A/n look at me two updates in one day, yeay for me! Anywayz just wanna say
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When he let me go I saw a shape flash over his shoulder "Holy shhhh." I whispered staring at where the flash of colour had been. Mark let me go and spun round to see where I was staring. Seeing the open door he realised what I must have seen, and snapped he punched the wall, so hard it cracked and a little shower plaster rained down. I turned and ran out the door. I had a good idea who I'd seen and I knew how quickly I had to find him. I ran down the corridors asking every other person if they'd seen them and everyone pointed the same way. Finally I found his locker room, I barged in without knocking.
He was talking to his brother and I knew that I had to shut him up fast. I shouted at him and he just smiled "Trish I was just gonna tell Matt about you" "Really Jeff? Look I need to talk to you!" "I'm sure it can wait" "It can't" I said firmly but he ignored me and turned back to Matt. "Anyway as I was saying." This is serious I thought as Jeff started talking again. Suddenly I grabbed Jeff, spinning him around to face me. I pulled him close and before h e could say anything else I placed my lips on his and ferociously kissed him. I heard Matt wolf whistle as kept Jeff close. When I pulled back he looked confused, and that gave me the opportunity to pull him into the corridor.
"Dammit Trish what are you doing?" I pulled Jeff into an empty room before giving him an answer (of sorts) "Now or then?" "Well, lets think about it shall we?" "The kiss with you? I had to shut you up! You can't just go and tell everyone."
"I need to tell someone! Dammit I just saw the woman I have a huge crush frenching a married man almost twice her age!" "Well, alienating that women sure aint gonna help!" at this point Jeff slumped against the wall. The look of despondent rejection and pain was killed me but I knew there was nothing I could say to remove it. "Jeff..Honey...I don't mean to sound dumb but you don't understand!" "He's married Trish, you know, joined in holy matrimony! I think its you that doesn't understand." "I know he's married Jeff I'm not idiot I know what marriage is as well! But I also know that for over a decade I've wanted nothing more than to have this man whatever way possible! As long as I have him I'm happy, whatever way either holy or unholy I don't care!" "But he loves Sara, its so obvious" "He loves me too Jeff, it is possible you know!" "No it isn't! You can't love two people at once!" I look at him disbelievingly "Me and Callie!" I say simply judging the look of shock, surprise and shame on his face. "Didn't you love us both?" "How did you know about that?" "Your not the only person that needs to confide in people. Matt told Amy who told me so I'd leave you and Callie alone" "but..Never mind, that is totally different!" "Bollocks! Its exactly the same Jeff except this time both women want him! In fact I probably want him then his wife" "You just tell yourself to justify what your doing" "Don't you psychoanalyse me Jeff, I love that man and he loves me! I am perfectly happy with this arrangement so leave alone yeah" "What about Sara?" Jeff almost screamed. "Sara is perfectly innocent in this" We both turned to the door where we saw Mark stood. He came over and placed a reassuring arm round me and I shrunk back into him while he continued. "Jeff, you have to understand I never wanted to hurt anyone. I was willing to give up on my love for Trish, so she could be happy, but she didn't want to let me go! She wanted this so we tried! For ages now its worked and we want to allow it to keep on working! Can't you understand" "No I can't" Jeff almost cried. "Mark, all the time I've known you you've been this guy who looks after the ones he loves first, someone who never risking hurt them! What changed" "Jeff, aren't you listening nothings changed! I'm still looking after the people I love! I love Trish AND I love Sara, how can you not grasp a concept of something you've experienced? If Sara finds out she'll be hurt but the longer this goes on I think that Trish would be hurt if I ended it. I love Sara still, but she's changed" "Don't you dare blame this on Sara" Jeff shouted. At this point Mark snapped let go of me and grabbed Jeff's neck holding him against the wall.
"Dammit boy listen to me! Put your jealousy down, accept that I've got Trish and stop thinking with your prick! We aren't talking teenage crush's, or a quick shag behind our girlfriends back, we're talking full blown adult emotions, Love in its purest, rawest form! I LOVE Trish and I LOVE Sara, powerful, true all consuming LOVE, not just lust! Do you think I'd really risk everything I have with Sara, my friendship with Trish not to mention the respect of my piers and my reputation over sex? This is deep than that Jeff, if you can't grasp anything else grasp this. I want what's best for the people I love most in the world. I would never EVER leave Trish and I could never EVER leave Sara, understand that! Then realise that even if you tell everyone, the only people you'll hurt are the innocents in this, Sara and Trish. The pain of losing them will be with me forever and if you can live destroying three people's lives over jealousy then do it. Just remember that you will hated by every fibre of her (he motioned at me) body."
By now I was sobbing, and Jeff had tears in his eyes. Mark looked at me then he dropped Jeff and stalked out the room, I walked over to Jeff and hugged as he cried into my shoulder, "I'm sorry" he muttered, and I gave him a flash of a smile before turning to run after Mark.
A/N Woah, emotionally draining Chapter! Phew, Hope you liked it, if you did let me know and Review... Please?
When he let me go I saw a shape flash over his shoulder "Holy shhhh." I whispered staring at where the flash of colour had been. Mark let me go and spun round to see where I was staring. Seeing the open door he realised what I must have seen, and snapped he punched the wall, so hard it cracked and a little shower plaster rained down. I turned and ran out the door. I had a good idea who I'd seen and I knew how quickly I had to find him. I ran down the corridors asking every other person if they'd seen them and everyone pointed the same way. Finally I found his locker room, I barged in without knocking.
He was talking to his brother and I knew that I had to shut him up fast. I shouted at him and he just smiled "Trish I was just gonna tell Matt about you" "Really Jeff? Look I need to talk to you!" "I'm sure it can wait" "It can't" I said firmly but he ignored me and turned back to Matt. "Anyway as I was saying." This is serious I thought as Jeff started talking again. Suddenly I grabbed Jeff, spinning him around to face me. I pulled him close and before h e could say anything else I placed my lips on his and ferociously kissed him. I heard Matt wolf whistle as kept Jeff close. When I pulled back he looked confused, and that gave me the opportunity to pull him into the corridor.
"Dammit Trish what are you doing?" I pulled Jeff into an empty room before giving him an answer (of sorts) "Now or then?" "Well, lets think about it shall we?" "The kiss with you? I had to shut you up! You can't just go and tell everyone."
"I need to tell someone! Dammit I just saw the woman I have a huge crush frenching a married man almost twice her age!" "Well, alienating that women sure aint gonna help!" at this point Jeff slumped against the wall. The look of despondent rejection and pain was killed me but I knew there was nothing I could say to remove it. "Jeff..Honey...I don't mean to sound dumb but you don't understand!" "He's married Trish, you know, joined in holy matrimony! I think its you that doesn't understand." "I know he's married Jeff I'm not idiot I know what marriage is as well! But I also know that for over a decade I've wanted nothing more than to have this man whatever way possible! As long as I have him I'm happy, whatever way either holy or unholy I don't care!" "But he loves Sara, its so obvious" "He loves me too Jeff, it is possible you know!" "No it isn't! You can't love two people at once!" I look at him disbelievingly "Me and Callie!" I say simply judging the look of shock, surprise and shame on his face. "Didn't you love us both?" "How did you know about that?" "Your not the only person that needs to confide in people. Matt told Amy who told me so I'd leave you and Callie alone" "but..Never mind, that is totally different!" "Bollocks! Its exactly the same Jeff except this time both women want him! In fact I probably want him then his wife" "You just tell yourself to justify what your doing" "Don't you psychoanalyse me Jeff, I love that man and he loves me! I am perfectly happy with this arrangement so leave alone yeah" "What about Sara?" Jeff almost screamed. "Sara is perfectly innocent in this" We both turned to the door where we saw Mark stood. He came over and placed a reassuring arm round me and I shrunk back into him while he continued. "Jeff, you have to understand I never wanted to hurt anyone. I was willing to give up on my love for Trish, so she could be happy, but she didn't want to let me go! She wanted this so we tried! For ages now its worked and we want to allow it to keep on working! Can't you understand" "No I can't" Jeff almost cried. "Mark, all the time I've known you you've been this guy who looks after the ones he loves first, someone who never risking hurt them! What changed" "Jeff, aren't you listening nothings changed! I'm still looking after the people I love! I love Trish AND I love Sara, how can you not grasp a concept of something you've experienced? If Sara finds out she'll be hurt but the longer this goes on I think that Trish would be hurt if I ended it. I love Sara still, but she's changed" "Don't you dare blame this on Sara" Jeff shouted. At this point Mark snapped let go of me and grabbed Jeff's neck holding him against the wall.
"Dammit boy listen to me! Put your jealousy down, accept that I've got Trish and stop thinking with your prick! We aren't talking teenage crush's, or a quick shag behind our girlfriends back, we're talking full blown adult emotions, Love in its purest, rawest form! I LOVE Trish and I LOVE Sara, powerful, true all consuming LOVE, not just lust! Do you think I'd really risk everything I have with Sara, my friendship with Trish not to mention the respect of my piers and my reputation over sex? This is deep than that Jeff, if you can't grasp anything else grasp this. I want what's best for the people I love most in the world. I would never EVER leave Trish and I could never EVER leave Sara, understand that! Then realise that even if you tell everyone, the only people you'll hurt are the innocents in this, Sara and Trish. The pain of losing them will be with me forever and if you can live destroying three people's lives over jealousy then do it. Just remember that you will hated by every fibre of her (he motioned at me) body."
By now I was sobbing, and Jeff had tears in his eyes. Mark looked at me then he dropped Jeff and stalked out the room, I walked over to Jeff and hugged as he cried into my shoulder, "I'm sorry" he muttered, and I gave him a flash of a smile before turning to run after Mark.
A/N Woah, emotionally draining Chapter! Phew, Hope you liked it, if you did let me know and Review... Please?