Disclaimer: A/N at bottom, and no own CCS, own Brenden, Dreadene, and Rosa. Kiss Dance MY idea.
Dear Diary,
Isn't it cool? I went out into the shops and found the exact same pink diary as your sister-how fortunate!
Remember how I told you that I wore all of those fashion-able clothes to school, and Rosa and Dreadene thought I was somebody else? Well Brenden was no excuse! She thought I was a "cute new chic circling the cool cat corners." Seriously, how many C's can she get in there? Anyway, it's almost the Kiss Dance-oh wait-maybe I should exlplain what the Kiss Dance is. Well, it's held in Tomoyo's lavender-pink ballroom, and we play all of these kissing games and boy-girl (you know what I mean) games like Spin the Bottle, Newspaper-Pick-Up, Post Office (yuk!), Truth or Dare, you know, that sort of thing. And we dance, and stuff, and eat, and well, do dance-y stuff. Then at the end is the most exciting part, Tomoyo videotapes the *lucky* (har-de-har) couple (it's a pick-and-choose thing) and then they make out! In front of everybody!
It's gross but it's cool too! How weird. It's sponsered by Sonomi's company, and everybody in the 7th-8th grade is allowed, well at least if they want to. Oh-um-I bought a pink Baby-G watch. Okay bye!
Luve,
Sakura
Dear Diary,
Brenden wore overalls and a bikini top. Yup.
She's still after Syaoran-can't that girl get the fact that he loves me, and not her??? She's like, stuck jelly for him! If she wears a skirt, she hikes it up in front of Syaoran. If she's wearing overalls (like today), she *purposely* slides a strap down. And if she's near him, she breathes down his neck like an animal. ugh, ugh, and UGH!!!!
Tomoyo announced that the Kiss Dance's date is on the 24th of September, right now it's August 3. "We need alot of time to fit our dresses, Sakura," Tomoyo rants. "Not to mention your hat, your shoes, your scarf, and I still have to manuvere the design of Syaoran's tux..."
I really think that girl is going to become a succesful fashion designer.
Syaoran is over right now. We're playing Super Smash Brothers and he's beating me with Ness. I'm Kirby. And yet he doesn't have a Nintendo! He decks out at Takashi's and spends hours there. He's so lucky, he doesn't have real parents here, only Wei and Meiling, who anyway aren't too strict. Wei lets Syaoran out as long as he wants, and his curfew is midnight. What!! Midnight!!!
How hard could it be to write in a journal and play Nintendo at the same time?
Really hard! Syaoran wrote that for me. Doesn't he have the untidies writing? *sigh* That's what makes him so cute.
Luve,
Sakura
Dear Diary,
The Kiss Dance is nearing...
Brenden the Big Boobed was not in school today, nor was Dreadene, and Rosa wasn't either. Were they playing hookey?!?
Anyway, right after school we (Tomoyo, Chiharu, Rika, Me) Went to watch a movie, Scooby Doo. It was funny, but guess who was in the front row next to MY SYAORAN???
Brenden!!!!
And I was like, "THAT SNOTTY-LOSER-DORKIS-STUCK-UP-SLUT!!!!!!" I cannot believe I said that word!!!!! Even Tomoyo was surprised!!! Well, she was surprised but she was smiling!!! I felt soooo good! But Syaoran didn't think so, he said I should have been 'more respectful towards Brenden." Like, whatever!
Luve,
Sakura
Dear Diary,
OMG!!! I'm actually in a SHOWDOWN!!!
I have to sneak out of my room at 11:30 PM and go to Tomoyo's mansion, where Rosa decided it should be, and then I will be put 'into' the ring and will be competing against Brenden the "SEXY MOUTH."
Well, it's simple how I got into it, really. I'm surprised nobody else has been into it, though!! I mean, why me? Is that Brenden popularity-hungry again? Gawd. She is a nuisance. Anyway, Brenden was against me in a debate in science class, we were debating about why mammals were better than reptiles, or something like that, and we just kept snapping at each other, totally off the sub! School ended and nobody won so at Tomoyo's dance room (it's quite smaller than the ballroom), Brenden is going to verse me on the sub "Popularity." Pleeeeeease! One word could describe popularity, in my opinion: VAIN!
Well, it's off to Tomoyo's I go-It's 11:26.
Wish me luck!
Luve,
Sakura
Dear Diary,
Brenden SO humiliated me. I hate her, hate her!!!!! Gawd I hate her guts even more than I used to!! What's eviler than hate? Well whatever it is, that's how I feel about Brenden! Here's how that slut (there I go again!) humiliated me:
The debate was going on ok, until it got to the part about popular people having a higer chance of getting a boyfriend. I don't wanna write the whole thing down, so here's what happened, basically, in play format:
Brenden: We juss have a higher chance because boys like the popular girls more. After all, we've got everything a guy wants.
Rosa: GO!!!!
Me: Well, everybody else should be appreciatted for who they are-not just the popular kids!
Brenden: But are they?
Me: It doesn't matter. Any guy who thinks beauty is better than guts or intelligence or personality is vain.
Brenden: Then you're basically telling every guy out.
Me: Nuh-uh!
Brenden: Actually, if someone in-er-your rank gets a boyfriend, eventually that boyfriend will be taken away from her. Always, eventually.The guys can't resist someone with big boobs, a beautiful look, and beautiful style.
Dreadene+Rosa: Mmm-hmm!
Tomoyo: Shut up! (under her breath) sluts.
Me: (uh oh, here it comes) GAWD Brenden, that is so not true. I know you're just saying that because you want to steal Syaoran away from me, you, you-
Me: OH, SHOOT! Did I just say that out loud?
Brenden: (looks surprised) Oh, did you just say you liked Syaoran? (turns to everybody) Well, well, look what we have here! Sakura Kinomoto likes Syaoran Li! Ha ha ha ha ha ha aha!!!
Syaoran: (his face is sooooo red)
Me: Oh-no!!!!!
Tomoyo: Sakura-come on, let's get out of here.
So while everybody was chanting along with Brenden, "SAKURA LOOOOVES SYAORAN!" I turned around at Brenden and yelled, "You're just an evil, evil, evil slut, Brenden! Nobody will ever like you for being a SLUT, cause that's what you are!"
Tomoyo stared at me with a look that said, "OH MY GAWD, DID YOU JUST SAY WHAT I THINK YOU SAID?" And Brenden was coming down at me, saying, "What'd you say? What'd you say?"
I just ran out of there. I'm scared, there will be school tomorrow and Brenden will be there, hunting me down.
Wish me loads of luck, I'm staying over Tomoyo's tonight and we'll be off to school tomorrrow together. Hope it helps, huh.
Luve.
Sakura
Dear Diary,
Syaoran is officially over me and with Brenden.
And it's all my fault.
Truly, it's because of yesterday. Syaoran got even more humiliated than me, and now he thinks I'm a squealer and a liar to love.
Well, back to you.
I'm soooooooooooooooooo depressed. Brenden and Syaoran were chatting all day, they didn't even go near me, which is good, but there's still tomorrow. Everybody who was at the debate knows my secret now, and I bet by next week everybody else will know it too. Once I tried to pass a note to Syaoran, but he ripped it up and threw the contents in my face. The note just said I'm Sorry, but hey, Syaoran's evil now. But I still like him, with all my heart. Will he forgive me? SHOULD he forgive me?
I don't know, I just don't know.
I won't be writing in your for a bit, Diary. I'm just so depressed (not snough to do suicide, durr.) I'm angry and sad at the same time, my heart is in pieces, and I just don't know what about to do with Brenden. Tomoyo is no help, she's too caught up in the Kiss Dance. I don't even think I'm going. It's just a sad time right now.
My tears are for Syaoran, and they are eternal, unless he finds in his cold heart to forgive me.
Luve, and Good-Bye for awhile,
Sakura
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A/N: Don't worry! It is not over! I just want some honest answers to this question for the fic:
Should Brenden and Syaoran break up? Should Syaoran forgive Sakura? Should I even continue?Okay, #3 is a dopey question, don't answer it. But I do want some answers for the first two. Being a soppy S+S writer, I'd make them go back together, but I want the ppl's choice!!!!
Ok, thanks. The majority will win!!!
HONEST!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks,
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