Chapter 11 - Sinking Realization
angel-hart
AN: Guys, I'm really really really really really SORRY for the loooooooooooooooooooooooong delay. I really had a lot of trouble this past 2 months........ Well, let me tell you about it, first, there is a malfunction on my monitor and it needs to be repaired. The process took a month and a week... Imagine that????!!!!!!!!! I wasn't able to use the computer for that long!!!!!!! Not only that, my schedule is so busy that I dont have spare time.. You know, school stuff.. Classes just started last June, and damn!! Im so busy!! That maybe the reason why I got sick. I got sick just before the exams that's why I wasn't able to catch up with the lessons. And so I have to make for the lost time. I even failed 2 tests!! Sheesh!!! What a luck!! Luckily now, I was able to find the time.. I really really sorry if it took me almost 3 months to update my fic. Well, I hope you still keep on supporting and reading my fic. I adjusted my schedule now so as not to dissappoint you, my dear readers... I promise to update it asap.. Expect it to be in atleast 3 weeks or less, ok??! See yah!!!!
And please, keep those reviews, comin!!!!!!!!!!
-^,^- This story is dedicated to Stacy and rukawa's honey! -^,^-
*Disclaimer - I DO NOT own FINAL FANTASY VIII. I'm just borrowing it!
RINOA My first reaction was shock and then tremendous pain. I watched them making out on Quistis Trepe's desk. I watched them for as long as I could...I lasted a minute just for the record. I couldn't take it anymore, somewhere within me it's saying, "Seifer can't replace Squall and you ought to know that." I fled to my room and kept the tears in my eyes still. I won't let them fall till I get to my room. I got to my room and flopped back on my bed, I sought comfort from my stuff toys. The incident kept replaying in my mind.
"He's probably doing it because he's lonely.he needs someone like me. or maybe he just wanted to make out."
In the end I just kept crying, as if everything back from the day they broke up till today happened just a second ago. Everything seemed so fresh in my memory. I hugged my knees; I said to myself "It's all over now."
SQUALL I thought I could forget her. But no.pictures of her kept fleeting in my mind. I kissed Quistis harder. I heard her moaning beneath me. Apparently, she was enjoying and I was NOT. It's like I'm physically present yet mentally absent. I abruptly pulled from Quistis.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"For this."
"Oh."
"It's just a big slip-up.I hope you understand me."
"I understand you. I know you love her so much. listen although it's hard for me to accept, but you're out of my league, no one will be the same as Rinoa.I'm going to help you get her back. Is it okay?"
"Thanks.Quistis."
"It's no big deal. Just remember your friends are always there for you. I'll always be there for you."
RINOA I barely slept a wink last night. I feel even worse than last night. I glanced at my alarm clock. It read 11:30 a.m. I crawled out of bed and took a shower. I decided to go to the library. As I was going to the Library I saw Squall coming out.
"I guess the library is not an option." I muttered.
I went to the cafeteria. I sat on our usual table with Zell, Quistis. Selphie, and Irvine. Seifer was nowhere to be found.
"Where's Seifer?"
"Cid wanted to talk to him." Quistis filled me in.
She's actually smiling at me.for a change. Then her gaze averted from me to the entrance of the cafeteria.
"Squall! Over here!" Quistis waved.
Squall approached the table. Everyone greeted him except me.
I stood up. "I'm going to the library ok?"
"Rinoa, please stay. Give me at least five minutes to talk."
I didn't say a word.
"Please." He said while looking straight into my eyes.
"Alright. Just FIVE MINUTES."
SQUALL "Rinoa, first of all I want to apologize for everything. I've been a jerk.I know that.can you forgive me?"
"Are you sincere?"
"Yes. It's you I've been thinking about every single night. I can't sleep knowing that I let you go and it's my loss."
"Or maybe you had a HOT NIGHT with some slut." Rinoa said icily.
"That's not true."
"And now you have the nerve to lie in front of my face?! I'm not stupid! I saw with my own two eyes. You and Quistis last night in her office."
"I was with her, yes, because I thought she could replace you. But I was wrong no one could. I realize you're the one."
Tears started forming in her eyes.
RINOA He never told me things this personal before. It was like a whole new Squall. Tears started forming in my eyes. They threatened to spill. I let them. He brushed them away. There was a moment of silence. His hand was on my face "Rinoa I love you so much I can't bear losing you." "What are you meaning to say?" "I want you to give me another chance."
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------ What will happen now?? Will Rinoa allow Squall back into her life? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------
AN: Please keep on reviewing! I will continue the story as soon as possible and I PROMISE it won't be as long as this one was!!!! Again, Please keep sending your reviews!!!
angel-hart
AN: Guys, I'm really really really really really SORRY for the loooooooooooooooooooooooong delay. I really had a lot of trouble this past 2 months........ Well, let me tell you about it, first, there is a malfunction on my monitor and it needs to be repaired. The process took a month and a week... Imagine that????!!!!!!!!! I wasn't able to use the computer for that long!!!!!!! Not only that, my schedule is so busy that I dont have spare time.. You know, school stuff.. Classes just started last June, and damn!! Im so busy!! That maybe the reason why I got sick. I got sick just before the exams that's why I wasn't able to catch up with the lessons. And so I have to make for the lost time. I even failed 2 tests!! Sheesh!!! What a luck!! Luckily now, I was able to find the time.. I really really sorry if it took me almost 3 months to update my fic. Well, I hope you still keep on supporting and reading my fic. I adjusted my schedule now so as not to dissappoint you, my dear readers... I promise to update it asap.. Expect it to be in atleast 3 weeks or less, ok??! See yah!!!!
And please, keep those reviews, comin!!!!!!!!!!
-^,^- This story is dedicated to Stacy and rukawa's honey! -^,^-
*Disclaimer - I DO NOT own FINAL FANTASY VIII. I'm just borrowing it!
RINOA My first reaction was shock and then tremendous pain. I watched them making out on Quistis Trepe's desk. I watched them for as long as I could...I lasted a minute just for the record. I couldn't take it anymore, somewhere within me it's saying, "Seifer can't replace Squall and you ought to know that." I fled to my room and kept the tears in my eyes still. I won't let them fall till I get to my room. I got to my room and flopped back on my bed, I sought comfort from my stuff toys. The incident kept replaying in my mind.
"He's probably doing it because he's lonely.he needs someone like me. or maybe he just wanted to make out."
In the end I just kept crying, as if everything back from the day they broke up till today happened just a second ago. Everything seemed so fresh in my memory. I hugged my knees; I said to myself "It's all over now."
SQUALL I thought I could forget her. But no.pictures of her kept fleeting in my mind. I kissed Quistis harder. I heard her moaning beneath me. Apparently, she was enjoying and I was NOT. It's like I'm physically present yet mentally absent. I abruptly pulled from Quistis.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"For this."
"Oh."
"It's just a big slip-up.I hope you understand me."
"I understand you. I know you love her so much. listen although it's hard for me to accept, but you're out of my league, no one will be the same as Rinoa.I'm going to help you get her back. Is it okay?"
"Thanks.Quistis."
"It's no big deal. Just remember your friends are always there for you. I'll always be there for you."
RINOA I barely slept a wink last night. I feel even worse than last night. I glanced at my alarm clock. It read 11:30 a.m. I crawled out of bed and took a shower. I decided to go to the library. As I was going to the Library I saw Squall coming out.
"I guess the library is not an option." I muttered.
I went to the cafeteria. I sat on our usual table with Zell, Quistis. Selphie, and Irvine. Seifer was nowhere to be found.
"Where's Seifer?"
"Cid wanted to talk to him." Quistis filled me in.
She's actually smiling at me.for a change. Then her gaze averted from me to the entrance of the cafeteria.
"Squall! Over here!" Quistis waved.
Squall approached the table. Everyone greeted him except me.
I stood up. "I'm going to the library ok?"
"Rinoa, please stay. Give me at least five minutes to talk."
I didn't say a word.
"Please." He said while looking straight into my eyes.
"Alright. Just FIVE MINUTES."
SQUALL "Rinoa, first of all I want to apologize for everything. I've been a jerk.I know that.can you forgive me?"
"Are you sincere?"
"Yes. It's you I've been thinking about every single night. I can't sleep knowing that I let you go and it's my loss."
"Or maybe you had a HOT NIGHT with some slut." Rinoa said icily.
"That's not true."
"And now you have the nerve to lie in front of my face?! I'm not stupid! I saw with my own two eyes. You and Quistis last night in her office."
"I was with her, yes, because I thought she could replace you. But I was wrong no one could. I realize you're the one."
Tears started forming in her eyes.
RINOA He never told me things this personal before. It was like a whole new Squall. Tears started forming in my eyes. They threatened to spill. I let them. He brushed them away. There was a moment of silence. His hand was on my face "Rinoa I love you so much I can't bear losing you." "What are you meaning to say?" "I want you to give me another chance."
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------ What will happen now?? Will Rinoa allow Squall back into her life? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------
AN: Please keep on reviewing! I will continue the story as soon as possible and I PROMISE it won't be as long as this one was!!!! Again, Please keep sending your reviews!!!