Disclaimer: it's in the first chapter. The song belongs to Selena. I hope you guys like this chapter!

Ashley sat in her room just staring at a picture of her and Andros.

"I could've stayed, but I didn't." Ashley said softly. She got up and turned her radio on.

*Sometimes at when go to sleep I hold my pillow tight, thinking of you Till it hurts- but in my mind I know you're Mine and somewhere you're thinking of me too*

"Sometimes," she huffed "try every night."

*I miss you, thinking of you- you're always on my mind You're always on my mind day and night. When I think of you Everything feels to right. Well I often think of the happy times we spent together And I just can't wait to tell you that I love you*

Ashley knew that she, without a doubt, loved Andros and nothing would change that.

*Time keeps passing by (you're not here) I feel So all alone When I don't have you near. But I often Think of the happy times we spent together And I just can't wait to tell you that I love you

I'm missing my baby, missing my baby I wanna hold you tight and never let you out of my sight Missing my baby, missing my baby I gotta feel your heartbeat next to mine Gotta feel it (feel it)*

Ashley sighed and hugged her tear soaked pillow and cried into it.

*Time keeps passing by (you're not here) I feel so all Alone. When I don't have you near. But I Often think of the happy times we spent together And I just can't wait to tell you that I love you

I'm missing my baby, missing my baby I wanna hold you tight and never let you out of my sight Missing my baby, missing my baby I gotta feel your heartbeat next to mine (gotta feel it)*

"Andros" Ashley sobbed

*Thinking of you is all I do, it's the next best Thing to being with you and baby-hey

Gotta have you (have you) gotta hold you (Hold you) Got to have your lovin'

And tell you that I love you and I really miss you (I miss you)

I miss you, thinking of you You're always on my mind*

"I can't take this anymore!" She yelped. Ashley got up and went to her bathroom and got her razor out.

* 2 Hours later *

"Ashley?" Mrs. Hammond called. She opened the bathroom door and saw Ashley lying in a pool of blood.

"NOOOOOO!!"