head.
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"I don't know what you're talking about. I'm perfectly healthy." Quatre had said once he had been locked in that tiny room with the man. "You people here are just paranoid."
"You're parents wouldn't have put you here if something hadn't been wrong." Dr. Kushrenada said pulling out his glasses and reading some papers.
"It also says here that you don't even weigh 70 pounds!"
"So I watch my weight a bit. People do it all the time." he said.
"A young man your age with your height should weigh about 50 pounds more then you do." he said. "You're sister was right for freaking out."
Quatre looked up to see Dorothy standing over Treize making faces at him.
"Look at this dork!" she said. "He doesn't know what he's talking about! You're almost there Quatre don't let him make you ugly again!"
"Well, you can talk for as much as you want. I'm not listening and I'm not eating that muffin. You can't force me to!" he said to Dr. Kushrenada.
"Look Quatre. I can force you. Your parents signed a form when they admitted you saying that we could make you gain weight anyway we saw fit. If that means I have to pin you down while Nurse Sally shoves that muffin in your mouth then we'll do it. Understand?" he said. "No why not save us some time. and do it yourself." Treize pushed the muffin closer to Quatre.
"I can't believe my parents did that." he mumbled.
"I can't believe you're starving yourself but that doesn't mean you aren't..." Treize said. "Now, why would you do something like that?"
"Because, thin people are beautiful and I'm not." he said.
"Who said that?" treize asked.
"My ex-boyfriend told me I was fat all the time." Quatre said.
"I see, now before this boyfriend told you that.... Did you think you were beautiful?" Dr. Kusherenada asked leaning forward... Quatre couldn't answer.....
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Quatre sighed and got up off the cold tile floor. He then walked into the room. He saw Duo writing something on a pad then pressing the pad against the window.
"What are you doing?" he asked sitting on the bed.
"Oh hi, Quat!" he said. "I'm talking to Iris. Social hour isn't for another hour and I was getting bored."
Quatre looked through the window and saw Iris sitting by the window writing something and then pushing her pad against the glass.
It read... "Hi Quatre!!!! Feeling Better?"
Quatre just smiled and knodded... Duo then picked up his pad and wrote something.
"What did you just write?" Quatre asked.
"It's private." Duo said...
"No, not really. It's my window you're using too!" Quatre said sitting next to duo. He could see Iris laughing her head off....
"Okay we were talking about my boyfriend." Duo said. "He's a real pain in the ass sometimes."
"You have a boyfriend?" Quatre asked.
"Yo, you better not be some homo-hater." Duo said. "He visits me all the time and we make out. So you're going to get used to it."
"Oh no.. I was just surprised you still had one while you were in here. I mean.. Sorry." Quatre said. "I didn't mean to offend you."
"Heero loves me.. He wouldn't ever dump me because I was sick. In fact he was the one who told me to enter the clinic." he said. "Iris and him are real good friends now. That's why we make fun of him."
"Well, I'm happy for you." Quatre said turning to go sit on his bed.
"Hey Quat?" Duo asked.
"Yeah?" he asked.
"You got a boyfriend? or a girlfriend?" he asked.
"I used to have a boyfriend. but he dumped me.... because I was too fat he said." Quatre said sniffing a bit.
"and let me guess. That's when you started starving yourself." Duo said.
"Well that's why it got me thinking that I wasn't beautiful." he said pulling out a tissue and blowing his nose.
Duo wrote down on his pad. "Talk to later Iris. I gotta help Quat through a crisis." He held it up. She gave him a concerning knod and then pulled the blinds down on the window.
Duo then walked over to Quatre's bed and sat on it with him.
"Men like that are jerks." he said. "No other person in the world. No matter how good a kisser or what they know has the right to tell some one they're not good enough for themselves." He hadned Quatre another tissue.
"thanks Duo." he said. "I feel better now."
"I hope you know that Iris is gonna try to but in on this." Duo said.
"Well I don't mind if she does...." Quatre said whiping his eyes.
Duo sent his new friend an appreciative smile and pulled out a giant twix bar out of his side dresser.
"It's nothing a twix and some talking about sex won't fix." Duo said opening the package and handing Quatre a peice. Quatre took a small bite out of it and smiled.
"You know I forgot how good this stuff tasted going down." Quatre said.
"enough of this depressing stuff... Did you know girls can have orgasms jsut by someone touching their breasts?" Duo said.
"Who told you that?" Quatre asked.
"That would be Iris. She loves Cosmo Magazine so much. She let's Nurse sally cut all the models out so she can still read about sex." Duo said..
Quatre sighed and laughed a bit.. Maybe this clinic wouldn't be so bad afterall.........
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end of part 7!!!!
Gypsy: woo hoo!! I wrote a really long part! Go Gypsy!!! Just to let you know this is no where near teh end of the story!
PLEASE REVIEW!
By: Gypsy Tollamer
Gypsy: Okay people. People have been bugging me for this so here it is the next part. People have also been asking for longer chapters but if they get any longer then you're going to have to wait longer. Also my muse is a very picky person and refuses to put out too much... Sorry but if I'm not polite to it. It may go on strike and I'll never ever finish a fic! (it's not like I do it anyway)
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Quatre walked back to his room hours later. Group had been over two hours ago but when snack time came adn he refused to eat the fat filled muffin he had been handed he was put into a room by himself with the clinic shrink, Dr. Kusherenada. Then for the whole 2 hours he was force fed statistics and the stupid muffin. He had even gotten sick once but he was just force fed another muffin. He whiped the tears off his face but he knew Duo would have known what was going on. He leaned against teh wall outside the dorm and sat down in a squatting position. He ran over his conversation with Dr. Kushrenada one more time in his head.
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"I don't know what you're talking about. I'm perfectly healthy." Quatre had said once he had been locked in that tiny room with the man. "You people here are just paranoid."
"You're parents wouldn't have put you here if something hadn't been wrong." Dr. Kushrenada said pulling out his glasses and reading some papers.
"It also says here that you don't even weigh 70 pounds!"
"So I watch my weight a bit. People do it all the time." he said.
"A young man your age with your height should weigh about 50 pounds more then you do." he said. "You're sister was right for freaking out."
Quatre looked up to see Dorothy standing over Treize making faces at him.
"Look at this dork!" she said. "He doesn't know what he's talking about! You're almost there Quatre don't let him make you ugly again!"
"Well, you can talk for as much as you want. I'm not listening and I'm not eating that muffin. You can't force me to!" he said to Dr. Kushrenada.
"Look Quatre. I can force you. Your parents signed a form when they admitted you saying that we could make you gain weight anyway we saw fit. If that means I have to pin you down while Nurse Sally shoves that muffin in your mouth then we'll do it. Understand?" he said. "No why not save us some time. and do it yourself." Treize pushed the muffin closer to Quatre.
"I can't believe my parents did that." he mumbled.
"I can't believe you're starving yourself but that doesn't mean you aren't..." Treize said. "Now, why would you do something like that?"
"Because, thin people are beautiful and I'm not." he said.
"Who said that?" treize asked.
"My ex-boyfriend told me I was fat all the time." Quatre said.
"I see, now before this boyfriend told you that.... Did you think you were beautiful?" Dr. Kusherenada asked leaning forward... Quatre couldn't answer.....
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Quatre sighed and got up off the cold tile floor. He then walked into the room. He saw Duo writing something on a pad then pressing the pad against the window.
"What are you doing?" he asked sitting on the bed.
"Oh hi, Quat!" he said. "I'm talking to Iris. Social hour isn't for another hour and I was getting bored."
Quatre looked through the window and saw Iris sitting by the window writing something and then pushing her pad against the glass.
It read... "Hi Quatre!!!! Feeling Better?"
Quatre just smiled and knodded... Duo then picked up his pad and wrote something.
"What did you just write?" Quatre asked.
"It's private." Duo said...
"No, not really. It's my window you're using too!" Quatre said sitting next to duo. He could see Iris laughing her head off....
"Okay we were talking about my boyfriend." Duo said. "He's a real pain in the ass sometimes."
"You have a boyfriend?" Quatre asked.
"Yo, you better not be some homo-hater." Duo said. "He visits me all the time and we make out. So you're going to get used to it."
"Oh no.. I was just surprised you still had one while you were in here. I mean.. Sorry." Quatre said. "I didn't mean to offend you."
"Heero loves me.. He wouldn't ever dump me because I was sick. In fact he was the one who told me to enter the clinic." he said. "Iris and him are real good friends now. That's why we make fun of him."
"Well, I'm happy for you." Quatre said turning to go sit on his bed.
"Hey Quat?" Duo asked.
"Yeah?" he asked.
"You got a boyfriend? or a girlfriend?" he asked.
"I used to have a boyfriend. but he dumped me.... because I was too fat he said." Quatre said sniffing a bit.
"and let me guess. That's when you started starving yourself." Duo said.
"Well that's why it got me thinking that I wasn't beautiful." he said pulling out a tissue and blowing his nose.
Duo wrote down on his pad. "Talk to later Iris. I gotta help Quat through a crisis." He held it up. She gave him a concerning knod and then pulled the blinds down on the window.
Duo then walked over to Quatre's bed and sat on it with him.
"Men like that are jerks." he said. "No other person in the world. No matter how good a kisser or what they know has the right to tell some one they're not good enough for themselves." He hadned Quatre another tissue.
"thanks Duo." he said. "I feel better now."
"I hope you know that Iris is gonna try to but in on this." Duo said.
"Well I don't mind if she does...." Quatre said whiping his eyes.
Duo sent his new friend an appreciative smile and pulled out a giant twix bar out of his side dresser.
"It's nothing a twix and some talking about sex won't fix." Duo said opening the package and handing Quatre a peice. Quatre took a small bite out of it and smiled.
"You know I forgot how good this stuff tasted going down." Quatre said.
"enough of this depressing stuff... Did you know girls can have orgasms jsut by someone touching their breasts?" Duo said.
"Who told you that?" Quatre asked.
"That would be Iris. She loves Cosmo Magazine so much. She let's Nurse sally cut all the models out so she can still read about sex." Duo said..
Quatre sighed and laughed a bit.. Maybe this clinic wouldn't be so bad afterall.........
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end of part 7!!!!
Gypsy: woo hoo!! I wrote a really long part! Go Gypsy!!! Just to let you know this is no where near teh end of the story!
PLEASE REVIEW!