1 Dawnmeister Chronicles

A/N: More. I want to know how much more you guys want. Tell me. I need to know.

Dear Diary,

I was upset before but now I think I can finally write down what happened that day. I went to school like any other day. Janice was flirting with this guy. It was sad because his girlfriend was standing right next to him. So Janice kicked her ass and walked away. Her mom got mad at her and kicked her out of the house. So she stayed over my place till her mom cooled down.

We woke up in the morning and I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I found this yellow piece of paper near my toothpaste. I opened it up and it was a picture of Janice and I. I went to go show it to Mom but Buffy took it from me. Then she went to her room and called Giles. I listened and she yelled at him and said "Giles! He came in again. First me then Willow and now my little sister. If he even touches a hair on her head I'll kill him."

I was happy that she cared. Sometimes she acts like she's there and then she's not. So I went to school happy. Who wouldn't be? Mom picked me up from school for a change and told me we were going food shopping. For a millisecond I wanted to tell her about Buffy being the slayer. But I wouldn't.

We came back and Angel was there. I told Mom we should run into the house but she insisted on talking to him. He said, "I need Buffy. I'll die without her and she'll die without me." Mom asked, "Is that a threat?" I had to say something so I yelled, "Yeah, you'll die without Buffy because she'll kick your evil ass on the floor. Leave Buffy alone and leave me alone. Leave us alone! She doesn't like you anymore. She dumped your sorry ass!"

Mom yelled at me for using "bad language" then Angel told her. He told her about when they slept together. Mom's face turned a color I didn't even know existed. She ran in the house and when he tried to come in, Willow said some Latin and he couldn't enter. It was so cool.

Then Mom took us upstairs and gave us the talk. Sex is bad. I get it. I got it when Angel turned evil. We went down stairs and the phone rang. Buffy picked it up and fell to the floor. She handed it to Willow and she started to cry. I didn't know what happened. Mom came running in and hugged her. I asked what happened. Buffy said, "Ms. Calendar. He killed her. He…" Angel killed her. I broke down and cried. Mom hugged me and I just couldn't stop. I ran upstairs and wrote the other entry. I stayed home for two days. Then I finally decided to come back to school. Ms. Calendar was the nicest person, besides Xander, who I've ever met. Now she's dead. It's not fair and I hate Angel even more then I ever thought I could.

Dawn

Dear Diary,

Remember Sarah? Well she hasn't been coming to school lately. It's been almost a month. At first I thought she had got the flu that has been going around lately (Buffy has it) but I heard that nobody in the school got it. So I really wonder what happened.

Dawn

Dear Diary,

Minnie invited me to her small birthday "gathering". Mom said I should go and that I needed this with everything that has happened. So I went. At about 7 Minnie's mom took us to an ice cream parlor. I ordered vanilla, it was good.

But to my point, Sarah showed up. She was really pale and didn't order anything. She kept drinking something out of a canteen. She told us she wouldn't be coming to school for a while. I'll really miss her, but even more I'm worried.

Dawn

P.S. Buffy is in the hospital. She had the flu and went patrolling. Angel came and attacked her. I hope she'll be okay.

Dear Diary,

I visited Buffy in the hospital. I brought her a card. She said it was sweet. Yeah right. I made it. I wasn't really going for sweet but I'll take it. Willow brought her some finished homework. Now I want to get sick. That would be so cool. Xander got her balloons and called them flowers. It was so funny. He's so funny. I hate Cordelia. She didn't even bring anything for the person who saved her life millions of times. Giles brought grapes. What kind of gift are grapes? Maybe it's British.

I told Buffy about Sarah. She told me not to talk to her again until Buffy investigates. She thinks Sarah may be a vampire. But that can't be.

Can it?

Dawn

Dear Diary,

Buffy got better and killed death. I really didn't understand the whole death thing but I'm glad she's better and Angel didn't get the chance to hurt her again. For now.

Now she's looking for Sarah. I pray that Sarah isn't a vampire. She's so nice to everybody and doesn't a stake to the heart.

Dawn

Dear Diary,

Turns out, Sarah isn't a vampire. She has Cancer and doesn't want to go to school in her last days. Poor Sarah. I hope she gets better she really, really doesn't deserve to die. I came over and brought her soup. She originally didn't want anybody to know but everybody has been really cool.

But she's really sick. When I was over yesterday she started to yell at me, " You're not real! Get off of me! It's green, such a pretty shade of green. No! It'll destroy the world. You're not real! Stop!" I was so frightened and I left.

This is the second person the tell me I'm not real. I don't understand.

Dawn

Dear Diary,

Sarah died. Two people one month.

Dawn