Chapter 3: The First Time
Flashback- 1993
The next morning, Meredith crawled out of bed, not sleeping the night before. All she could think about was the kiss. She dragged herself out of bed, into the shower, feeling like the rug had been pulled out underneath her. Meredith knew last night that she had fallen for Derek Shepherd, and that frighten her. Once she got out of the shower, she knew Izzie was downstairs cooking. She found an old pair of shorts and a top. She flew in the kitchen, not noticing Derek sitting at the breakfast bar, Meredith stopped dead in her tracks, when she saw him.
"Derek, what are you doing here?" Meredith looked at him in surprise; he was the last person she expected to see this morning.
"Well, you left the party suddenly last night. I wanted to check and see if you were okay?"
"I am fine" Meredith said, filling her cup with coffee before heading back to her room. She closed the door and collapsed on her bed. A few moments later, she could hear her bedroom door open.
"Iz, go away," the person doesn't say anything, and walks over to her side of the bed. Meredith can feel Derek's eyes on hers. He pushes her hair out of the way and whispers in her ear.
"So, you're avoiding me," his hot breath said against her neck, sending shivers down her spine. Meredith kept her head buried in the pillow. "I'll take that as a yes, shall I? Meredith, please don't ignore me? I'm sorry if I am coming on too strong. I just want to be friends, that's all."
"That's all?" she murmurs, not able to hide the disappointment in her voice.
"If that's what you want Mer?"
"What if I don't?" Mer murmurs. Derek hears her and flashes her a smile. The smile that makes her head fill with naughty and dirty thoughts.
"What if you don't what, Mer?" Derek asks, sounding sure of himself.
"Derek…" Mer says licking her lips.
"What?" Derek says, noticing their faces getting closer to each other, their lips just inches apart. Meredith hesitated for a second. She wanted him so much. That kiss is seared into her brain. She could remember every detail, how it made her feel, how being in his arms made her feel so safe, and she wanted to feel that again. Meredith pulled Derek closer to her, letting their lips touch for the second time. It became passionate. Derek rolled her back on the bed. The kiss is so heated that Meredith could feel Derek's erection poking in her abdomen. Derek ran his hands through her hair, as his tongue worked wonders in her mouth. She could feel herself getting wet, his hands underneath her vest, cupping her breast, Meredith felt her nipples harden underneath his fingers. The two finally pull away when they needed to come up for air. Meredith smiled at Derek, telling him exactly what she wanted.
"Are you sure about this, Mer?"
"Yes Derek, please fuck me?" Derek smiled, capturing her lips with his own, unclasping her bra and shorts. Derek sat up, bringing Mer with him. He lifted up her vest top and bra, his blue eyes darken with lust. Derek takes a nipple into his mouth, sucking and nipping on it. Meredith pulls off Derek's shirt, seeing his well-defined shoulders, her hands running up and down his back as he sucks on her nipple, Meredith is feeling an orgasm starting to wash over her. Derek pulls away, smiling devilishly at her, before lying her back on the bed.
"You are so beautiful Mer!" Derek removes her panties, before burying his head in her pussy, licking, and sucking on her clit, causing the orgasm that started to wash over her. As her body trembled in ecstasy, Mer grabbed her bed sheets, and screamed out his name.
"Derek!" Derek smiled; hearing Meredith scream out his name. Derek continued to work her clit into a frenzy with his tongue.
"Derek...oh god!" she screamed. Derek kissed her, hard, so she could taste herself on his lips. Meredith rolled Derek onto his back.
"You have many clothes on, Mr. Shepherd. I shall do something about that!" Meredith kissed him on the lips, undoing his shorts. She pulled them down, freeing his large cock. Meredith looked at him, surprised.
"Are you okay, Mer?"
"Yes, I'm fine." she smiled, placing her hand around the base of his shaft, she pumped his cock. Then, she lowers her head down to his shaft, sucking him. Her tongue swirled around his thick shaft and head.
"Mer.." Meredith keeps sucking his cock. Derek's orgasm hit him.
"Fuck Mer...I'm cumming!" Derek shouted, shooting hot cum in her mouth. She swallowed and licked him clean.
Derek pulled her up to him, kissing her, wrapping his legs around her, and rolling her onto her back. Derek moved his kisses down her neck, placing two fingers inside of her. As he continued to kiss her neck, he found the spot that made her moan.
Derek reached over to wear she threw his jeans, pulling out his wallet, getting a condom. Meredith admired his ass as he bent down. Derek knew that she was watching him, and he couldn't help but smirk. Derek gave Meredith the condom, letting her put it on. He grabbed her hair, pulling on it slightly, leaving her neck exposed. Kissing her gently, he slipped his thick cock into her core. He didn't want to hurt her. This felt so right, any worries they had in that moment, disappeared. They felt connected to each other, as if they were one person. Derek started moving inside of her, gently at first. As they stared into each other's eyes, Mer begged him to go faster. Derek sped up, pumping his cock hard and fast. Mer threw her head back as she felt herself starting to climax.
"Fuck Der!"
"Meredith…"
"Please Derek!"
"Mer!"
"Harder...please!" Derek slammed into her; Meredith screamed.
"Mer...That's it!"
"Der...I'm cumming!"
"Meredith!" Derek screamed as he spilled into her, her wall collapsed around his cock. He collapsed on top of her, still inside of her. He didn't want to move, he wanted to stay like this. Derek kissed her hard on the lips, beginning to shrink inside of her. He pulled out, rolled the condom off, and chucked it in the bin. He pulled Meredith close to him, their legs intertwined. Meredith's head tucked into his shoulder.
"That was..." Derek started.
"Amazing!" Meredith finished, smiling into his neck.
"Definitely." Derek ran circles on her side. They both drifted off in a deep slumber.
Several hours later, Meredith awoke to those brilliant blue eyes staring at her. Derek leaned down and kissed her. She was still tangled in his arms, feeling so warm and safe. Derek could see in her eyes that she wanted to run. He pulled her closer to him, trying to reassure her.
"It's okay Mer, I'm not going anywhere. I'm not going to leave you"
"You can't promise that, Derek!"
"Maybe not, but right now, in this moment, I am not going anywhere. Please don't push me away.
"I know it's your first instinct, but please don't Mer…"
"Okay…" she whispered; Derek kissed her. Meredith relaxed into his embrace. They laid like that for a while."
"Derek, we have to get up. I am supposed to be going into town with the girls. You have to go."
Derek got up and walked over to her, capturing her lips with his quickly before pulling away.
"Do you want to go out tonight?" Derek asked as he got dressed.
"You mean a date?"
"If that's what you want to call it or, we could just say two old friends catching up"
"I thought we did that yesterday?" Meredith said. Derek flashed her a smile, as he put his t-shirt on.
"Meredith, would you go out with me tonight, please?"
"I would love too Derek!"
"I'll pick you up at 7, wear something warm and comfortable. I will see you later." Derek said, giving her a deep kiss. Meredith stood there, not believing the morning activities, before going in her bathroom for a shower.
Derek entered the kitchen, deciding to go out the back way. He walked right into someone.
"Sorry…" Derek muttered to the person.
"So, you're Derek?"
"I am, you must be Cristina?"
"Yes, I am Meredith's person. She told me what you did with Matt yesterday. Thank you for that, he is an asshole!" Cristina said, a little surprised from what Meredith had told him yesterday. "She likes you, and if you hurt her, I will kill you and make it look like an accident. Am I clear?"
"Perfectly clear Cristina. I'm glad that Mer has friends that look out for her. She needs it."
"Yes, she does" Cristina said walking out of the kitchen.