For anyone who actually gives a damn about this story, I'm sorry but for the next little while it's being put on hold. I've completely lost myself with it, and I don't know what to do. The inspiration I had when I began it has deserted me, and I'm completely stuck. I also need to complete another story I've been working on for the past year. When that one is done I may come back to finish this one; right now, though, I don't know. I just don't know what to do with it.
I'm going to read through it again and try to find the idea that made me write it in the first place. I lost it a while back, and now…I just don't know what to do.
I also need to settle a few issues with myself. My mental health has been deteriorating rapidly the past little while, and my physical health is starting to follow it. No, I am not dying. But I'm sick at the moment, and have been getting sick a lot more than I used to.
But anyway that's not the point.
The point is, I'm quitting this story for a bit. I need to rethink some things, get some new ideas, get better (mentally and physically), and finish that one damn fic I haven't finished yet.
So…my apologies to anyone who actually cares about this story. Maybe (by some odd stroke of luck) I'll get some inspiration or some new ideas (or maybe even remember the idea that spawned this will return…I wish!), and perhaps then I'll start writing this again.
Until then, take care of yourselves and keep reading!
If you have any questions, comments, or ideas, feel free to email me or review. Every little bit counts.
Thanks a lot.
Azreal/The Sadistic Cow