Disclaimer - I don't own Digimon, nor do I own the title of this fic that is sung by Garbage.

Temptation Wings
Coffee Breaks


"Do I embarrass you?"

The question seemed to catch Matt off guard. Davis read the surprise in Matt's eyes when he raised them from where they were staring at on the table.

Davis asked, trembling slightly. His eyes focused on Matt, unblinking, as if the blonde were able to escape in the blink of an eye.

Matt bit his lip and leaned against the couch, staring through Davis, as if he were a transparent. The silence was beginning to bother Davis and he began to fidget repeatedly with his fingers. Sounds of the irritating clock ticking began causing him to think it was he, himself, that's mind was ticking away on patience, like a bomb timed to explode.

he finally said, say something - anything!

Matt cocked his head and gave a rather odd smile, especially for the situation. Why does there have to be words? Did you know that some of the best relationships in the world have existed based on silence?

No, I didn't know that, he said through clenched teeth.

Well, it's true. I should find you the book I read that in. I know I have it somewhere in my room, Matt said, sounding absentminded. He stood and began making his way to the door, saying, I'll go home and find it, and bring it to you in the morning.

David nodded slowly, but shook his head furiously. You never answered my question! I do embarrass you, don't I?

The book is somewhere in my room... Maybe under my bed. No, wait - I think it's somewhere in my closet. Mind you, it's very messy-

Why won't you just answer my question? It's because it's true, isn't it? Davis asked. He hated to accept it, but tears were beginning to form in the corner of his eyes. It was tougher to see Matt standing at the door, coat on and shoes untied.

Matt sighed and crossed his arms, leaning against the frame of the door. Sometimes all questions can't be answered.

It's a straightforward question, Davis retorted, also crossing his arms.

Maybe it's not for me, Matt said, and sighed yet again.

Obviously it means that I do embarrass you and that I only serve as some sort of side dish, your whore, Davis said, trembling over the words. He wasn't sure if it was true or not, and he also wasn't sure if he wanted to know what Matt really felt.

You're not my whore, Davis, Matt said sharply. We haven't even slept together and you consider yourself a whore?

Why do you always bring sex into everything? Davis asked, uncrossing his arms and placing them onto his hips.

What? I do not! You're the one who considers yourself some sort of whore-virgin –– as if there's such thing!

His mouth opened and he was unsure of what to say. They were always fighting now, and things weren't getting better... he sighed and looked at Matt in the eye. We always fight now.

I know, I know. After a moment of silence, Matt said, Maybe we just need some time apart.

I don't know...

Davis, please. It's too early to decide anything - you know that, Matt said softly.

I don't know what to think anymore. You won't even answer my question and it's leaving me to think you just don't care about me anymore, Davis said, quickly wiping at a tear threatening to fall. He just wanted it to end, no more fighting, even though it did calm down a bit. It was awkward, to be standing here, gazing upon a person he felt a great disappointment in and yet, loved.

I think I should go for a while. We both need to just settle down and think for a bit, Matt said, after a few minutes of silence. He opened the door and said, Take care, as he walked out.

Davis stood near the door, trembling as he stared at it. Everything that happened was so hurtful and the feeling rested in the pit of his stomach, eating away any happiness he had felt. Then again, he wasn't particularly happy anyway. Too many things were happening and there didn't seem to be a break in between to think. Now he had this chance, to think about what was happening, and to know what he planned to do about Matt, the Kaizer and Ken Ichijouji.

There seemed to be a numbness over him, preventing him from moving. He was still standing there, staring at the door as if Matt would walk back through and say, I am not embarrassed by you at all. I just get nervous. It wasn't going to happen though; he knew that.

Somehow, he managed to begin walking to his bedroom, set on making some sort of plan. He had to straighten everything out; Tai was right: this couldn't go on any longer. He flopped on his bed and stared at the ceiling, as if the whiteness could somehow purify him against the sins he'd been committing. The numbness of Matt's leaving began to descend, and new feelings of guilt and abandonment filled his stomach. Something had to be done about it - about everything.

If he were to fix things with Matt, he would have to tell Ken Ichijuoji and the Kaizer to stay away from him. He would need to find Ken and tell him they either be friends or nothing at all, but how would he find him? His soccer team wouldn't play against Ken's until next year, if they even do get that chance. He would have to worry about finding Ken later. The next thing he would have to do is tell the Kaizer to stay away from him. He can't have anything to do with the Kaizer, even if he is attractive, sexy, alluring and... Davis shook his head and sighed. This was going to be more difficult than anticipated.

Matt was the third issue, and most likely, the most difficult. With everything that happened this evening, he wasn't so sure he wanted to still be with Matt. He loved Matt, but did he embarrass him? Why would he embarrass Matt? Why would Matt stay with him if he only embarrasses him? Did he still want to be with Matt?

David sighed and reached under his pillow, feeling for the cool glass of a picture frame. When found, he pulled it out and stared at the picture he cared for ever so much. It was one of he and Matt standing with their arms around each other. One of Matt's band mates took the photograph and Matt gave him a copy in this picture frame. The frame was Davis' favorite part. It was blue metal covered in lightning bolts, which really reminded him of Matt. He couldn't just let go of this relationship... he just couldn't, but they were drifting apart and it was his fault. He was the cause of this. If he would just stop messing around with other people, he might not feel so guilty around Matt.

If he really wanted everything to work out with Matt, then he would have to break his connections with Ken and the Kaizer. The question was: did he really want to fix things with Matt? Are they even fixable?

**~**

David gripped the piece of paper as he walked towards the subway in the breezy afternoon. It didn't take too long after he had awaken to get dressed, eat breakfast, and look up Ken's address. Then he had gone to school and took that horrible history exam that he's sure he failed. Now he was on his way to Tomachi [how do you spell the place where Ken lives, Kendrah? lol, i have no idea] and to talk to Ken. It was sort of nerve wracking, to be going to a crushes house and saying he just wanted to be friends. Would Ken even accept that? Ken was a celebrity and why would he need Davis as a friend? Sighing, he went about his way anyway because it was the right thing to do.

The train ride didn't last too long and it was quite stuffy due to a lot of people being aboard. The automatic voice announced the next stop as and Davis stepped off the train at this point. This section of town was much different than Odaiba. The roads were cleaner and the apartment complexes were more new; no wonder Ken lived in such an area.

It didn't take long to find Ken's apartment building and walk upstairs. The door even had a little sign on it, with bright flowers and all. He smiled and knocked on the door, hoping his journey wasn't a waste of time.

The door opened and a tiny woman's head peaked through. Oh, hello. Who might you be?

I'm Davis, a friend of Ken's. Is here there?

The woman nodded and opened the door to allow him inside. While she went to fetch Ken, Davis leaned against the door and looked about his surroundings. The light blue furniture gave a sense of comfort and the book shelf proved just how serious they were about school. Maybe they just liked books a lot. Or maybe Davis was just out of the loop for everything. The last thought almost made him laugh, but Ken came from the hallway instead.

Why don't we take a walk? Ken suggested.

Davis shrugged and nodded, and the two left the house before Ken's mother could start serving them snacks of some sort.

I know a coffee shop we can talk in. They don't even make you buy anything, Ken said, beginning to lead him down the streets of Tomachi.

Davis nodded, but didn't say anything until they reached the quaint coffee shop, taken a seat at a comfortable booth in the back, and ordered a hot chocolate each.

This is a nice place, he said, taking a sip of the burning liquid. He clamped his eyes shut and set down the cup before reopening them again.

Ken merely nodded and fiddled with the handle of his cup. Why are you here?

Well why did you leave me in the alley the other night? Why did you kiss me? he asked, anger rising in his voice.

Settle down. It was only a kiss. You're lips tasted nice Davis, really nice.

Davis blushed and bit his lip. Does Ken like him? What do you want from me?

I don't want anything you can't give, Ken replied, taking a sip of his drink.

His jaw fell open and he knocked over his drink, the liquid covering the table and himself.

Let me get something for you, Ken said calmly, reaching for napkins. He stood and began patting the wet spots on Davis' pants.

He squirmed a bit and began breathing heavily. What did Ken say? It sounded so familiar, like the Kaizer.

I really ought to be going, Ken said, taking out his wallet. He flung some money on the table and quickly walked out of the store.

Davis shouted, running after him. He cringed as the wet clothes stung in the cool afternoon air, but persisted to run after Ken. You never let me tell you what I need to!

Just tell me, Davis, Ken said.

Davis finished catching up to Ken and said, I have someone else and we can only be friends.

That Matt guy? Oh, like he really cares for you, Ken said, snarling.

He does! He - wait, how do you know I'm dating Matt? How do you even know who Matt is? Davis demanded. Ken was beginning to turn around, but Davis grabbed his shoulders and shook him. Answer me!

I-I have to go, Ken said, escaping his grip and running around the corner.

Davis sighed, wondering what that was all about. He sounded just like the Kaizer and how did he know that he was dating Matt? Something was odd about Ken Ichijouji. Very odd. It was something that caused Davis into deciding it might be best to stay away from him for a while.

**~**

After arriving home late for supper, Davis was catching up on some Algebra homework. School was such a drag. He sighed, watching his sister run around the house, getting ready for a date. He would rather be out mending things with Matt or at least hanging out with his friends.

I'm leaving, Davis. Dad and Mom are in a business dinner with that weird boss of Dad's, Jun called. Don't read my diary!

Davis snorted as she left the house; as if he really wanted to read her diary. All she wrote about was how her crushes hurt her so much. It was awfully pathetic, even for a teenage girl.

He went back to scribbling numbers on a piece of paper, not actually doing the homework, but making it look like he has, just in case his teacher wants to check it. People thought he was stupid, but when it comes to plotting, he was the man.

The door opened and he ignored it because it was probably Jun forgetting her lipstick or something. He was still scribbling numbers when a hand set on his shoulder and a pair of lips contacted his neck.

Sorry about earlier, Ken said. I forgot my mother wanted me to help supper and she gets angry when I don't help out.

How'd you get in?

It was unlocked, Ken replied, shrugging. I saw your sister leaving so I thought I might just walk in.

What if my parents were here? They wouldn't appreciate you walking into our home and begin kissing me on the couch, Davis said, moving a pile of books for Ken to sit.

Ken took a seat and said, You hardly know me, Davis, but you will if you let me.

But I have a boyfriend, he said, and I love him.

Ken leaned forward and planted his lips upon Davis, holding his hands as he tried resisting it.

Davis said, trying to stop Ken's ministrations.

Despite the pleading, Ken wouldn't stop. He managed to push him onto the couch and zip down his pants.

This will feel good, Davis. Really good.

Davis was still persisting when he was engulfed by Ken, and all resisting began to seize.

When Ken was finished pleasuring Davis, he stood and left the apartment, leaving the red head with his guilty conscience.

Oh God, what have I done? Davis asked himself as he went to change in his bedroom.

End of Part 6

This story is really beginning to confuse me o.O Who will Davis choose?