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Wow, you people are very confusing. Some want Yamasuke and some want Kaisuke, and the great thing is, I have the power to decide what it will be .

Green deserves the greatest acknowledgement ever! She helped me very, very much with this chapter, which I found very difficult to write. I feel so lucky to have her helping me with this fic. Also, Happy Birthday to her! ^-^

Temptation Wings
Comfort
By: Sapphire Goddess


The steady rain that poured outside caused Davis to shiver and snuggle closer into Matt's embrace. For a moment, he thought Matt might be asleep, but soon realized that he was just very relaxed. Davis was almost envious that Matt seemed so relaxed whilst he had to be stuck being guilty. There was no excuse for him to be cheating on Matt, and while he was laying in his arms, he wondered why he would go down such a path that cursed him into feeling guilty. It wasn't even a one-time mistake, but a reoccurring incident with more than one person. First, there was the Kaizer. Then there was Ken Ichjouji. Both were so very, very attractive and irresistable to go to.

Davis shifted and found himself sinking deeper into thoughts of betrayal, but when Matt's hand crept up his thigh and rested on the curve of his hip, he awoke from his daze.

What are you doing? Davis asked. His eyes wondered back and forth between the hand that was on his hip to the owner of the hand's eyes.

I thought we could try something new tonight, Matt said as he resumed to caressing Davis' hip.

Define Davis said as he reached for Matt's hand, trying to stop it from touching him anymore.

Just relax and let me take care of you.

There wasn't much time to think about it before Matt's lips came crashing upon his. He let Matt push him back on the couch, stroke him gently and take off his shirt, and leave butterfly kisses up his chest and down to his abdomen. It was when Matt began to unfasten Davis' trousers did he push the hand away. However, Matt didn't seem to be taking the hint because he resumed to unfastening Davis' pants.

Matt, stop it, Davis said. Prying Matt's hands off his body, he pushed Matt off and sat up.

What's wrong with you tonight? Matt asked, not hiding his disappointment in his voice.

Davis said, drawing his knees to his chest. I'm just tired.

You certainly don't look like it, Matt said, waving a hand at Davis in an attempt to prove his point.

Well, I am, he snapped. Why was Matt being such an insensitive jerk? Maybe this was why he felt the need to kiss someone else... Shaking his head, he looked at Matt.

Matt shrugged and reached for the remote, turning on the television. If you don't want to have fun, we'll sit here and be bored.

Fine with me.





Davis could feel Matt's eyes burning on him, so he turned and said, Look, I'm just not in the mood tonight for one of your games. We always seem to make up for something by kissing and stuff. And then you want to go further tonight, and I just don't want to.

He looked confused as he asked this.

You're I'm bored so let's fuck'

We haven't even slept together, Davis. Is this about not feeling comfortable being so intimate yet? You know I don't mind waiting until you're ready... He looked hurt and upset. There was concern in his eyes as he spoke this.

I know, Davis replied. Did Matt think that he didn't know their own limits in the relationship yet? Why was Matt being so selfish tonight? Didn't Matt see that he was hurting him?

Then what's your problem?

Davis said. He finished by saying some lame excuse that only seemed to prolong the anger and disappointment he felt towards Matt at the moment. They were just laying there, comfortable and whatnot. It was strange how things could turn so ugly from there, all because his boyfriend wanted to have bliss within their relationship.

He stood and dragged himself to the door, trying to ignore Matt's eyes boring into his back.

he said as he opened the door, not even waiting a response from Matt. He just needed to get away from him. It may have been his own fault for betraying Matt with another person, which caused him to feel guilty, but it was Matt's fault for their argument. Why did he have to be so... Matt-like?

Davis frowned, realizing it was his own fault for their argument - for everything. Now there was a pit in the bottom of his stomach that tried convincing him to turn back and fix the problem with Matt, but he wasn't sure how to. Fixing the problem would mean he would have to tell Matt about cheating on him, but he wasn't sure he would ever be ready to do that. It may be one of those dark secrets kept inside forever.

In less than twenty minutes, he had gotten home and withstood two minutes of yelling from Jun about not doing his share of the chores. By the end of the shouting, he had told her off because of the terrible mood he was in, which hardly surprised her since he was always yelling at her anyway.

Davis, you're such a jerk, she said, turning to leave the room.

At least I don't go stalking people! he shouted.

I don't stalk people. I merely try to get their attention, Jun said, putting a hand on her hip. She looked annoyed that he would have even said something like that. Besides, Matt is very good looking and deserves acknowledgement for his good looks.

Davis rolled his eyes and turned around, feeling bitter. Matt was his boyfriend and only he could look at Matt. Sighing, he again went to thoughts of betraying Matt with other people. He was no better than Jun, and even she wouldn't do something like that.

Once he entered his room, he flopped on the bed and turned on some music. He didn't know what was in the CD player, but he also didn't care. His thoughts traveled to his and Matt's quarrel and already he felt guilty for leaving before solving anything. How could he solve anything, though? Matt didn't know what was going on...

Ugh, why did he get himself into these situations? Oh well, maybe he could apologize to Matt when they went to the Digital World the next day.

Yet again, Davis fell asleep with a guilty knot in his stomach.

**~**

Hey Davis. Ready to go?

The red head smiled at Kari and nodded as he approached the Digidestined group. He guessed by the annoyed look on Yolei's face that he had kept them waiting.

The group entered the Digital World one by one until only Tai, Matt, and himself remained. Tai urged Matt to go ahead of him, always the leader, but Matt shook his head and stood aside.

Tai, go on. I need to talk to Davis for a moment.

Tai looked back and forth between the two before shrugging and going through the gate to join the others. A few minutes passed where neither said anything, but Davis decided to speak up first since the mini-argument was at his fault.

I'm sorry, Davis said. Before you say anything, hear me out. I just feel it's sometimes hard, to be in a relationship I mean. They're hard to manage and I feel pressured to act a certain way-

You shouldn't feel pressured. Do I pressure you?

You didn't let me finish. I feel pressured to act a certain way around other people. I want to kiss you in public and hold you, but I feel pressured not to. It's not necessarily by you, but by society in general.

Matt closed his eyes and thought for a moment, whilst causing Davis to become more and more anxious by the minute. He ended up peeling some of the skin off his lip from biting on it.

Hey, what are you guys still doing here? Izzy asked as he walked into his room. I just had to tell my mom everyone left so that I could sneak through as well.

Davis jumped and glanced at Matt, seeing him jump as well. He thought Izzy had gone through with the others. What if he heard them talking and didn't say anything? In a way, that would be good because Davis did want their relationship a bit more public, but Matt didn't seem to want that.

Nothing. We were just going through. Talk to you later, Davis, Matt whispered before holding up his digivice to the computer.

Davis shrugged at Izzy and went through too. Once they were assembled together, they began to head towards a small town not too far from where they were that needed rescuing. Matt had come that morning saying there was a distress signal from Gabumon and that this town was needed to be saved.

It was a little while later when a blinking on Matt's digivice alerted everyone that Gabumon was nearby, as the town was too.

As the others began to head into that direction, Matt hollered at them, Davis and I are going to go up ahead and check things out with Gabumon.

We are?

Matt gave a knowing look at Davis before turning back to Tai, who was giving a strange look at Matt. Neither were aware that Izzy was giving the same stare at them, but none of the others seemed to care, which left Matt and Davis walking a bit to the left and into the wilderness.

I don't see why we have to go off on our own, Davis said, following Matt through the bushes. I keep getting scratched and-

Davis, shut up. Matt turned around and before Davis could say anything, he brought him into a rough kiss.

The red head was pushed up against a tree by the blonde and held there for a matter of minutes. Any feelings of doubt and guilt Davis held before faded away as Matt stroke him gently with kisses. Davis wasn't sure how much time passed, but it felt so good to be held in his arms and kissed so passionately by him. It was all so comforting.

Yet, there was a nagging in the back of his mind. What about Gabumon and the town? While they were kissing, it was falling more under the control of the Kaizer.

Matt, stop for a second, he said, turning his head so that Matt would stop kissing his lips.

Matt made a sound of comprehension, waiting for Davis to continue.

What about Gabumon and the town?

Davis, there is no town in danger, Matt said, a knowingly smile formed on his face. That was one of the things Davis loved about Matt: he had the most expressing face expressions that were easy to distinguish.



I used that excuse to see you or else there would have been no point of me coming along.

Davis was surprised at hearing this, but in a way, was relieved. Matt must care about him that much to lie to the others and pull off something like this. He briefly wondered what would happen when the others realized that there was no danger, but all thoughts diminished when Matt began to kiss him again.

A lick on Davis' lips told him that Matt wanted entry with his tongue, and willingly, he parted his lips to let his blonde lover enter his mouth. This wasn't a new experience for him, but the arousal of Matt made it seem like it was a whole new experience. It was quite clear how aroused Matt was, which made Davis feel uncomfortable, almost pressured to move forward.

Once his shirt was off, Davis was beginning to feel more nervous as each second passed. Everything was happening so quickly; Matt was half naked and he was beginning to get there too. The kisses were getting shorter because Matt's lips were moving all across his upper body, not pausing for even a moment to catch his breath!



Shh, Davis. This will feel so good - I promise.

I... Are you sure?

Matt nodded vigorously, not even waiting for a response before resuming to what he had been doing before. It was only a few minutes later when Matt was laying full length on top of him, kissing the boy underneath him.

Davis resisted a sigh and closed his eyes, beginning to enjoy what Matt was doing to his body. All the kisses and attention sent him more and more into bliss, and yet there was a quiet nagging in the back of his mind. A guilty conscience nagging.

Matt, I can't do this, Davis whispered, lightly pushing Matt back in an attempt to get him off.



Don't be mad... I just can't.

Matt looked like he was about to explode, but what he said next surprised Davis. I understand. I'm just lucky enough to be with you and if you want to wait, then we will.

Yet another set of guilty feelings came through to Davis, causing him to choke on his own words.

Let's get dressed and find the others, Matt suggested, helping the young red head to his feet.

Once Davis was dressed, he studied the Digital World's bizarre nature of plants while waiting for Matt to get dressed. When a pair of arms encircled his waist from behind, he jumped slightly, but leaned against the body.

Davis, you do know I love you, right?

Yeah, I do. There was a part of him that wanted to tell Matt that he loved him too, but he just couldn't bring himself to do it...

I want you to come over tonight. I have something for you.

Davis smiled and turned in Matt's arms so that he was facing him face to face. Sounds good. Will your dad be there?

Is he ever there?

Davis laughed, but then remembered something. So are we okay? I mean after yesterday-

Forget yesterday, Davis. We were both just having a bad day.

Davis nodded in agreement, and for the rest of the way back to the others, they walked in silence.

We caught up to you guys pretty fast, Cody commented.

Matt and I walked slowly due to talking. Which brings something up, Davis began, eying Matt carefully. The blonde had a mixed expression of shock and resentment. Matt and I have something to tell you.

What is it? Tai asked, looking back and forth between Matt and Davis.



He and I are buying a car together so that I can drive to band practice and he can take his latest girlfriend on a date, Matt said, cutting Davis off.

The realization that Matt didn't want anyone to know about them stung. It stung hard. It was like a wasp that kept coming back to bite him, over and over again. He couldn't take the stinging anymore...

I left something over there, Davis said, and before anyone could say anything, he walked away quickly into the bushes.

He didn't stop walking away until he was far off from the others, and he wondered if they would come look for him, but he didn't really care. He just hoped they wouldn't see what he was about to do.

He sank to his knees and let the bitter sobs come out. The only thing that ran through his head was that Matt didn't really love him... how could he love him if he didn't even want anyone to know about their relationship? Let alone lie about even being together. The thought made him sick, or maybe it was just love that hurt.

Suddenly, footsteps could be heard not too far away, and as they approached, Davis wiped the tears away because it was most likely Matt, and he didn't want him to know that he was hurt. Not at that moment anyway.

However, the person that came wasn't Matt. It was the very person who he shouldn't see at the moment because it only brought guilt and hateful feelings. The Kaizer stood in front of him, almost looking concerned. Almost. He wasn't sure if it was all an act or if he really did care about Davis. Nevertheless, he had to be on his guard, especially when he didn't have Veemon with him.

Go away, Davis said through clenched teeth.

You don't want that. Then you'll be all alone. If Matt doesn't want you, why not allow yourself to me? The way he said it seemed so compelling, but again, he remembered he needed to be on his guard.

Because you're the enemy. You hurt innocent creatures. I hate you.

You didn't hate me when I kissed you. You enjoyed it, Ken said, smirking.

Shut up.

Is that the best you can come up with? the Kaizer taunted.

I don't need to come up with anything because you're leaving me alone,.

Is that a threat?

If you're that stupid, then yes, it is.

The Kaizer laughed. You don't even know the meaning of stupid. You can't even see that you're boyfriend hates you!

Shut up! You don't even know what you're talking about! Davis yelled, feeling his blood broil. He shouldn't have to argue to the Kaizer about whether or not his boyfriend loves him... It just wasn't right!

Poor Davis, all alone. You don't have to be if you come with me, Ken whispered, out stretching his hand to Davis, who was still kneeling on the ground. It seemed so comforting, and everything about the Kaizer was so inviting, so alluring. It was a passionate love between them, if it was even that.

You don't know what you're talking about! I'm not alone! Everything was so mixed up... If he placed his hand in the Kaizer's, he could endure a new kind of a love, a passionate one. If he stayed with Matt, he would be comforted and loved dearly. He wasn't sure what to say anymore, nor what he wanted. His arguments were so pathetic compared to that of the Kaizer's.

Then why were you crying out here all by yourself?

It's none of your concern! yelled Davis, feeling his cheeks flare red with shame. He was all by himself crying... where did the others go? Why did they stop chasing him? Didn't they wonder where he was, or care for his safety since his digimon wasn't even with him?

Davis is all by himself. No one loves him. Everyone hates him. The entire world wants him to go away. Except me. Matt doesn't love you-

How do you know I'm with Matt?

That doesn't concern you, the Kaizer said, moving closer to Davis, all that matters to you is that I'm here now.

And why would I care about you being here?

Because you are utterly attracted to me - no denying it, the Kaizer said, sounding so sure of himself, so confident.

Like I'd ever want to be with you, Davis snarled, turning away. As he began to descend from the Kaizer, there was a sigh and a tug on his arm. What are you doing?!

You are not leaving! the Kaizer threatened, tightening his grip on his arm. As he pulled Davis towards him, he said, You're staying with me.

No! I'll just-

Davis was silenced with a strong kiss and wasn't able to move due to the tight grip on his arm. However, it felt so good, like when Matt had been kissing him... Only this wasn't Matt. It wasn't his boyfriend. It was the Kaizer... who he had cheated on Matt with before. This was wrong, and yet felt so satisfying. It didn't feel right, but it felt really, really good. That moment didn't seem to last long, though because there was a gasp and shout.

Davis! What are you doing?


End of Part 4

... Yay for Yamasuke ...