"Ty stay where you are. You shoot anything that moves." Seajae moved
and checked Sully's paluse. He still had on thank God. "55 Austin shots
fired office down I repeat officer down. Get us some help in here NOW!"
Bosco heard his wifes voice over the radio. They were unable to move from there position and every minute she was quiet was a minute too many.
"Come on Sully talk to me." Seajae couldn't see where the blood was coming from and there was so much of it. "Damn it Sully!"
"Stop yelling..." He coughed. "What the hell hit me?"
"Along with me, a couple of bullets it seems." Seajae found put pressure on the wound she found. "Keep talking to me Sully, helps on the the way."
"I'm too old for this shit..."
"Now I get you to admit it. Jeeze if I knew that's what it took, I woulda shot you myself." She pressed tighter agaist the blood flowing just above his shoulder.
"I told you it wasn't right."
"Yeah I know. I should of listened to your gut. Instead I got it shot."
"You felt it to...but it needed to be done.." He caughed. "I'm not getting outa here Sunshine...
"Yes you are. You are going to get out of her I promise. You've got a lot to live for and I'm not going to let you give up..." Tears flowed down her cheeks. The sound of yelling and gun fire sounded around them. "Fight you old bastard."
"For what...." He looked into her eyes.
"For it all Sully, fight for it all. For Tatianna, for me, for Bosco and Faith and Angle. For Ty and Alex. Damn it fight for you....." She could see she was loosing him. "Damn it fight for the baby I'm not suppose to tell you about.." Tears were streaming down her face. Sully's head was sitting in her lap . "Fight to become the father you've been waiting so long to become." He looked up at her.
"Tatianna..she's..." Seajae ran her hand down his cheek.
"Yes.... she wanted it to be the best Christmas present ever...and I went and fucked it up." Seaje leaned over and looked him the eye. "Don't give up...I couldn't live with the quilt Sully. I couldn't." She hit her radio again. "Damn it get me some help now!!!!!" She heard people rushing in behind her. Talking to her, telling her to get out of the way. After a while a stong set of arms lifted her to her feet. She turned to see Bosco tears running down his cheeks. He lead her outside and she broke down, falling to her knees.
Bosco kneeled beside her and held her close. He knew she's never come close to the emotion she was dealing with. She had never grieved over someone she loved so dearly. Neither had he for that matter. Christopher came from some where in the crowed. He stood in front of them. "Seajae..." Bosco couln't cantain her. She bolted out of his arms and was in the sargents face.
"This your fault you selfish son of a bitch. You couldn't wait a couple of days." Bosco stood up. He didn't know if he should hold her back or let her get it out.
"Boscorelli your out of line."
"Me, your the one who's been out of line more then once since I got here. You got your head so far up sombodies ass you can't see to to the job right." Seajae turned around aand headed for the ambulance. She felt him reach for her. Blinded by pain and rage she turned and punched him sqare in the jaw. She dind't turn back to see if the man would fall because she didn't care. She ran to the bus just ready to pull out and climed in.
********
Jimmy sat next to her on the hard waiting room chair. Her hands covered in blood. Seajae vaugly thought she sould go and try to get it off but she was just to tiered. She was cold and scared. Jimmy sow her shiver and grabbed a blanked off a gurny. She couldn't even find the strength to thank him.
They had lost Sully two times on the way to the hospital. Each time Aex and Kim brought him back. Seajae had set on the head of the gurny. She closed her eyes and prayed...prayed for Sully and the life he might be leaving behind. She stood up. She needed to run but her legs wouldn't carry her. Instead she walked to the door and went outside. The snow was coming sown harder then she's ever seen it. She slid down the wall and sat on the cold ground and lit a cigarette from the blood stained pack she found in her jacket.
"Seajae?" Jimmy had followed her outside. "Bosco's on his way honey." Jimmy sat next to her. "Kim and Alex were heading back to the station , but they'll be back after the shift. Do you need me to call the sitter?"
"Tatianna?"
"Ty went to go get her." Seajae's hands were shaking and tears fell from her face. "You going to freeze if you stay out here much longer."
"I'm already cold. A few more minutes won't kill me." She took a drag of her cigarette. "This is so fucked up Jimmy. I can't deal with it anymore."
"Your not house wife materail."
"I know, I just want to stop feeling so useless you know. I mean I catch one killer and another pops right back up." She looked up at the snow falling. "This shit follows me aroud like a black cloud."
"Seajae your a cop. You knew the rules when you signed on."
"I guess some people melted the ice around my heart and made me realize you can't walk around with blinders on." Seajae put out her cigarette under her boot. "You know he was the first one at the hospital to see Angel? He had tears in his eyes when he held her. He told me and Bosco that she was sent from heaven as a gift to two people who saved each other." She sobbed. "And I tried to save him Jimmy, I tried so hard." Jimmy gathered her in his arms. Sobbed racked her body. He wasn't sure if he should be doing what he was doing but he didn't know what else to do.
"Let's find Bosco. You need to clean up...." He stood up and helped her to her feet just as Bosco came though the glass doors. He went to Seajae. Jimmy gave him her hand.
"She needs help Bos. I'm saying this as your friend. Get her out of here. Don't let her sit and wait. It'll kill her."
"Thanks Jimmy." He shook his friends hand then gathered his wife in his arms and headed anywhere but there.
Bosco heard his wifes voice over the radio. They were unable to move from there position and every minute she was quiet was a minute too many.
"Come on Sully talk to me." Seajae couldn't see where the blood was coming from and there was so much of it. "Damn it Sully!"
"Stop yelling..." He coughed. "What the hell hit me?"
"Along with me, a couple of bullets it seems." Seajae found put pressure on the wound she found. "Keep talking to me Sully, helps on the the way."
"I'm too old for this shit..."
"Now I get you to admit it. Jeeze if I knew that's what it took, I woulda shot you myself." She pressed tighter agaist the blood flowing just above his shoulder.
"I told you it wasn't right."
"Yeah I know. I should of listened to your gut. Instead I got it shot."
"You felt it to...but it needed to be done.." He caughed. "I'm not getting outa here Sunshine...
"Yes you are. You are going to get out of her I promise. You've got a lot to live for and I'm not going to let you give up..." Tears flowed down her cheeks. The sound of yelling and gun fire sounded around them. "Fight you old bastard."
"For what...." He looked into her eyes.
"For it all Sully, fight for it all. For Tatianna, for me, for Bosco and Faith and Angle. For Ty and Alex. Damn it fight for you....." She could see she was loosing him. "Damn it fight for the baby I'm not suppose to tell you about.." Tears were streaming down her face. Sully's head was sitting in her lap . "Fight to become the father you've been waiting so long to become." He looked up at her.
"Tatianna..she's..." Seajae ran her hand down his cheek.
"Yes.... she wanted it to be the best Christmas present ever...and I went and fucked it up." Seaje leaned over and looked him the eye. "Don't give up...I couldn't live with the quilt Sully. I couldn't." She hit her radio again. "Damn it get me some help now!!!!!" She heard people rushing in behind her. Talking to her, telling her to get out of the way. After a while a stong set of arms lifted her to her feet. She turned to see Bosco tears running down his cheeks. He lead her outside and she broke down, falling to her knees.
Bosco kneeled beside her and held her close. He knew she's never come close to the emotion she was dealing with. She had never grieved over someone she loved so dearly. Neither had he for that matter. Christopher came from some where in the crowed. He stood in front of them. "Seajae..." Bosco couln't cantain her. She bolted out of his arms and was in the sargents face.
"This your fault you selfish son of a bitch. You couldn't wait a couple of days." Bosco stood up. He didn't know if he should hold her back or let her get it out.
"Boscorelli your out of line."
"Me, your the one who's been out of line more then once since I got here. You got your head so far up sombodies ass you can't see to to the job right." Seajae turned around aand headed for the ambulance. She felt him reach for her. Blinded by pain and rage she turned and punched him sqare in the jaw. She dind't turn back to see if the man would fall because she didn't care. She ran to the bus just ready to pull out and climed in.
********
Jimmy sat next to her on the hard waiting room chair. Her hands covered in blood. Seajae vaugly thought she sould go and try to get it off but she was just to tiered. She was cold and scared. Jimmy sow her shiver and grabbed a blanked off a gurny. She couldn't even find the strength to thank him.
They had lost Sully two times on the way to the hospital. Each time Aex and Kim brought him back. Seajae had set on the head of the gurny. She closed her eyes and prayed...prayed for Sully and the life he might be leaving behind. She stood up. She needed to run but her legs wouldn't carry her. Instead she walked to the door and went outside. The snow was coming sown harder then she's ever seen it. She slid down the wall and sat on the cold ground and lit a cigarette from the blood stained pack she found in her jacket.
"Seajae?" Jimmy had followed her outside. "Bosco's on his way honey." Jimmy sat next to her. "Kim and Alex were heading back to the station , but they'll be back after the shift. Do you need me to call the sitter?"
"Tatianna?"
"Ty went to go get her." Seajae's hands were shaking and tears fell from her face. "You going to freeze if you stay out here much longer."
"I'm already cold. A few more minutes won't kill me." She took a drag of her cigarette. "This is so fucked up Jimmy. I can't deal with it anymore."
"Your not house wife materail."
"I know, I just want to stop feeling so useless you know. I mean I catch one killer and another pops right back up." She looked up at the snow falling. "This shit follows me aroud like a black cloud."
"Seajae your a cop. You knew the rules when you signed on."
"I guess some people melted the ice around my heart and made me realize you can't walk around with blinders on." Seajae put out her cigarette under her boot. "You know he was the first one at the hospital to see Angel? He had tears in his eyes when he held her. He told me and Bosco that she was sent from heaven as a gift to two people who saved each other." She sobbed. "And I tried to save him Jimmy, I tried so hard." Jimmy gathered her in his arms. Sobbed racked her body. He wasn't sure if he should be doing what he was doing but he didn't know what else to do.
"Let's find Bosco. You need to clean up...." He stood up and helped her to her feet just as Bosco came though the glass doors. He went to Seajae. Jimmy gave him her hand.
"She needs help Bos. I'm saying this as your friend. Get her out of here. Don't let her sit and wait. It'll kill her."
"Thanks Jimmy." He shook his friends hand then gathered his wife in his arms and headed anywhere but there.