CHAPTER II: "Sorry"
The next two weeks, Asuka just did like Shinji or Rei even exists. She looked happy in the outside; but inside, she knew that she was suffering a lot. She thought one time that if she had another boyfriend.she would forgot Shinji. But then, she realize that it would be like using boys to satisfy her wishes.and being as bitch as Rei was. No, she'll never be like her.
Honestly, she was worried because Shinji hadn't asked her to forgive him. It was like he has resigned that she and him would be separated forever and ever. And that really bothers Asuka. It seemed like she liked to have him always behind her. It was good to know that someone depends from you and that it's worry about every move you do. She liked it.
But the truth was that nobody was playing that part. She had friends.but there wasn't one that could replace Rei.and there wasn't a boy that could replace Shinji , no one would ever do that, because Shinji will always be somewhere in her heart.
And it looked that he also was somewhere in Rei's heart, 'cause they were more together than ever. 'That isn't ok' thoughts Asuka 'I should be with him, not her. because I love him.he was my real First love'. She realized that if she wanted him back, she was gonna have to take off the proud mask.
"Eh.Shinji?" she said
"Yes?"
"I wanna ask you.if you're dating someone"
'Why is she asking me this? Let's get to suffer!' "Yeah. You know, after we broke up, Rei and I started going out ['lie!' he thought]. Why?"
"No.nothing" she felt how does her eyes get full of tears, and ran to the bathroom.
'Oh dear' thought Shinji 'I should be there, able to hug you and to tell you that everything's ok and I'll always be with you.but somehow you must pay of what you did to me, honey'
Days Past, and Shinji noticed how does Asuka got completely alone since he has told her that he was dating Rei. 'I should tell her that it isn't true.but, I still can't forgive her.Wait a minute' thought his own conscience 'YOU must forgive her? No, SHE must forgive you! If she does it, she's an angel.and if she doesn't do it, she's it anyway.God! What a hell.I'm going with her!'
He decided to ask her to forgive him, again. But when he got just near her, Rei showed up.
"Shinji, dear, do you wanna go for some ice-cream?" asked Rei
"Eh."
"Great!" she said, and kissed him in front of Asuka, who went off crying
'Damn her!' thought Shinji 'I got her just this close and she comes and blows up everything!'
"Go away!" he -tried to- said
But it was too late, because Rei had kissed him.
"Look, Rei, there's something you should know.I.I really don't love you."
"What?! But.what about the kiss.and.everything?"
"No.you see, I love Asuka.that's the real truth."
"So" said Rei, going back to her monotone tone "You've just played with my feelings, right? How could you!"
After that, she went out crying, where Asuka was. 'What has happened to her' thought Asuka
"Hey.Asuka" said Rei
"Yes?"
"I.I.I just wanna.tell you that please, forgive me! I know that I didn't do the right thing.that you must be angry with me.but, please, forgive me!"
Asuka just couldn't let her friend like that, so she hugged her "My dear.of course I forgive you.just, be like anything of this has ever happened, ok?"
"I can do that.but I'm afraid you can't. Shinji has told me that he loves you.more than what he thought. So, go for him!"
"But you."
"I'm ok, I can understand when a boy and a girl must be together.I don't care"
"Thank you, Rei, your great!" she smiled at her, and went running where Shinji was.
Shinji saw her, and said "Asuka, there's something that I wanna tell you."
"Me too."
"I'm sorry!" said together, both
They smiled, and they kissed each other.
"But.what happened with Rei?"
"She's fine.she was the one who told me that I had to forgive you."
"She's a good friend"
"Yeah! She's great!"
"Yes, but you're more" said Shinji, and kissed her again
The next two weeks, Asuka just did like Shinji or Rei even exists. She looked happy in the outside; but inside, she knew that she was suffering a lot. She thought one time that if she had another boyfriend.she would forgot Shinji. But then, she realize that it would be like using boys to satisfy her wishes.and being as bitch as Rei was. No, she'll never be like her.
Honestly, she was worried because Shinji hadn't asked her to forgive him. It was like he has resigned that she and him would be separated forever and ever. And that really bothers Asuka. It seemed like she liked to have him always behind her. It was good to know that someone depends from you and that it's worry about every move you do. She liked it.
But the truth was that nobody was playing that part. She had friends.but there wasn't one that could replace Rei.and there wasn't a boy that could replace Shinji , no one would ever do that, because Shinji will always be somewhere in her heart.
And it looked that he also was somewhere in Rei's heart, 'cause they were more together than ever. 'That isn't ok' thoughts Asuka 'I should be with him, not her. because I love him.he was my real First love'. She realized that if she wanted him back, she was gonna have to take off the proud mask.
"Eh.Shinji?" she said
"Yes?"
"I wanna ask you.if you're dating someone"
'Why is she asking me this? Let's get to suffer!' "Yeah. You know, after we broke up, Rei and I started going out ['lie!' he thought]. Why?"
"No.nothing" she felt how does her eyes get full of tears, and ran to the bathroom.
'Oh dear' thought Shinji 'I should be there, able to hug you and to tell you that everything's ok and I'll always be with you.but somehow you must pay of what you did to me, honey'
Days Past, and Shinji noticed how does Asuka got completely alone since he has told her that he was dating Rei. 'I should tell her that it isn't true.but, I still can't forgive her.Wait a minute' thought his own conscience 'YOU must forgive her? No, SHE must forgive you! If she does it, she's an angel.and if she doesn't do it, she's it anyway.God! What a hell.I'm going with her!'
He decided to ask her to forgive him, again. But when he got just near her, Rei showed up.
"Shinji, dear, do you wanna go for some ice-cream?" asked Rei
"Eh."
"Great!" she said, and kissed him in front of Asuka, who went off crying
'Damn her!' thought Shinji 'I got her just this close and she comes and blows up everything!'
"Go away!" he -tried to- said
But it was too late, because Rei had kissed him.
"Look, Rei, there's something you should know.I.I really don't love you."
"What?! But.what about the kiss.and.everything?"
"No.you see, I love Asuka.that's the real truth."
"So" said Rei, going back to her monotone tone "You've just played with my feelings, right? How could you!"
After that, she went out crying, where Asuka was. 'What has happened to her' thought Asuka
"Hey.Asuka" said Rei
"Yes?"
"I.I.I just wanna.tell you that please, forgive me! I know that I didn't do the right thing.that you must be angry with me.but, please, forgive me!"
Asuka just couldn't let her friend like that, so she hugged her "My dear.of course I forgive you.just, be like anything of this has ever happened, ok?"
"I can do that.but I'm afraid you can't. Shinji has told me that he loves you.more than what he thought. So, go for him!"
"But you."
"I'm ok, I can understand when a boy and a girl must be together.I don't care"
"Thank you, Rei, your great!" she smiled at her, and went running where Shinji was.
Shinji saw her, and said "Asuka, there's something that I wanna tell you."
"Me too."
"I'm sorry!" said together, both
They smiled, and they kissed each other.
"But.what happened with Rei?"
"She's fine.she was the one who told me that I had to forgive you."
"She's a good friend"
"Yeah! She's great!"
"Yes, but you're more" said Shinji, and kissed her again