I know this diary thing is kinda girly but that's just what they have to be like, and this is not summaries of the episodes. Carter has been through a lot of things through the years. This is his thoughts of his life.


Yo! May 12th 1994

I'm trying to sound a little cooler but it just seems so stupid. Well…. What a day! Waking up this morning I was sure it would be a terrible day (I don't know why, though).

Today turned out to be a special day. The nurse I wrote about, Carol Hathaway, who attempted suicide, returned to work today. When she arrived I was trying to get a chocolate bar out of the vending machine. Of course it wouldn't do as I wanted it to, but Carol helped me. She told to show it who's boss. She and Susan Lewis are the nicest people at the hospital.

Then there was this woman…. Don't get me wrong, it was no like that. She's a lot older than me (I'm gonna leave it there. It just sounds more and more disgusting as I speak!) Anyways… Her name was Mary Kavanagh, and she was suffering from Alzheimer's. A wonderful and sweet woman. The police brought her in, and since she annoyed dr. Benton too much, I was the one to examine her and to contact her family. I thought that would be easy, but that was easier said than done. She wouldn't tell me her name, but I understand why now. She simply couldn't remember it. Until we got her real name we called her Madame X. Mary is one of the most incredible persons I've ever met. I'm not quite sure why, though.

I took care of Mary almost the whole day, and Benton was rather pissed. If another patient hadn't recognized her as Mary Kavanagh I'm not sure how long she'd have stayed in the ER.
Her family had probably found her eventually.

I kinda miss her. She was soo… how do you say it? There was something about her, although I don't what. She was a kid in a grown up's body. To her everything else seemed so easy. Are you upset? Just sing.

I'll always remember her.

John


Ps. Liz and I were about to make out when dr. Steve Flint entered the room. When he saw us he said: "S1 S2 S3 S4, keep your pelvis off the floor". God, I was embarrassed! That will never ever happen again!!!!!!!!!



TBC?