Disclaimer: of course I don't own any of the characters lol we all know that

A/N: sorry I took so long I have a lot of motivation and that hasn't happened until 2day lol...my internets down so I don't know when I'll be able to post this but I will as soon as possible. I did have motivation a while ago but then being the ditz I am I deleted the whole thing by pressing the x button for some unknown reason.well here it is again.

*Flashback*

My mind wandered from my homework to thoughts of Hermione.

My dear Hermione, what would I do without her? It would be impossible she is my everything.

The opening of the portrait echoes across the empty common room.

I turn around expecting to see my love's bushy brown hair and caring green eyes.

Instead I see freckles and bright red hair.

"Ron? What are you doing up?" I question my "best friend" who thinks he know everything. Little does he know I only hang around with him for lack of better company. I'm guessing he does the same.

His freckles are barely obvious through the redness of his face and the tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Hermione." He chokes out through ragged sobs as he tries to breath.

"WHAT?! WHERE IS SHE WHATS WRONG?!"

Panic takes over and I can no longer think about anything as getting to her.

"Hospital wing..oh Harry, hurry!"

I race as fast as I can to get to her, find out what's wrong.

Not worrying about who I may be waking as my feet echo on the concrete of the castle halls.

*End of flashback*

I gasp for breath as I wake up from the dream.

Sunlight hits me in the face through the open curtain, reflecting off my damp cheeks.

The freckled face stares down at me.

"The dream again, Harry?"

"It.it didn't end this time. You woke me up."

"I'm sorry"

"No, I'm glad. I.I just don't want to relive this every night." I manage to choke out before I break down in sobs.

"Shhh.shhh. It's ok, Harry." He whispers as he rocks me back and forth.

He really does care, I just wish I could care back. For anybody.

But I can't, I don't want to lose anybody else.