A/N: Well here is the 3rd chap...like I said, the majority will win...and it did! Enjoy!
Note: OOC. OOC. OOC!!!!!!!!
Disclaimer: I own Dreadene, Rosa, and Brenden, a.k.a. The Snobs....heh heh....anyway, I don't own CCS.
Note: By the way, in case you didn't know, Dreadene is pronounced: Dray-a-deen. K?

Dear Diary,
I'm back. Nobody has been helpful.
I grieve.
You know, I just realized that love sucks, because it's a circle. What goes around comes around, you know? It's like a punishment for hating Brenden's guts. But the q is, will it get to her? WILL THE HATRED REACH HER LAIR?
I am being so emotional. My life is O-V-E-R.
Still, I hope hope hope that Syaoran will still forgive me, because, anyway, it was all Brenden's fault!! Is he doing this to humiliate me? Is he doing this because he despises me? Gawd! Where has it all been lost?
Sakura
P.S. You notice I didn't put 'luve'. Well, that feeling is sort of dead now. Untl it bounces back into my life, I am a statue of hard feelings.

Dear Diary,
Syaoran and the slut were seen today at the movies, Chiharu told me so. She went with Takashi. AM I A LONER OR WHAT?? EVERYBODY HAS A BF BUT ME!!! EXCLUDING MEILIN! I_AM_A_LOSER!
Anyhoo, they were supposedly sucking face in the back row...oh, my goddess. (ha ha. i love that comic.) Could it be true? Did I humiliate myself and crush back my sort-of boyfriend? Gasp! Syaoran left me for nothing! He became humiliated of me, and now he is trying to wear the soul off his back by making out with my enemy? :-/ Coward!
Sakura

Dear Diary,
Well, you're in school again.
Syaoran was walking down the hall with Breeenddeeen....anyway, it looks like Brenden's boobs were made of rock or something.They looked so...uh...well...stuffed. OMG..does Brenden stuff? Told this to Tomoyo, and she thinks it's likely, seeing how this girl could get from a C cup to a D cup so fast. How do we know? Locker room fiasco, that is. The bra can lie!
Maybe my dreams of Syaoran are dashed. After all, I seem to be an alien now. And the sucking face thing is true...those two oversexed adolescent makey-outers were in front of my locker today..do they have the nerve to snog in front of me?
Sakura

Dear Diary,
Tomoyo is still making me go to the Kiss Dance. Has she gone crazy? I have no date, I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND, I am a loner, loser, and what the heck am I supposed to do there? Sit and stuff myself with those hour de voures? Yeah. Right.
After all the disbelief, I have a feeling Syaoran's still got it out there for me. It's just a dash, but I can feel it. I ain't got no aura for nothin.
But I wonder if he's feeling me. It's not like we can turn off each other's auras, but he's been looking at me every time I'm with a guy. Is it jealousy or hate? Or both? Grrr! I'm so frustrated!
Sakura

Dear Diary,
In the midst of darkness, Syaoran pulled me over in the hall today and said "Look. I may be with Brenden, but that doesn't mean I hate you. I just don't..." Then Brenden caught up with him and said, "Oh, Sya-poppy, (I was going to gag!) We've got to get to Science! See you...Sakura." She said my name like it was dirt or something. She spit it out.
But I wish Syaoran had finished his sentence! Just don't what? Just don't feel like it? Just don't love me anymore? WHAT?
Sigh.
Sakura

Dear Diary,
I have come to one conclusion: Brenden is pure evil, and I am going to put a stop to it.
Maybe she took away my boyfriend, maybe she can act like a Victoria's Secret model with her tissue bra stuffing and bra strap peeking, but that HAS GOT to be put to an end! The wrath of Brenden's fire must be put down!
The thing is, how?
Convince her to wear a triangle top, then flick it open with a pencil? No, she'd accuse me the second the cotton falls out, and it's detention I go. Put a sign "I STUFF" on her backpack? Nope, too juvenile. Or should I just confront her and tell her that she's evil, cruel, and cold hearted? Yes. That seems possible.
Gee, I'm feeling better already.
Sakura

Dear Diary,
YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!
SYAORAN DOESN'T HATE ME!
Well, today in lunch, he got a chance to finish his sentence. He sat down next to me with his group of friends. The table seating sort of went like this-Me-Syaoran-Chiharu-Takashi-Naoko-Rika-Eriol-Tomoyo. Coincidence or what?
We had normal small talk for awhile, then the conversation took a sharp turn, thanks to Naoko. Here's mainly how it went:
Naoko: So, Syaoran, how is it when Brenden and you?
Syaoran:Uh. (mumbles something)
Rika: What was that?
Syaoran: Fine.
Sakura: Oh, is it? What does it feel like hanging out with a-
Tomoyo: Snotty model?
She knew what I was going to say, but she had to stop me. It was for the better.
Syaoran: (is very red) Well. Okay.
Takashi: They made out at my house. It was gross! Saliva everywhere! Brenden-
Syaoran: Shut up, man!
He immediately shut up, and Chiharu hit him on the shoulder.
Syaoran: I'm not Brenden's boyfriend.
Naoko: Why not?
Rika: You aren't?
Syaoran: Well. Not really.
Tomoyo: Ooooh.
At this, he leaned over in my ear.
Syaoran: I'm just pretending.
Me: (blush!!!) O-ohhh!
Rika: What?
Syaoran: Nothing. I'm going.
He stood up.
Syaoran: For someone.
Then he left.
Naoko, Rika, and Chiharu: For someone what?
Tomoyo: (looks at me) What was he talking about.
Me: Dunno.
Oh, but I knew what he was talking about. I smiled. I KNEW what he was talking about. He still liked me. He just wasn't ready.
Guess I'll have to wait.
Luve,
Sakura
P.S. The feeling bounced back in!

Dear Diary,
I know I'm going to have to tell Brenden out, but I just don't know when. Tomoyo said, "Just do it when you snap." I was like, huh? Snap? I had no idea what she was talking about, but maybe I'll figure it out. It has to be soon. Pretty soon is the KISS DANCE, and that's why I need to do it.
Tomoyo is making my dress for the dance. She was mumbling, "Pink, or lilac? No, that's my color....tube or spaghetti? It might slip...chiffon? Taffeta? Too much glam.." And stuff like that until I felt like collapsing while sitting down (weird!)
I still haven't told anybody about the lunch thing. I feel it's none of their business to know. (And it ain't!)
This is it. Tomorrow I'll tell Brenden out.
Luve, Sakura

Dear Diary,
I chickened out.
I'm sorry, it was just so terrifying to stand up to BRENDEN CONNOR, Miss Supah-model, in front of all those glam pusses. It just wasn't right. It was me, Tomoyo, and all those glammies (and the slave, Syaoran) in the hall. I felt so tiny!
Oh, and how do I know Syaoran is a slave to poppy-larity? Well, today, in class, Brenden was drinking a Diet Pepsi Twist and she was like "Oops I did it again!" like Britney Spears in the Austin Powers Pepsi Twist commercial. Her drones wer laughing this high cackly laugh, and then she flicked her empty can towards the trash can with her French Manicured nail and screamed, "Syaoran! Get me another Pepsi Twist, and put the empty one in the trash, kay, babe? Aha ha ha ha ha ha!" And he got up and did it!
She's playing him into her hands like silly putty! It's got to be stopped! But what am I supposed to do? If I never tell Brenden, Syaoran will be her slave forever. If I never confess (that I love him) to Syaoran, it'll always be a never-there relationship thing. I mean, what if he likes me back? What if he loves me back? It's all so confusing! So un-real! Sounds like a soap opera, don't it, with all the love and hatred and cruelty and stuff?
Luve,
Sakura

Dear Diary!
You know when you go to church, and you hear all that "eternal joy" stuff? I didn't think I would be able to experience that eternal joy till I was with God in Heaven, but now I'm experiencing it like a pro! Why? Well, to put it simply...I...
SNAPPED!
Yes! Snapped! I knew I snapped because I felt something like a rubber band snap, like scissors cutting through it, and I know the whole time I was telling Brenden out, Tomoyo and the girls were clapping me on. I feel sooo good! Syaoran is free! FREE! And it's all because of me!
I should write this down, but I don't know if I can, I'm so jittery!
I'll try!
Okay, when we were at lunch (we were eating outside) I was sitting on the monkey bars and talking to Tomoyo and Chiharu about this new band, when I could hear Brenden and her Snobs talking (they were on the jungle gym, which is right across from the monkey bars.)

Rosa: Like, do you like, think you'll ever dump Syaoran?
Brenden: (laughs) Like, no way! That dumb Sakura's juss going to like, get him again and then like, I can't let that happen.
Dreadene: Like, why like, not?
Brenden: (smirks) Like, cuz. It just like, wouldn't be right.

I didn't get it. Why wasn't it right? Why couldn't I have a realtionship with the person I loved? I decided to forget about it, since I had no idea what they were talking about. So I just kept yakking with my friends, and then, Rosa comes over. I ignored her until she slapped me with her purse.

Me: What the heck was that for?
Rosa: Like, we need to settle something.
Tomoyo: What?
Rosa: You're not in this, Fashion Dizzazzter, so shut up.
Tomoyo: Whatever!
Rosa: I said shut up! (turns to me) Like, Brenden needs to set something like straight.
Me: What?
Brenden: (she slinks over) Well, sorry to break it to you, Sakura, but Syaoran just told me that he's going to stay by my side forever, and he juss wants to say butt out, Miss Klutz, because he loves me. NOT you. So forget about ever liking him. It'll never work out!
And then, I snapped.
I just went twang or something. The burn of my temper had cut through the sensitivity of the rubber band called calmness.

Me: You lie!
Brenden: Are you accusing me?
Me: You lie! You lie, you lie, you lie!
Dredene: Kay, you can shut up now.
Me: No! I'm not going to shut up! You know why? Because three little stupid air-heads are telling me lies! Look, Brenden, Syaoran did not just tell you that-that stuff. I SAW you. You were all the way over there, and he wasn't even near you. You're doing this stuff because you think I'm not worthy enough to be loved and to love. Well, Brenden, get this through your thick little hollow head-YOU'RE THE ONE to needs to shape up! Have you ever considered that maybe, just MAYBE he doesn't want to be with YOU!
Brenden: Why wouldn't he? Everybody loves me!
Dreadene: Yes.
Rosa: She's a twit. Let's go.
Me: NO! You stay here and listen to the truth! Maybe Syaoran wants to be with someone else! Have you ever considered THAT?
Brenden: Like who? You? Oh ho ho! Every boy in this school wants to be with me!
Rosa: Yeah, like, even the principal.
Dredene: Shut up.
Me: Yes! Maybe he does want to be with me!
Brenden: (starts laughing hysterically) Whatever!
And then, when I was just about to give up, SYAORAN LI walked over!
Syaoran: What's going on?
Brenden: (grabbing his arm) Oh, my sweet! This disgusting little runt is mocking me with her idiotic foolishness! (fakes a sniff) Save me!
Tomoyo: (rolls eyes) What a fake.
Rosa: Shut up!
Tomoyo: Make me, air head!
Syaoran: Hold on a sec! (shakes Brenden off) Brenden, what did you say to Sakura?
Brenden: Well-that you, uh, like, wanted to be with me.
Tomoyo: Forever.
Syaoran: Brenden, you are so lying! I never said that to you! I would NEVER say that to you!
Dreadene: Then, like, why were you faking to be her boyfriend?
Brenden: WHAT? (looks at Syaoran, obviously shocked) You were faking as my boyfriend?
Syaoran: (now this is what I call a comeback!) Yes, you idiot slut. I would never want to even make out with someone like you. I just did all of that I-love-you stuff because...I'm hiding the feeling of love. For someone else.
Brenden: How could you?
Me: (speechless)
Syaoran: How could I? You're such a fake, Brenden. You lie, you cheat, and you're nasty. Of course I could hide it from you. You're so easy.
Brenden: Is that true?
Everybody else: Yes.
Brenden: Well-well!! Well! Mr. Low-life, if you really do love somebody, why can't it be me? All you can do is love somebody. I have the looks. Love me, Syaoran! Love me!
Me: I'm ever so sorry, Brenden, but that just can't be real.
Dreadene+Rose: Why not?
Me: Because I LOVE SYAORAN! Okay? Syaoran! I love him! I have loved him ever since I met him! And it's not because of how he looks. I love him for who he is. You can't have love just because you're popular and pretty, but because the person you love is special, inside and out. That's what love really is.
Brenden: (keeps opening her mouth, but nothing comes out)
Syaoran: You love me?
Me: (embarassed) Uh, yes.
Syaoran: You? Sakura Kinomoto? Loves me?
Me: Look, Syaoran, if you don't care, that's fine wit-
I didn't have a chance to finish, because when that happened, the feeling of eternal joy just swept into me. Just like the wind or something.
He kissed me!
Just like that. Just grabbed my chin and brought his lips on mine, like an interlock, and I'm telling you, it was heaven. Heaven. Eternal joy.
When we finished, he was grinning.
Syaoran: I do care. Because I love you too.
OH. MY. GAWD. I swear, I was swooning.
Me: Oh! (blush) Oh, Syaoran-
He kissed me again.
Brenden: WHAT? This is so not right. That's supposed to be me!
Tomoyo: Supposed to be you? Ha, right! Look, Brenden, there's a piece of paper stuck to your bra. Let me take it out for you, shall I?
Brenden: Hey-no! Don't-
And you know what that thing was?
COTTON!
Brenden had been caught by the Stuff Police!
Dreadene: Ew! Bren, you, like, stuff!
Rosa: How, like, sick!
Brenden: No no! It's not what you think! It's-
Everybody on the playground: BRENDEN STUFFS! BRENDEN STUFFS!
Brenden: Stoppit! Shut up right now!
Dreadene: I always like, knew you were sick.
Rosa: yeah. I'm gettin' outta here!
They walked away.
And the whole time of chaos, I was sharing a moment of joy with the person I loved. And he loved me back!
You know, I discovered something. Love may be available for everyone, but pure love only goes to some people. The right people. Not the popular, not the glam, but the beautiful-the beautiful, inside and out.
I know who those people are.
Luve,
Sakura
P.S. The Kiss Dance is next week! And I'm going with guess who....Syaoran!

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YES! IT'S DONE! DONE! DONE! I finished it! WAHOOOO!!!!!
I know I should write about the Kiss Dance, but it just doesn't feel right to end this like that. WASN'T THE ENDING GREAT? I loved it!
Flames or praise!!!!!!! I DON"t CARE! JUST IF YOU READ IT AND LIKED IT!
Thanx everyone!
-pinkink23