Disclaimer: nope don't own any of them I wish lol
A/N: yay! I didn't think anybody would actually read this lol..this story is really depressing but that alrite because it's hard to write happy, at least in my case.thanks again for reviewing it makes me write more!
I walk through the halls that have become "mine" over the past 6 years. People smile at me everywhere I go, people who pretend to be my friends, people who will never know me.
Not like she knew me.
I told her everything. She knew things about me I didn't even know.
She was a part of me, everything I lived for.
She still is a part of me.
Which is why it hurts so bad.
Never again will I be able to look into those eyes and whisper, "I love you." Never again will I be able to hold the one I love more then life itself.
The pain was still the same as it was that night. A year ago, exactly. People always say don't worry it will fade.
But it doesn't. It still rushes through my body every waking moment, threatening to suffocate me. Every time I smile, every time I laugh, the pain is still there.
Because I am never happy, I will never be happy, until I am with her.
All those smiles are fake. As fake as the "friendships" I have formed over the past six years.
They mean nothing.
A/N: I'll post again later 2day mayb and tell what happened exactly a year ago but then I'll be gone again for a week so please review!
A/N: yay! I didn't think anybody would actually read this lol..this story is really depressing but that alrite because it's hard to write happy, at least in my case.thanks again for reviewing it makes me write more!
I walk through the halls that have become "mine" over the past 6 years. People smile at me everywhere I go, people who pretend to be my friends, people who will never know me.
Not like she knew me.
I told her everything. She knew things about me I didn't even know.
She was a part of me, everything I lived for.
She still is a part of me.
Which is why it hurts so bad.
Never again will I be able to look into those eyes and whisper, "I love you." Never again will I be able to hold the one I love more then life itself.
The pain was still the same as it was that night. A year ago, exactly. People always say don't worry it will fade.
But it doesn't. It still rushes through my body every waking moment, threatening to suffocate me. Every time I smile, every time I laugh, the pain is still there.
Because I am never happy, I will never be happy, until I am with her.
All those smiles are fake. As fake as the "friendships" I have formed over the past six years.
They mean nothing.
A/N: I'll post again later 2day mayb and tell what happened exactly a year ago but then I'll be gone again for a week so please review!