Chapter 1-

Gunning Down Romance

-Savage Garden

Love and moments are just chemical reactions in your brain, in your brain

And feelings are aggression are the absence of the love drug in your veins, in your veins

Love, I've never felt it. There's no such thing. I thought bitterly to myself, sitting in the black void I have lived in ever since being trapped in the Ring. Since becoming who I am now and being awakened by a weakling kid.

Love come quickly because I think I feel my self-esteem is caving in, it's on the brink

Love come quickly because I don't think I can keep this monster in, it's in my skin

The darkness, it's overwhelming. I'm the only thing there. People think they'd be able to stand it, be able to stand the darkness. Try living in it for an eternity, it will drive you insane, no matter how brave, or mach you think you may be. People think that I'm insane, crazy. Gee, I wonder how that was brought up?

I hate love, I hate my other half.

Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine, they're morphine

Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt but rarely seen, rarely seen

Love is just people high on themselves and their worthless, pathetic, insignificant lives. Inside, they're all insane. All just as bloodthirsty as I, with savage and maniacal instincts as my own. But their little field trips of happiness and 'love' conceal them. Damn them all.

Love I beg you, lift me up into that privileged point of view, the world of two

Love don't leave me, because I console myself that Hallmark cards are true, I really do.

My other self tries- tried to be nice, the damn fool. I've tried loving, I failed miserably. I hate them all, those who actually live, not in a worthless piece of crap as I do, this dark Ring.

My world is darkness, I am darkness, hatred.

I hate light.

I'm gunning down romance, it never did a thing for me, but heartache and misery... ain't nothing but a tragedy,

Love don't leave me

I'll never trust that 'emotion' ever again. It hurts too badly. It gets you on a major high, and then leaves you on the worst hangover ever. Damn it all.

It's all a bunch of bullshit.

Take these broken wings, I'm gonna take these broken wings, and learn to fly

And learn to fly away, and learn to fly away

I'm gunning down romance...

You hear me, Bakura? I hate you, I hate your friends. Don't try to love me, don't even think about it. I'll kill myself before feeling love again. All love is... is leaving your heart in the hands of another and hoping it won't be crushed, strangled, destroyed.

It hurt too much.



Has anyone every been hurt by love before, so badly you swore you'd never love again? I've been hurt by loving and receiving none in return, but I never promised that. I know it'd be worthless to try, it's natural. Some friends of mine have said they'd never love again, and I just look at them and tell them how they can't force themselves to not. I've tried telling myself I'd never love someone, a particular person, it doesn't work, believe me.