Sephiroth's Journey

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Chapter II: Starting a new life

After the nightmare I woke up shaking in fear, there were tears in my eyes, and a feeling of guilt invaded me...I was alone, completely alone, I never had anyone by my side, I came to realize that I was only an experiment, only a weapon used for killing, I never had any positive feeling in my heart, and now only guilt and anguish was all that I could feel.

"You alright? You look very pale..." Eileen said to me as she put some food on the table near the bed I was laying.

"yeah, I'm fine"

"You have to eat to get strong, or else you will die..."

death...it's better to be alive and feeling all this pain....I suppose it's my punishment... (authors note: this means the character is thinking)

"Why are you so quiet all of a sudden? Well...eat! I made it myself! If you don't eat I'll feel sad! After all my food is not so bad!"

"Thank you" I replied

Almost a month passed, all my wounds were completely healed I was very grateful to Eileen and her father who took care of me, of me...a murderer someone felt compassion toward me....I don't deserve this.

My clothes were almost destroyed so Eileen took me to the town to buy some new ones, I was scared of being recognized, scared of finding Cloud and feel his wrath and feel all the pain again...fortunately for me no one knew who I was; Eileen told me to wear some nice Ice-blue clothes but it was to cheerful for me...I decided to wear black clothes....black...just like my heart...just like my whole being.

After some time passed the nightmare haunted me more often it was reaching me so I decided to go far, far away, Eileen was very sad about this, I think she saw in me some kind of Big Brother, but I could only harm people, I did not want to hurt a 10 year-old girl, I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.

So I started to travel, Eileen's father gave me the Masamune he told me that he found it near the crater, where they found me, all wounded and almost dead, he said that it was a miracle that I was alive, that I should be grateful of my life.

Grateful of life...I just want to die in peace.

I first went to the city of the ancients to pray for the spirit of that girl, I prayed to her, I wanted her to help me to die, to get revenge on me, to end my miserable existence, but I knew she was too kind, too noble to even hurt a flower.

After that I went to that weird excavation town, I never knew it's name, I asked the villagers where could I go, I needed a far away place...the answer....Wutai.

And so I headed to Wutai, I knew that Yuffie lived there, however I didn't care about that, if she wanted to kill me, I wouldn't oppose.

I traveled by sea for almost 2 weeks but at last I arrived to Wutai....

You like it? Huh? Huh? R+R please chapter 3 is almost ready.