Chapter 6: The Whole Time
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"NO!" Waking up. Oh thank god it was a dream, I thought.
"Hey, you Ok?" Abby asked, sitting beside my bed.
"OH, Abby I had the worst dream- I mean nightmare. Susan died." I said wiping the sweat off my forehead.
"Well you don' t have to worry about," Abby said pointing to Susan sleeping in the bed next to me.
"Oh, Susan,"
"We thought, you two would like a room together," She said
"Thanks Abby," I said
"Your Welcome," She said smiling.
"So, did I lose any organs?" I asked taking a drink of cold icy water.
"One of your kidneys," She said.
"What," I said spitting out the water in my mouth.
"Uh, Gross Carter you got me wet," Abby, said wiping off the spit- water off her face.
"Sorry," I said.
"Did I really lose a kidney?" I asked
"No," She said angrily.
"This was my favorite shirt," She said starting to laugh.
"And, your rib stopped the bullet," She said tears streaming down her cheeks, from laughter.


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I looked at Carter and he looked at me. I went forward and kissed him. He immediately pulled away and said.
"I'm sorry Abby, I love Susan," he said
"I thought you broke up with Susan," I said lying.
"No," He said.
"I'm sorry, " I said leaving the room. I stood outside of his room and started to cry, tears ran freely down my face.
"What's wrong, Nurse Hartlock," Romano said going into the room,

"It's Lockhart, Moron," I whispered.
"I heard that," He shouted.
"Whatever," I said,
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"How are the two lovebirds doing," He said, opening the door.
"Abby," I said seeing her.

"You know she's out there crying her eyes out," He said taking Susan of the ventilator.
"What did I do," I said slamming the back of my head against the gurney.
"What did you do?" He said.
" I told her I loved Susan and not her," I said running my fingers through my hair.
"That's got to hurt," He said injecting something into Susan.
"You're not making this any better," I said sighing.
"Am I supposed to, Take my advice and stay away from Love- John Wells,"
"Whatever, " I said
"Take my advice," He said in a musical voice. Leaving the room. When he left, I slowly got out of the bed and walked to Susan's bed.
"I Love you," I said, kissing her forehead.
"I love you too," She said opening her eyes.
"You were awake?" I asked
"The whole time,"