Same stuff different day

Sully watched Seajae in the rear view mirror. She was agitated about something and he wasn't sure if it was his buisness to ask why. She and Boscoe seemed okay yeaterday, but as he knew things change. He wauted till Ty went to get them some coffee before he saud anything.

"You okay?"

"Better then most days. Just thiking about how bad I want a cigarette." She looked at Sully's worried eyes. "I'm fine. Nothing major. How's it going with you?"

"Good. No complaints." Ty came back with the coffee. Seajae's phone rang.

"Boscorelli." She listened for a moment. "Yeah, okay get back to me when your sure." She hung up. "Guy's we need to find Bosco and Faith."

"What's up." Ty picked up the mike to ask dispatch to find the other officers.

"No Ty, let me call Bos's cell. I hope he grabbed it." She dialed he picked up after three rings. "Honey just smile and nod like I'm giving you good news."

"Okay. What's up?"

"She driving?"

"No. Why?"

"I think I got a flag on the apb I put out on Fred."

"Bad?"

"Worst possible. Take her in, I'll meet you there."

"Ten four baby." Seajae hung up. Sully was already headed to the house.

"Is he?" Ty asked.

"Yeah...Crashed his car somewhere across the Jusey line." Seajae reached into her inside pocket pulled out a packe of ciarettes and a lighter. Sully pulled up in front of the station. "I'll call you guys tonight." She lit a cigarette and looked sadly down at the phone in her hand. "Son of a bitch." She slammed the phone agaist the building. She slummped down on the steps of the station.

It wasn't fair. Faith deserved better then the man she married but she didn't deserve to loose him like this. God she just wanted to lie and say they hadn't found him. She closed her eyes. The head ache returned with a vengence.

"Seajae you okay." She opened her eyes to see Jimmy standing in front of her.

"Yeah." She wiped the tears from her eyes. "Thanks for asking." She saw Bosco pulling up to the station. "Get Alex and Kim for me Huh, I may need them."

"Are you hurt?"

"NO just do it Jimmy." She watched Bosco and Faith get out of the car. One look at Seajae's face, Faith knew. Jimmy cought her before she hit the pavment. Husband and wife shared a look and both went to help their best friend get though the biggest heat break of her life.

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Angel lay in Ty's arms as her parents sat next to her godmother. She loved her auntie Faith. She smiled at her all the time. She looked so sad today. Even when she made those noises the big people liked her to make Faith didn't smile. She looked at uncle Ty. He was sad to. So were mommy and daddy. Everyone seemed sad today. Then she wanted to be sad too. She scrunched up her little face and let out a wail.

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Seajae sat on the patio. She had lit a cigarette but had yet to take a drag. Bosco came out behind her.

"We got a bill for your lasted abuse to a cell phone."

"Damn things are made to be thrown."

"What are you not telling me. Fred Yokas ding wouldn't throw you over the edge like that. You hated the bastard more then I did." He bent soen and looked her in the eye. "Talk to me."

"He was drunk, killed the woman riding with him.....and the State Trooper standing on the side of the road."

"Oh dear god. What the hell was he doing?"

"Only God knows." She threw the but in the can and stood up. Bosco follwed. Seajae stared off into the sunset. He wrapped his arms around her and rested his chin on her shoulder. "Promise me we'll never end up like them."

"I promise. We'll shoot each other first."

"I'd be happy for her if I didn't know how miserable it's making her. Kim 's staying with her tonight. So I feel a little better." Seajae turned and kissed her husband. She needed to feel his strength, the power of his love is what made eveyday worth living. They never made it off the patio until Angle's three o'clock feeding awoke them.

****** Faith lit a candle. Kim stood behind her. For as long as she could remember she had been a part of Fred Yokas's life. Now he was gone. Her heart full of sadness she said one last good-bye.