Okay, this may suck, but it's too keep you all happy...I NEED MORE REVEIWS!!!! What happened to all my reveiwers? *whaaaa* Oh, and thanks to Kat who told me I messed up on spelling:"writer's block". I almost did it again. I hope you like this chapter! PLEASE REVEIW!!!I'm BEGGING YOU!!!!!! ~Sora Ishida
P.s. for those of you who visit my site...it's updated and I'm workin' on a Takari sister site!
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Chapter Seven: "Beautiful Goodbye"
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Sora opened her eyes and looked at her surroundings. Light green walls, white carpet, a soft bed with silk sheets and blankets. She laid back and sighed. They had brought her back to this stupid hotel.

"Sure, take her back to the place she had the fit," She thought to herself as she looked out the window to her right. It was a sunny and beautiful day. She felt the warm air, that crept through the window, wash over her. Sora closed her eyes and savored the moment of peace and silence.

When Sora opened her eyes, a bright blue book caught her attention. She turned her head fully to see what it was. She gasped. It was her diary. Had it been there all night? Did Ian read it? Those were the questions that ran through her mind over and over.

She took it into her hands and opened it. It was old. She had gotten it for her thirteenth birthday from Matt. The year he left for America. It was so sweet.

"Since I won't be here, you can write down your secrets. It'll be just like telling me," She remembered him saying that. Sora had always told Matt everything. She only regret one thing she told him, though...I love you.

She flipped through the diary, reading it every now and then. Then, she saw one from when she was sixteen. It brought tears to her eyes. It read:

Dear Diary,
Today, I got my wish. Yamato Ishida
kissed me! Yes, me! I can't beleive it!
Maybe he really does like me! I hope
so. He is so cute, and he actually has
a good personality to match.

Love,
Sora T.


Sora shook her head. What a fool she had been to beleive all those lies. She noticed a peice of paper sticking out of the top of one of the pages. She gently pulled it out. That sheet was followed by another. She was confused. Sora had no idea what this was. Then, she read the heading;

"Beautiful Goodbye" By: Sora Takenouchi

It was a song she had written for Matt when she first became a singer. She smiled. She had forgotten about it totally. Sora held it in her hands and read it silently.


~*~*~Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye

We staggered through these empty streets
Laughing arm in arm
The night had made a mess of me
Your confession kept me warm
And I don't really miss you, I just need to know
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye

When I see you now
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye

In these days of no regrets
I keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else
Cause nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by

When I see you now
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye ~*~*~


She dried the tears from her eyes and sighed. "I cry too much," She thought. Sora sat the diary along with the song on her nightstand and fell back asleep.

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It was about an hour after he saw Sora lay down, when he walked into her room. He looked at her. She was sleeping so peacfully.

"Poor, Poor, Sora," He thought as he picked up her diary and walked out the door without making a sound...or one loud enough for Sora to hear.

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Sucky? Hehe! Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be!
Oh, and, one more thing.

Kat,
Thanks for reveiwing and likin' the story! *hehe*

Love From,
Sora Ishida

NEXT CHAPTER: "The Call"