Title:Musings br
Author:mizbr
Summary:I did say that I was turning Musings into a series. With the titles of Musings from a female prespective and the title Thoughs from a male prespective.br
Rating:G I think... who knows.... I'm not very sure on rating my chapters...but then again it could be PG-13 or something. br
Disclaimers: If I owe them... then I would have it so that there wouldbr be the notion of Ororo and Victor together as a couple. I think thatbr I'm going to get into that pairing idea _ br
Author's Notes: Nothing much to say, yet again greatest thanks to Kes.br Now it might be until next week or for some unknown periodbr before I have another chapter out... so don't kill me for not having brthe chapters out! brbr

Yet again feedback would be really nice! brbr

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Pity is something that I shouldn't feel for that girl. Yet it seemsbr like the only thing that I could feel now, on this dark and chilly brnight; that and regret for the girl sitting outside. I mean thatbr she's sitting on the tree branch; just waiting for a man thatbr has already been gone for two years. brbr

She should know better then pine away for what's not there. It neverbr [i]was[/i] right, their relationship. He was so much olderbr and she was just a child. brbr

Regardless of her abilities for sucking the memories and life out ofbr someone, physically she just wasn't ready. brbr

I could just act like a perfect doctor that seems to have no worries onbr the situations around, but that would be a little toobr irresponsible. It's quite obvious that she's getting thinner andbr thinner by the day. I truly don't want her heart to be broken. br
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Contrary to that though, sometimes for some increments of time, I feelbr that we should at least notify [i]him[/i] on the currentbr situation. Yet, I'm very certain that my husband wouldn't want me to brnotify him. Seeing the tension between them, I'm wary of what mightbr happen if they see each other. Mentally, I know the logicalbr reason is pride and a wanting to save face, from the X-menbr being called failure, for maybe failing to save the mentalbr health of a student in the Xavier Institution. brbr

She feels that we've been shunning her, but how can we not try to avoidbr her, when the slightest comment could make that Carol Danversbr persona appear? brbr

The Professor truly doesn't want me to touch her mind withoutbr permission from the effected party. He tells me to not get involved andbr that he will give me an answer soon. Yet how can I not bebr involved; I try to care for that girl as if she was my own sister. brbr

Seeing her now, sitting on that tree is starting to make me feelbr uneasy. Normally a person's eyes are known as the window to a soul. Yetbr her eyes are now shuttered with no emotion. It would be well tobr compare her look to something that is akin to a calm ocean justbr before a storm. brbr

Now I just hope nothing bad would occur, before that man came back.