Chapter 9: Tears
I do not own anybody or anything!
I wiped my eyes. I felt stupid. How could I love Carter so much, when I loved Luka too? Carter loved Susan, they loved each other. The way they worked together, the way they looked at each other, you could see it. I wish I had somebody. I still loved Luka but I didn't know if he loved me. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
My eyes were swollen and there were tearstains; from when I cried. I locked the door and dropped to the floor and started to cry. Why was this happening to me? I rubbed my eyes, and continued to cry. I could feel the cold tears against my warm body. I sobbed, just then there was a knock on the door.
I slowly got up, and walked to the door.
"Who is it?" I said, looking through the cloudy glass.
"It's Luka," A voice said through the door, I unlocked the door and opened the chain.
"Abby," He said. "What's wrong?" He said walking in.
"Um, I was just um-" He leaned forward and kissed me.
~~~
I stood over her bed, and watched her sleep. I loved her a lot. She had dark brown glossy eyes, light brown hair and Rosy cheeks.
"I love you," I whispered.
"John," A voice said I turned around and it was Abby2.
"How are you?" She asked walking beside me.
"I'm Ok and you?"
"I'm fine thanks," she said leaning forward, and started kissing me. There was so much chemistry, I could feel it all coming back to me.
"I love you," I said.
"Carter!!" I immediately recognized that voice it was Susan. I quickly pulled away.
"Susan," I said looking away from Abby2.
"I thought you loved me," she said in tears.
"I-" She walked out of the room. I looked at Abby2. At her big blue eyes.
"Go," She said.
"But I l-"
"No, go to her,"
~~~
I ran out of the room, in tears. I couldn't believe he did this.
"Susan," he said running after me. "I'm so sorry. Sh- I kissed her it was nothing." He said.
"Carter, I saw that kiss, I saw the chemistry, there was too much, Go be with her," I said.
"I don't want you to be upset," He said.
"And I wont be," I said. "I'm Ok," I said.
"Go be with abby2. It's Ok with me," I said. "Maybe we'll get back together but not now." I said leaving.
I walked away. It was Ok. Maybe later we'd get back together, but life was too hectic now. I turned back, to see him in tears, he loved me and I know he did. But life was too hectic and crazy now. After Mark's death and all, I was still getting over that, and Carter was making it worse. It was best to take some time off.
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I went back from his kiss.
"Abby, what's wrong?" He asked.
"I want someone, to love, and someone to love me," I said tears running freely down my cheeks now. "And Carter-"
"Did he hurt you?" He asked.
"No, he just said he loved Susan," I said wiping my tears with my sleeve.
"Why didn't you come to me?" He asked,
"I-I thought you didn't love me," I said, walking to the couch with him.
"I will always love you," He said,
"I love you," He said, I looked into his eyes, and he looked into mine. I loved him. And I was so happy he loved me too.
"I love you," I said, as he wrapped his arms around me.
TBC?
I do not own anybody or anything!
I wiped my eyes. I felt stupid. How could I love Carter so much, when I loved Luka too? Carter loved Susan, they loved each other. The way they worked together, the way they looked at each other, you could see it. I wish I had somebody. I still loved Luka but I didn't know if he loved me. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
My eyes were swollen and there were tearstains; from when I cried. I locked the door and dropped to the floor and started to cry. Why was this happening to me? I rubbed my eyes, and continued to cry. I could feel the cold tears against my warm body. I sobbed, just then there was a knock on the door.
I slowly got up, and walked to the door.
"Who is it?" I said, looking through the cloudy glass.
"It's Luka," A voice said through the door, I unlocked the door and opened the chain.
"Abby," He said. "What's wrong?" He said walking in.
"Um, I was just um-" He leaned forward and kissed me.
~~~
I stood over her bed, and watched her sleep. I loved her a lot. She had dark brown glossy eyes, light brown hair and Rosy cheeks.
"I love you," I whispered.
"John," A voice said I turned around and it was Abby2.
"How are you?" She asked walking beside me.
"I'm Ok and you?"
"I'm fine thanks," she said leaning forward, and started kissing me. There was so much chemistry, I could feel it all coming back to me.
"I love you," I said.
"Carter!!" I immediately recognized that voice it was Susan. I quickly pulled away.
"Susan," I said looking away from Abby2.
"I thought you loved me," she said in tears.
"I-" She walked out of the room. I looked at Abby2. At her big blue eyes.
"Go," She said.
"But I l-"
"No, go to her,"
~~~
I ran out of the room, in tears. I couldn't believe he did this.
"Susan," he said running after me. "I'm so sorry. Sh- I kissed her it was nothing." He said.
"Carter, I saw that kiss, I saw the chemistry, there was too much, Go be with her," I said.
"I don't want you to be upset," He said.
"And I wont be," I said. "I'm Ok," I said.
"Go be with abby2. It's Ok with me," I said. "Maybe we'll get back together but not now." I said leaving.
I walked away. It was Ok. Maybe later we'd get back together, but life was too hectic now. I turned back, to see him in tears, he loved me and I know he did. But life was too hectic and crazy now. After Mark's death and all, I was still getting over that, and Carter was making it worse. It was best to take some time off.
~~~~
I went back from his kiss.
"Abby, what's wrong?" He asked.
"I want someone, to love, and someone to love me," I said tears running freely down my cheeks now. "And Carter-"
"Did he hurt you?" He asked.
"No, he just said he loved Susan," I said wiping my tears with my sleeve.
"Why didn't you come to me?" He asked,
"I-I thought you didn't love me," I said, walking to the couch with him.
"I will always love you," He said,
"I love you," He said, I looked into his eyes, and he looked into mine. I loved him. And I was so happy he loved me too.
"I love you," I said, as he wrapped his arms around me.
TBC?