Title: Musings-Chapter 5
Author: miz
E-mail:miz_sana@netzero.net
Summary: Try to guess who this character's POV is?
Rating:G to PG-13 This is probably going to be a angsty story on perhaps my part of writing this story. I'm not very sure on rating chapters...
Disclaimers: Same sayings as other chapters, I've posted....
Author's Notes: Okay...now this may seem a little confusing. But for the purpose of not confusing myself when I post chapters. I'll be posting the Chapter number as well as if it's a female or male prespective. So I hope it won't confuse anyone. _ Also greatest thanks to Kes...

Should I tell the Professor about my recent headaches?

Maybe not… it's not as if he would do anything.

If anything, I would think that they wouldn't care.

Every night while the others are asleep in bed, I'm awake and I'm not sure if I want to go to sleep, because if I close my eyes, I feel as if I'm losing a part of myself, myself and my will to go on.

Waiting is something that I've never been well with. I've always been a doer and it just hurts now to be waiting; waiting for a man to come back when I fear that I'll be nothing but a spiritless person when he does.

When will the person I wait for be back? I just don't know what to think these days. I keep on asking the professor if there is any news, but he would never say, so maybe I should be deciding to give up on the wait now.

Recently there has been a new doctor to see me. His name is Dr. Hank McCoy and he's such a strange man; strange, but cute in a nice huggable stuffed animal way. He's a lot friendlier then Dr. Grey, I wonder what's he doing now. I smell something nice cooking, something that has a sweet heavy scent, very deliciously so; of chocolate.

Hmm…I see him walking this way with a smile. Maybe he'll want to talk to Jubilee behind me?

It would be a laugh if he wants to talk to me…hmm…. scratch that though…I hear his deep and gentle voice now. He is inviting me to try his chocolate mousse cake and have tea with him now…that sounds like a nice idea…