James was in shock, it felt like his heart stopped. He glanced at Lexie "
Maybe you should go" he said. " Yeah" she replied. Lexie without looking
back bolted out of the room. James was panicking he didn't know what to do.
He crept of the stairs to his dormitory and pushed open the door. He looked
around the room and saw Sirius sitting on his bed snogging with some girl.
" Sirius" James whispered. Sirius looked up at James. " I need to talk to
you it's important" James whispered again. Sirius flashed James this look
meaning it better be. " I'll be right back darling" Sirius said sweetly to
the girl. Sirius opened the dormitory door and stared at James. " Well what
do you want where's Lexie?" Sirus asked. James remained silent lost for
words. "Come on James I haven't got all day" Sirius said annyoned. James
looked up " She saw me" he said blankly. " Who saw you" Sirus asked. " Lily
saw me Sirius" James yelled.
Lily ran faster then ever, she wasn't sure where she was going, she just wanted to put as much space possible between her and James. Lilly could feel burning hot tears sprinkle down her cheeks, she couldn't belive what she just saw, James Potter of all boys to do this she thought. Lily decided to stay in the Library it wasn't closing for another three hours so she could hide out there. Lily found a quite spot at the back of the Library to sit at. Lily eye's were puffy, red, and swollen. She was unbeliveabley tired from all her sulking, that she dritted off to sleep on the hard Library table.
"I thought Lily was on holiday are you sure it was her?" Sirius said hystically. " Yes I'm sure. She looked right at me and ran away crying. Oh god what have I done?" James mumbled. "You better go find her James Potter" Sirius replied. "I know" James said. James walked down the stairs, and out the portrait hall to search for Lily.
Lily was awoken by a tapping on her shoulder. " Miss" a young Madame Prince said. " I thiink you'll find your own bed more comfortable the Library's closing now." Lily opened her sore eye's and looked a the lady. " Okay" she groaned, and picked up her stuff and left. Lily did not want to be seen by anyone especially by James Potter. Lily sneeked up the tower and into the common room, and no James in sight. Lily reached her dormitory, and slipped inside. Lily looked up and gasped. " What are you doing here" Lily screamed. "I-I just wanted t-to talk to you." Stuttered James. "Get Out, get out... Leave me alone." Lily yelled. The other girls in the dorm were all starring at the two. Lily could feel even more tears streaming down her face. " I think you should go." Angela told James. James just stood there and starred at Lily. She was crying because of him, and now Lily hates me he thought. " GO!" Lily cried. James finally took a hint and left. As he walked out he could feel everyone's eye's burning his back with disgust.
All the girls crowded around Lily's bed. " Lily are you ok? Asked Angela. " What happened" Someone else pipped in. Lily was in no mood to explain, but she could not leave her friends hanging. " He cheated on m-me" She whimpered. " Uhh...that pig." A girl spoke in disgust. " Yeah.. He's not good enough for you anyway." chimed in Angela. Lily found her friend's thoughts comforting, they offered her some of the Christmas chocolate. Lily ate two chocolate frogs, and a pint of Mrs. Malts Frozen Forever Fudge Icecream. Lily sulked all night until she fell asleep.
James to layed in his bed, but he wasn't about to fall asleep. He tossed in turned his head full of thoughts about Lily. James had been lying in bed for two hours when it hit him. "Proffesour Klien said I'd lose the one thing I cared about and now it's gone." James whispered. Uh........ I'm so stupid." James yelled. "I'll say" A famillar voice rose from the next bed. " Sorry Sirius did I wake you?" James said. "No" He replied. James was just about to talk when he could here snores re-emerging from Sirius bed. James head hurt from all his thinking, but as overwhelmed as he was, he still managed to catch a few winks of sleep.
Lily had stayed in her bed for the rest of the winter break except on the second last night. Lily had made her way down to the great hall for dinner seeing as her last chocolate had run out two days ago. Lily sat far away from the rest of sixth years, not wanting any questioning of her where abouts. Lily was having a rather bland dinner, plain chicken broth, and some soda crackers. She hadn't had a real appitite for a week now, and didn't feel like eating much. Lily kept her head down and ate her soup quietly away from the world.
James hadn't been paying attention to the conversation that his friends were having, he was to busy looking over at Lily. He hadn't seen her since the inccident in her room, he missed looking at her, she was so beautiful. She looked so sad and depressed, she also looked much thinner, and paler then usual. James couldn't stand that he couldn't be with her and hold her anymore. Ignoring Sirius early advice to let her come to you James walked over to Lily. At first he sat two seats away and then he slowly moved closer. Lily hadn't looked up yet. " Lily I need to talk to you." James demanded. "No.. James you don't need anything." Lily said angrly. "Lily" James whined. " I have decided to stop being childish about our new siduation. But I think that being friends is out of the question seeing as I can no longer trust you. From now on I will simply say hi to you in the hallways and thats it." Lily had finished. James was stunned he hadn't expected that, here was his sweet quiet Lily blowing up in his face. "Ok" He replied. " See you around Lils" James left the table and sat back over with his friends.
Lily couldn't belive what she had just said. Here James was trying to talk to her and she blew up in his face. Lily then reminded herself that he was the one who hurt her not vice versa. Lily sat up and headed for class.
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The months went by winter had turned into spring, and spring had turned into summer. Lily was finally happy, she didn't have another boyfriend, but was finally happy being herself again. Lily had seen James many times in the halls, and true to her word she said a nice friendly hello occasionally. The end of term exams were over, and suprisingly Lily had done quite well. She had heard that James had done well to.
James was wondering around the lake outside of the grounds thinking back on the last few months at Hogwarts. James hadn't bothered with another girlfriend because he didn't want Lily to think he had forgotten her, because he was still very much in love with her. Lily as promised said her hello's but that was it, nothing more and nothing less. James so many times had wanted to go and talk to her, but he felt as though he'd be disrespecting her, so he kept his distance.
It was an extremely weird late June night, the weather wasn't exactly warm, so there was a roaring fire in the Gryffindor common room. Lily had just entered the room, and found a seat on her favorite couch infront of the fire. The warmth of the fire made her feel safe, and secure. Lily was half asleep on the couch when someone had plopped down beside her. Lily looked up staring right into the face of James Potter. Lily was to comfortable and happy to bicker with James so she just sat up and let him talk. "Lily oh I have wanted to talk to you for some time now. I've missed you so much." James cried. Lily looked into James' eye's memories flooding back to her. Nights lying infront of the fire wrapped in his arms, just remembering all his boyish grins made her smile. James kept rambling on but Lily had gone into a daze. Before she knew what was happening she had leaned in and kissed him.
James was more then suprised. She deepened the kiss and it seem like it lasted forever. James never wanted to let go of Lily because he might never again. Lily broke away the kiss and gasped for air. She starred at James with starry eye's. She looked so happy James thought, all of a sudden it was like relality hit Lily hard. She had just opened her eye's wide with shock. "James" Lily said surprised. James still had a grin spred across his face. Lily just sat there for awhile before going to bed. James to went to bed but in a much lighter mood. Lily had kissed him thats all that mattered. James went to sleep dreaming of all those nights infront of the fire.
Lily to had a grin on her face that she couldn't wipe off. She had kissed James Potter and enjoyed it. I still do like him she thought, and he still likes me. Lilly was very exsausted, she pulled the blanket up high and rested her head on her pilliow. Lily was once again dreaming of James, and how she wanted again to call him her boyfriend. Lily fell asleep thinking about James and his priceless grin.
Lily had over slept and was in a hurry to get everything togther, as today was the day they boarded up, and went home for the summer. Lily had a quick shower and, threw on a bright blue tank top, and a dark denim skirt. Lily straintened her hair and pulled it up in to a half up do. Lily was still grinning from the events of last night, she couldn't help but think of James, it was like her little crush was coming back again. Lily finally was completly ready and set off for the common room.
James to had slept in, his mind still of dancing. " James!" Sirius yelled from across the room. "If your planning on going home this summer you'd better get up now." Sirius said laughing. James awoke and through a pair of dark jeans, and a orange t-shirt. He combed his hair which lay untidly on his head. He ran out of the dormitory, and slid down the railing only to land infront of a impressed, Lily Evans. " Lily..... Oh hi" he suttered. "Hey James" she replied. It was an akward silince, but then Lily turned away a left the common room. James then left and headed down to the platform to get on the train.
Lily found an empty compartment in which her an Angela shared. The chatted away about all the neat things they'd be doing this summer. There was a knock on the compartment door, Angela figuered it was the trolley lady and said " We're fine Thanks" and continued talking to Lily. But in poked a head a said " Ummm.... ok, but can a talk to Lily alone for a sec?" James asked. Angela looked at Lily who nodded her had and Angela left her and James alone. " What's up James?" asked Lily. " Nothing much just wonderin what your doing?" he replied. Lily looked at James and he grinned that grin of his. Lily couldn't help her self she leaned in a kissed him. They kissed for awhile until they bothed decided to stop. " Lily I'm really sorry.......I-I love you." he said nervously. " Oh James." Lily smiled. They both sat in the compartment alone smiling and holding hands. Lily and James were both looking forward to thier summer togther. The train had pulled into the station, they gathered thier luggage, and before crossing over to the Muggle world Lily pulled something out of her pocket. " James" she said. " I never got to thank you for this necklace." James looked at her and smiled. "See you in the summer maybe you can come stay with me?" James yelled as he crossed the barrier. Lily stood grasping the necklace, and looking over at the now solid barrier. " Oh James" she muttered, and made her way towards her family.
Lily ran faster then ever, she wasn't sure where she was going, she just wanted to put as much space possible between her and James. Lilly could feel burning hot tears sprinkle down her cheeks, she couldn't belive what she just saw, James Potter of all boys to do this she thought. Lily decided to stay in the Library it wasn't closing for another three hours so she could hide out there. Lily found a quite spot at the back of the Library to sit at. Lily eye's were puffy, red, and swollen. She was unbeliveabley tired from all her sulking, that she dritted off to sleep on the hard Library table.
"I thought Lily was on holiday are you sure it was her?" Sirius said hystically. " Yes I'm sure. She looked right at me and ran away crying. Oh god what have I done?" James mumbled. "You better go find her James Potter" Sirius replied. "I know" James said. James walked down the stairs, and out the portrait hall to search for Lily.
Lily was awoken by a tapping on her shoulder. " Miss" a young Madame Prince said. " I thiink you'll find your own bed more comfortable the Library's closing now." Lily opened her sore eye's and looked a the lady. " Okay" she groaned, and picked up her stuff and left. Lily did not want to be seen by anyone especially by James Potter. Lily sneeked up the tower and into the common room, and no James in sight. Lily reached her dormitory, and slipped inside. Lily looked up and gasped. " What are you doing here" Lily screamed. "I-I just wanted t-to talk to you." Stuttered James. "Get Out, get out... Leave me alone." Lily yelled. The other girls in the dorm were all starring at the two. Lily could feel even more tears streaming down her face. " I think you should go." Angela told James. James just stood there and starred at Lily. She was crying because of him, and now Lily hates me he thought. " GO!" Lily cried. James finally took a hint and left. As he walked out he could feel everyone's eye's burning his back with disgust.
All the girls crowded around Lily's bed. " Lily are you ok? Asked Angela. " What happened" Someone else pipped in. Lily was in no mood to explain, but she could not leave her friends hanging. " He cheated on m-me" She whimpered. " Uhh...that pig." A girl spoke in disgust. " Yeah.. He's not good enough for you anyway." chimed in Angela. Lily found her friend's thoughts comforting, they offered her some of the Christmas chocolate. Lily ate two chocolate frogs, and a pint of Mrs. Malts Frozen Forever Fudge Icecream. Lily sulked all night until she fell asleep.
James to layed in his bed, but he wasn't about to fall asleep. He tossed in turned his head full of thoughts about Lily. James had been lying in bed for two hours when it hit him. "Proffesour Klien said I'd lose the one thing I cared about and now it's gone." James whispered. Uh........ I'm so stupid." James yelled. "I'll say" A famillar voice rose from the next bed. " Sorry Sirius did I wake you?" James said. "No" He replied. James was just about to talk when he could here snores re-emerging from Sirius bed. James head hurt from all his thinking, but as overwhelmed as he was, he still managed to catch a few winks of sleep.
Lily had stayed in her bed for the rest of the winter break except on the second last night. Lily had made her way down to the great hall for dinner seeing as her last chocolate had run out two days ago. Lily sat far away from the rest of sixth years, not wanting any questioning of her where abouts. Lily was having a rather bland dinner, plain chicken broth, and some soda crackers. She hadn't had a real appitite for a week now, and didn't feel like eating much. Lily kept her head down and ate her soup quietly away from the world.
James hadn't been paying attention to the conversation that his friends were having, he was to busy looking over at Lily. He hadn't seen her since the inccident in her room, he missed looking at her, she was so beautiful. She looked so sad and depressed, she also looked much thinner, and paler then usual. James couldn't stand that he couldn't be with her and hold her anymore. Ignoring Sirius early advice to let her come to you James walked over to Lily. At first he sat two seats away and then he slowly moved closer. Lily hadn't looked up yet. " Lily I need to talk to you." James demanded. "No.. James you don't need anything." Lily said angrly. "Lily" James whined. " I have decided to stop being childish about our new siduation. But I think that being friends is out of the question seeing as I can no longer trust you. From now on I will simply say hi to you in the hallways and thats it." Lily had finished. James was stunned he hadn't expected that, here was his sweet quiet Lily blowing up in his face. "Ok" He replied. " See you around Lils" James left the table and sat back over with his friends.
Lily couldn't belive what she had just said. Here James was trying to talk to her and she blew up in his face. Lily then reminded herself that he was the one who hurt her not vice versa. Lily sat up and headed for class.
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The months went by winter had turned into spring, and spring had turned into summer. Lily was finally happy, she didn't have another boyfriend, but was finally happy being herself again. Lily had seen James many times in the halls, and true to her word she said a nice friendly hello occasionally. The end of term exams were over, and suprisingly Lily had done quite well. She had heard that James had done well to.
James was wondering around the lake outside of the grounds thinking back on the last few months at Hogwarts. James hadn't bothered with another girlfriend because he didn't want Lily to think he had forgotten her, because he was still very much in love with her. Lily as promised said her hello's but that was it, nothing more and nothing less. James so many times had wanted to go and talk to her, but he felt as though he'd be disrespecting her, so he kept his distance.
It was an extremely weird late June night, the weather wasn't exactly warm, so there was a roaring fire in the Gryffindor common room. Lily had just entered the room, and found a seat on her favorite couch infront of the fire. The warmth of the fire made her feel safe, and secure. Lily was half asleep on the couch when someone had plopped down beside her. Lily looked up staring right into the face of James Potter. Lily was to comfortable and happy to bicker with James so she just sat up and let him talk. "Lily oh I have wanted to talk to you for some time now. I've missed you so much." James cried. Lily looked into James' eye's memories flooding back to her. Nights lying infront of the fire wrapped in his arms, just remembering all his boyish grins made her smile. James kept rambling on but Lily had gone into a daze. Before she knew what was happening she had leaned in and kissed him.
James was more then suprised. She deepened the kiss and it seem like it lasted forever. James never wanted to let go of Lily because he might never again. Lily broke away the kiss and gasped for air. She starred at James with starry eye's. She looked so happy James thought, all of a sudden it was like relality hit Lily hard. She had just opened her eye's wide with shock. "James" Lily said surprised. James still had a grin spred across his face. Lily just sat there for awhile before going to bed. James to went to bed but in a much lighter mood. Lily had kissed him thats all that mattered. James went to sleep dreaming of all those nights infront of the fire.
Lily to had a grin on her face that she couldn't wipe off. She had kissed James Potter and enjoyed it. I still do like him she thought, and he still likes me. Lilly was very exsausted, she pulled the blanket up high and rested her head on her pilliow. Lily was once again dreaming of James, and how she wanted again to call him her boyfriend. Lily fell asleep thinking about James and his priceless grin.
Lily had over slept and was in a hurry to get everything togther, as today was the day they boarded up, and went home for the summer. Lily had a quick shower and, threw on a bright blue tank top, and a dark denim skirt. Lily straintened her hair and pulled it up in to a half up do. Lily was still grinning from the events of last night, she couldn't help but think of James, it was like her little crush was coming back again. Lily finally was completly ready and set off for the common room.
James to had slept in, his mind still of dancing. " James!" Sirius yelled from across the room. "If your planning on going home this summer you'd better get up now." Sirius said laughing. James awoke and through a pair of dark jeans, and a orange t-shirt. He combed his hair which lay untidly on his head. He ran out of the dormitory, and slid down the railing only to land infront of a impressed, Lily Evans. " Lily..... Oh hi" he suttered. "Hey James" she replied. It was an akward silince, but then Lily turned away a left the common room. James then left and headed down to the platform to get on the train.
Lily found an empty compartment in which her an Angela shared. The chatted away about all the neat things they'd be doing this summer. There was a knock on the compartment door, Angela figuered it was the trolley lady and said " We're fine Thanks" and continued talking to Lily. But in poked a head a said " Ummm.... ok, but can a talk to Lily alone for a sec?" James asked. Angela looked at Lily who nodded her had and Angela left her and James alone. " What's up James?" asked Lily. " Nothing much just wonderin what your doing?" he replied. Lily looked at James and he grinned that grin of his. Lily couldn't help her self she leaned in a kissed him. They kissed for awhile until they bothed decided to stop. " Lily I'm really sorry.......I-I love you." he said nervously. " Oh James." Lily smiled. They both sat in the compartment alone smiling and holding hands. Lily and James were both looking forward to thier summer togther. The train had pulled into the station, they gathered thier luggage, and before crossing over to the Muggle world Lily pulled something out of her pocket. " James" she said. " I never got to thank you for this necklace." James looked at her and smiled. "See you in the summer maybe you can come stay with me?" James yelled as he crossed the barrier. Lily stood grasping the necklace, and looking over at the now solid barrier. " Oh James" she muttered, and made her way towards her family.