Dairies of a Gargoyle

Ice

By: Jenny ßlue

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1/17/02


The elders want to send three of us to Manhattan. Two females and a male. I don't under stand why they want to. To live with the jerks here is hard, but now I might have to deal with ones I don't know. How can they do this.

Star actually wants to go. She has every thing she could want here. But she wants to go. I doubt I'll ever under stand her. She is my only friend. The only one I can be around, besides Nightstone, that I don't want to kill.

She told me I should lighten up. I'm just fine with who I am. I see no reason why I should change. Yes, I can be mean at times, but I can be just as caring to those I care for. Star is like a true sister to me and she wants to leave.

My mother says she needs to fallow her own path as do I. Even Night stone told me that it would be her chouse. Sometimes I think his head is made of stone. I wish there was another way to do this.

Damn the sun! I must go for now.


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1/18/02


The worse has come true. Star will be going to Manhattan and she wants to go. She is so happy that she is going. Well, I'm not! I can't beleave she is going to leave. She expects me to be happy for her. It's to hard to be, when she is leaving.

I'll miss her. I don't want our last days together to be apart. I have to do something. So I did the only thing I could do. I pelted her with snowballs. At lease she'll leave with us still being friends.

Nightstone is glad that I made up with her. But I could never be made at her. She is my bestfriend. We can always write to each other. Even if I never see her agian. I'll miss her so much when she goes.

Not again! Damn the sun. I wish it was winter again.


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1/19/02


I want to scream. The elders told me I have to go too. I don't want to. I'm fine with were I am. Nothing I said could change there minds. I must go. I have to obey the elders. Even if I think there ideates.

Star is happy though. So is Nightstone, since he is going too. I guess I can live with it. I'll just make it clear with those males I don't want anything to do with them. If they don't like it. I'll rip their dicks off and shove them so far up their ass, they could give them self's blow jobs.

Star is here now, she want's me to pack. I really don't want to, but I must. I guess there is no way out of this hell.