A/N: Yea, I got more reviews! This was a really hard chapter to write. Sorry it's short. Umm, actually, I don't really have anything else to say here. Enjoy the story!
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Susan's PoV:
I felt horrible. But I had to do it. I sat in my room, pondering over everything that had happened in the past week. Well, I'll just have to make it through to the end of the year. After all, I was sure I'd just forget about Draco with time.
And about two months passed. It was June, we'd be taking our final tests soon. For once, I was actually glad to be leaving Hogwarts. It seemed like everywhere I looked, Draco was there. It was driving me crazy. I've been trying to forget about him. Last month we had a dance, and I even went with Ron Weasley. He asked me out, but I told him no. I wasn't ready for another relationship. I was too scared.
Hannah was a good friend, of course. She stood by me the whole time and supported me. She's so nice. And when I went home to my house, I told my mom everything. She was great about it too.
And about two weeks into summer vacation, I started having dreams at night. Draco was in them. I would end up waking up every morning, thinking about him. I'd spend the whole day moping around the house.
So I started getting out of the house. I would go to the movies with my muggle friends, and I joined a photography class. I thought this would solve my problems. I was wrong. Everything reminded me of him.
When I was preparing to go back on the Hogwarts Express next September 1st, I was ready. I knew I had to find Draco and talk to him. It was time to fix things.
I'd thought this over. Maybe I was too harsh on him. After all, he had come to me with the truth, and that's the best thing he could have done. He didn't try and hide it from me. That shows he truly cares. I just hope he still does.
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Draco's PoV:
Ever since Susan left me, my life was a living hell. I had no friends. The only person that talked to me in this whole damn school besides the teachers was Susan. And now she was gone.
Although there was only about two months of school left, they were horrible for me. I sat all alone at meal times, during class, and after school. I still played Quidditch, but did really bad at it. I lost the Quidditch cup for Slytherin, one more reason for all of them to hate me.
Since I had free time, I studied for the final tests. I ended up learning so much I got the highest grades in our year, aside from Granger. But even this didn't make me happy.
I was never so happy to get away from Hogwarts in my entire life. I never wanted to come back.
I seriously thought about sucicide that summer. The only thing that kept me from killing myself was my mother. She had a worse life than I did, what with my father on the dark side and then dying two years ago. She needed me to take care of her. And I loved her, so I stayed alive.
But every moment of my existence I thought about Susan. I wrote hundreds of notes and even poems to her, saying how sorry and stupid I was and how much I loved her. I cried myself to sleep every night.
September 1st came too soon. I boarded the Hogwarts Express filled with dread of the coming year. I couldn't stand to see Susan again. I'd just break down. If only I hadn't made that mistake with Pansy. If only, if only.
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Susan's PoV:
I felt horrible. But I had to do it. I sat in my room, pondering over everything that had happened in the past week. Well, I'll just have to make it through to the end of the year. After all, I was sure I'd just forget about Draco with time.
And about two months passed. It was June, we'd be taking our final tests soon. For once, I was actually glad to be leaving Hogwarts. It seemed like everywhere I looked, Draco was there. It was driving me crazy. I've been trying to forget about him. Last month we had a dance, and I even went with Ron Weasley. He asked me out, but I told him no. I wasn't ready for another relationship. I was too scared.
Hannah was a good friend, of course. She stood by me the whole time and supported me. She's so nice. And when I went home to my house, I told my mom everything. She was great about it too.
And about two weeks into summer vacation, I started having dreams at night. Draco was in them. I would end up waking up every morning, thinking about him. I'd spend the whole day moping around the house.
So I started getting out of the house. I would go to the movies with my muggle friends, and I joined a photography class. I thought this would solve my problems. I was wrong. Everything reminded me of him.
When I was preparing to go back on the Hogwarts Express next September 1st, I was ready. I knew I had to find Draco and talk to him. It was time to fix things.
I'd thought this over. Maybe I was too harsh on him. After all, he had come to me with the truth, and that's the best thing he could have done. He didn't try and hide it from me. That shows he truly cares. I just hope he still does.
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Draco's PoV:
Ever since Susan left me, my life was a living hell. I had no friends. The only person that talked to me in this whole damn school besides the teachers was Susan. And now she was gone.
Although there was only about two months of school left, they were horrible for me. I sat all alone at meal times, during class, and after school. I still played Quidditch, but did really bad at it. I lost the Quidditch cup for Slytherin, one more reason for all of them to hate me.
Since I had free time, I studied for the final tests. I ended up learning so much I got the highest grades in our year, aside from Granger. But even this didn't make me happy.
I was never so happy to get away from Hogwarts in my entire life. I never wanted to come back.
I seriously thought about sucicide that summer. The only thing that kept me from killing myself was my mother. She had a worse life than I did, what with my father on the dark side and then dying two years ago. She needed me to take care of her. And I loved her, so I stayed alive.
But every moment of my existence I thought about Susan. I wrote hundreds of notes and even poems to her, saying how sorry and stupid I was and how much I loved her. I cried myself to sleep every night.
September 1st came too soon. I boarded the Hogwarts Express filled with dread of the coming year. I couldn't stand to see Susan again. I'd just break down. If only I hadn't made that mistake with Pansy. If only, if only.