A/N: Second chapter.
Phew. And I thought they'd get shorter! This one just kept growing
and growing - it was about to go over 4000 words, but I figured I'd better
cut back, so some of the plot will spill over into the next chapter.
And unfortunately, that is pretty much all this chapter
is - plot, with a great big slab of sappy fluff at the beginning. Blame AtheneMiranda,
she wanted it...
Speaking of which, she and Persephone (of Darkened Sunrise
fame) are in line for major, major thanks. Not only did they give me a haven
for a week in which to write the biggest part of this, but they (by virtue
of being a pair of silly, fluffy, ridiculously kawaii onnas) actually gave
me the idea for the first half of this chapter. Thanks loads, you two.
Disclaimer: Despite Tai and Matt existing as independent
entities within my head, the rest of Digimon does not belong to me. Although
whoever it does belong to certainly doesn't deserve or appreciate
them.
Warning: Typical sappy shounen-ai stuff here. Nothing
beyond kissing (which is why the rating remains PG-13), although lemon will
follow in the next chapter (some of you people have no impatience! Honestly...)
Please review? So I can get that lovely fluffy warm feeling
from knowing that people actually read this stuff? You'll get the lemon faster
if you do...
"So..." He looks at me from underneath his lashes, through the veil of trailing hair. "What d'you want to do for the rest of the day?"
I stretch luxuriously on the wonderfully soft sofa. "Koi, I don't know about you, but I am shattered. If we do anything today, it has to be," I tick off on my fingers, "non-strenuous, quiet and relaxing."
"Mountain climbing?" he grins. "Sky-diving? Bungee jumping?"
I swat ineffectually at him - I can't quite reach him from where I'm sitting. "Baka. Why can't we just...oh, I don't know, go for a walk in the park or something?"
"Fair enough." He closes his book and pushes out of his chair, then offers me a hand.
"I'm not incapable, you know," I grumble - but as if to prove that pride goes before a fall, I overbalance while trying to get up and hit the floor with a thud.
He laughs and reaches down, closing his fingers around my wrist. I look up at him, getting for a second the perfect view of his face surrounded by golden hair, and I remind myself for the thousandth time how lucky I am to have this beautiful boy as my boyfriend.
He hoists me to my feet, dusting me off slightly. "OK then. Get your shoes on."
"Are you going to tie them for me, too?" I ask him, and he punches me good-naturedly.
"Baka."
I poke him. "Hey! I'm the brains of this relationship, remember?"
He grabs me by the arm, pulling me into a fierce, unexpected hug. "So what does that make me?"
My eyes are bare inches away from his lovely deep blue ones; our lips are almost touching, so close I can feel his breath; his hair falls over half his face, almost obscuring one eye with a sun-drenched waterfall of gold.
What can I say? "Definitely the beauty..." is all I manage to get out before he closes the last distance and presses his soft lips against mine. "Mmm..."
* * * * *
He raises an eyebrow at me. "Um...mind telling me what the bread's
for?"
"You'll see." I slip my hand into his, interlacing
our fingers - and I don't care who sees it. He apparently feels the same
way, for he gives me a reassuring squeeze.
I use that link to pull him to the left at the next fork
in the path. "This way."
He looks at me quizzically. "But that way's a dead
end - there's nothing down there but the - "
" - duck pond," I finish, grinning and flourishing
the loaf of bread.
His face falls. "Oh no. You cannot
be serious."
"What?" He's stopped walking, and I tug on
his hand.
He resists, leaning back slightly. "There is no
way you are getting me to feed the ducks."
"But Yamaaa..."
"Don't do that. Don't try and sound ingratiatingly
cute and pathetic."
I stick my lower lip out. "Please? For me?"
He wavers for a second, and I take the opportunity to
bring his hand to my lips and kiss it gently. His skin is soft against my
lips; I can feel every rise and hollow, and there's the very faintest tang
of salt.
He glares at me over his knuckles. "All right,
all right. I'll come and watch you feed the scummy ducks."
I smile at him, tugging gently on his hand again until
he - reluctantly - resumes walking. "Smile," I order him, and
when he doesn't I lean in and give him the very quickest of pecks on the
cheek.
I don't know if what that elicits can be called a smile
- it's definitely in the running for Yama's Minimal Expression Of The Week
- but it'll have to do.
* * * * *
"Aww, look at the cute little fluffy ducklings!"
Matt rolls his eyes at me. "Ugh. Do you have any
idea how sickening you sound?"
I glare at him. "But they're adorable!"
He throws up his hands in frustration. "They're
ducks! They have no purpose other than to laze around and eat scraps
that people throw to them!"
"Sounds like someone else I know." I chuck
a piece of bread at where he lies on the grass. "And at least they
know how to open their mouths and catch," I add mischievously as it
bounces off his nose.
He glares at me sceptically. "You're lying."
"No, I'm not - look!" I toss a piece out
over the pond and my favourite duck snaps it out of the air before it can
land. "See?"
For the first time, I can see interest on his face, even
though he tries to hide it. "Fluke."
By way of answer, I throw another morsel, and again the
clever little creature catches it and gulps it down. It's got bolder now
and has come within two feet of me. I rip off one edge of the crust from
the bread and dangle it in the air. The duck regards me suspiciously for
a moment, then sidles up and grabs it out of my hand.
I look round to see Matt watching me open-mouthed, and
I grin at him. "They're cleverer than you think."
Trying to look nonchalant and uninterested, he gets to
his feet and saunters down to the edge of the pond. The ducks shy away, but
I throw them a little more bread and they soon forget their fear in the squabble
for food.
He crouches down beside me. "Go on, then, let's
have a piece."
"I thought feeding scummy ducks was below cool
rock stars such as you," I tease him gently, giving him a piece of
bread. He glowers at me, but starts tearing his bread up. For a few minutes
we sit in companionable silence, while around us cute fluffy ducklings compete
with full-grown adult ducks for the food.
Suddenly, he grabs my arm. "There! Look at that
one! What's that?"
I squint, following his outstretched arm. He's pointing
at a smallish duck with a deep chestnut head, black neck and pale grey body.
It takes me a minute to recall.
"It's...um...it's a pochard," I eventually
remember. He makes a suitably impressed noise, then within seconds he's pointing
at another one.
"And that?"
This time it's a very small duck, with a brown
head and a striking green stripe across its eye. I don't have to think to
remember this one. "That's a teal."
He nudges me. "Listen to you, Mr Ornithologist!
Since when did you know everything about birds?"
"Oh," I shrug, "just did some reading
one day when I was bored. You know."
He tucks his hair back behind his ear, a movement that
I swear he has a patent on, and holds out his hand to the closest duck, a
small piece of bread nestled in his palm. I marvel at how gentle and careful
he is - then I catch myself, and remind myself that this is Matt we're
talking about. He's perfect. Not to mention mine, and I thank
the stars for him every day.
Right now, all I want to do is jump on him and push him
backwards onto the grass and kiss him, long and slow. I reach automatically
down into the bread bag - and catch my breath as his hand meets mine. I abandon
all thought of going for a piece of bread as his fingers twine around mine,
stroking and interlacing with mine in an intricate dance that leaves me breathless.
He smiles at me as his fingers continue this tender dance,
and I lean in to press my lips against his. He lets my tongue in, and I can
taste coffee and cream and wintergreen (must be his toothpaste) and him...
It's a long time before my lips are my own again. He
pushes me gently back down into the soft grass, never letting our mouths
part. I can hardly concentrate with his tongue working its delicious magic
inside my mouth, but I manage to trail my hand through his hair, loving the
feel of its softness running through my fingers. My other hand is still clasped
in his, another point of contact with him, love flowing between us as he
kisses me. Incredible warmth surges through me, making me shiver as my reactions
once again confirm what I've known all along - I love him.
The grass behind my head is yielding yet slightly spiky
as he pushes forward, exploring every inch of my mouth with his tongue. I
stroke his back as he tilts my chin to allow him better access; I slip my
spare hand up inside his T-shirt and explore his body. His shirt is light
and loose, leaving plenty of room for me to tease his warm skin, tracing
fingertips over his stomach and up his chest.
He finally pulls back, and we take simultaneous breaths
of much-needed oxygen. His hair falls over his perfect face, obscuring one
eye and giving him a lovely mysterious look. I reach up with the hand he
just relinquished, stroking his cheek; he turns into my hand, nuzzling and
kissing it while making the most adorable noises.
"Not here."
I grin up at him. "What, you'll do it on the top
of a mountain in the freezing rain but not next to a duckpond?!"
He blushes. "It's...a little too public."
I nod understandingly. "Oh, of course. And we wouldn't
want to spoil the poor little fluffy ducklings' innocence now, would we?"
He glares. "I told you not to call them that."
My finger traces down and across his lips, wiping away
the frown. "Is my beautiful, fluffy, adorable Yama getting jealous?"
"Baka." He kisses my finger tenderly.
"That's a yes, then?"
We get interrupted by a sudden hissing noise from somewhere
off to our right. He reluctantly rolls off me, and I crane round to see what
all the fuss is about.
Oh, crap. There, not five feet away from me, is
a rather angry-looking swan, wings outspread, hissing like a burst gas pipe.
"We must be near the nest," I whisper to
Matt. "We need to get out of here."
"You go," he whispers back. "I'll hold
it off."
I grab him. "Don't be stupid. It could break your
arm."
He looks at me fiercely. "Rather mine than yours."
The swan looks from one to the other of us, obviously
not quite sure which of us is the greatest threat. I take the chance to scrabble
across the grass and grab the bread, then drag out a slice whole and fling
it at the bird. Its neck whips round, following the movement, and I snatch
at Matt's sleeve and drag him off.
Somehow the flight turns into a simple headlong race,
both of us running simply for the joy of it, laughing and sprinting as we
try to outdo one another.
Of course, with his long legs he manages to keep up with
me despite my soccer training, and it's pretty much neck-and-neck all the
way to the park gates. Just before we get there, though, he puts on a spurt,
grabs my arm and swings me round. No sooner have I registered that the thing
pressing into my back is a tree trunk when he leans forward and proceeds
to kiss me so hard and so deeply that I see stars.
"Well," he murmurs when we've both got our
breathing back under control, "what do we do when we get home?"
I grin at him. "I've already got an idea. TK's
been outlawed as Prime Target, right?"
"Right..." he says tentatively.
"So we ought to be working on Ken instead, right?"
"With you so far."
"So," I poke him playfully, "why don't
we just invite him round to, I don't know, watch a video or something, and
then pump him for information?"
His eyes light up. "Perfect. I've got just the
video."
He digs around for a few minutes when we get back to
his house, and eventually comes up with a nondescript-looking video tape,
which he chucks at me. I field it clumsily and look at the label.
"Minority Report? How on earth did you get this?
It's not supposed to be out for weeks!"
He shrugs. "Friend of Dad's works in the films
section of the local newspaper, and he got sent this as a preview tape."
I smile. "Fantastic."
We eventually manage to get everything ready - popcorn,
crisps, various other snacks (hey, a guy has to eat, right?), and of course
the video. Although Matt can't quite seem to work out why the VCR keeps spitting
the tape back out at him...
"Kuso!"
I can't help chuckling at him as he forces it back in
for the seventh time. This position gives me the perfect opportunity to check
out his lovely backside - and it is indeed lovely. One of the best-looking
parts of him, in fact...
I smile inwardly, at the same time surreptitiously pressing
the 'eject' button on the remote control. I wonder how long it'll take him
to realise?...
He swears again, loudly, then grabs the tape and shakes
it vigorously. "I can't tell what's wrong with the damn thing!"
He shoves it back into the VCR, while I sit back and admire the black-denim-clad
view. Maybe once more would be pushing it?
Ah well. If it means I get to see more of his gorgeous
bum... I stab the button once more, and obediently the cassette makes its
eighth appearance.
However, this time he's more than a little suspicious.
I think I went too far. He swings round, raking his hair angrily out of his
eyes.
"Hey!"
I put on my best 'innocent' face. "What?"
He marches up to me and grabs the remote control. "It
was you all along, wasn't it?"
I can't help myself - I have to laugh. It's the
lovely angry look on his face that does it.
He glares, growls, then glomps me and proceeds to pummel
me. "You git!"
"I had good reason!" I shout, trying to fend
him off.
"Go on then," he challenges, and I blush.
"Um...I was checking out your arse."
For a second he looks like he doesn't know whether to
be flattered or annoyed. Then he decides, and continues to batter me. We
wrestle for a few delicious minutes, then he pulls away, panting.
I chuckle. "Did anyone ever tell you that you're
really cute when you're angry?"
Without warning, he dives back onto me, grabs my face
in both hands, and kisses me. I gasp as he plunders my mouth with his tongue,
and then we both eep simultaneously as the doorbell rings. He pulls away,
desperately patting his hair back into place, while I struggle to rebutton
my shirt where his wandering hands had been doing something distinctly naughty.
We catch each other's eyes, and I laugh nervously. "Hey,
it's only Ken, right? He already knows."
Matt grins equally apprehensively. "Right, right.
I...guess I'm not used to this."
I leave him to fix his hair while I go over and open
the door to a rather impatient-looking Ken. "Hey, Ken, come on in.
How are you?"
"Fine thanks," he says quietly, regarding
me from beneath his long, dark hair. "You weren't at the meet."
"The meet?" Belatedly, my brain remembers
that we were meant to meet over at Izzy's today. About six hours ago. Kuso.
"Oh yeah, the meet. Well, we..."
"Got lumbered with TK's chores while he got to
go off and spend time with you lot," finishes Matt, with more than
a touch of bitterness.
"I'll forgive you," Ken says, but despite
the joke his voice is still quieter than usual, even for him. Hm. Maybe this
whole thing with TK is more of a problem for him than we thought. Oh well,
at least we have good news for him - the object of his affections definitely
feels the same way. (We checked that earlier - all it took was a quick phone
call from Matt, which raised no more than the faintest tinge of guilt at
disobeying Mr Ishida. Those two would make far too cute a couple to pass
up. Anyway, it turns out that TK has indeed liked Ken, in fact for over a
year. He's just been too scared to do anything about it).
Matt sticks the video on and then we make ourselves comfortable
on the sofa. Having got over our initial nerves, we snuggle up reasonably
close - within easy kissing distance, should the fancy take us. Ken picks
a seat not far away, but only perches on the edge of it, looking slightly
uncomfortable.
The tape goes through the usual fifteen minutes of adverts
on high speed (Matt never did have any patience), and we finally get to the
good stuff. The special effects are stunning right from the word go, as well
as the suspense - there's even an attempted (and quite graphic) murder in
the first few minutes.
Then we settle down into good old plot, and Matt takes
the opportunity to drop a few artless hints.
"So did TK make it to the meet today?"
Ken starts, and I can hear Matt chuckle almost noiselessly.
Guilt. Strike one. "Uh...yeah, yeah, I think so. Why?"
Paranoia. Strike two.
"Just wondering. Did he seem OK?"
"Of course. Why, shouldn't he be?" Defensiveness.
Strike three. Two more, Kenny boy, and you're out.
"Well, he seemed a bit out of sorts this morning."
Matt leans nearer, conspiratorially. "To tell you the truth, I think
he's got a bit of a crush on someone."
"Re-really?" Ken goes pale pink - embarrassment.
Strike four. One to go.
"Yeah," Matt continues, leaning back into
the chair. "I wondered why he'd been going over to Kari's so often
recently."
The look of naked jealously on Ken's face is more than
enough to convince me that the fifth strike has been bowled and he's out
for a duck. I can't take it any more - just the expression on his face makes
me crack up. What's worse is that it's self-reinforcing - when I start to
snigger softly, Matt starts to chuckle. I in turn giggle at him, and before
we know what's happening we're both helpless with laughter.
Throughout it all, Ken just sits there stiffly, trying
to retain what's left of his dignity. "What's so funny?"
"Oh, come on, Ken," Matt manages in between
laughs, "it's so obvious that you have a major crush on my brother!"
The pale pink we saw before reappears, and is then quickly
overtaken by a rush of bright red seconds before Ken turns his face away
angrily.
Oops. I touch Matt's arm to tell him I'll take
this part, then push off from the sofa and go and kneel down beside Ken.
Wow. Never thought I'd be the one who ends up doing
the diplomatic part.
"Ken...it's OK." OK, not exactly original,
but it'll do.
He looks at me, tears already forming in the corners
of his eyes. "Easy for you to say."
"No, it's not like that...what I meant was..."
Stupid idiot. Maybe you'd better just tell him now and get it over with.
"TK likes you too."
At that he turns away again. "Don't bother."
"It's true. He does, honest." Yes, I sound
trite, but what else can I say?
"You're kidding." My heart lifts - thank
god. There's a note of hope in his voice.
"No, no I'm not." I put my hand on his shoulder,
pulling him gently around to face me. "TK likes you too."
He drops his head. "I can't think why."
I ignore that. "The next question is - what're
you going to do about it?"
He shrugs. "Wait for him to do something? If he
really does like me, that is."
"He does." Wake up, you thick-headed
little sod! You've been mooning over each other for ages! "You
just have to tell him."
"...OK."
"Is that OK as in 'I will' or OK as in 'I'm just
saying that to get you off my back'?"
He smiles humourlessly at me. "Listen, you just
found out I'm gay. Cut me some slack." He sighs. "All right.
If it means that much to you, I'll tell him."
"No," Matt cuts in, and I have to stop myself
from jumping - I'd almost forgotten he was there. "Don't do it just
because we tell you to. Do it because you like him, and he likes you."
"Whatever."
I have to refrain from hitting him. "For gods'
sake, Ken. Why won't you tell him?"
He gives me a calculating look. "Because I don't
know if I can trust you."
Fair enough. I take Matt's hand. "All right.
I swear, as I love Matt Ishida with all my heart, that TK Takaishi likes
you."
Matt's mouth drops open and Ken smiles slightly. I'm
going to get it for that one later. Ken shakes his head. "OK, OK.
I believe you." He chuckles. "Shut your mouth, Matt. It's not
a pretty sight. Yes, I...like TK, and yes, you've proven to me that he likes
me back. So, tomorrow morning I'll catch him before school and tell him.
If I'm brave enough."
I cover his hand with mine. "You will be. It takes
a lot, but it's worth it. Right, Matt?"
My boyfriend squeezes my hand. "Right."
Unexpectedly, Ken leans forward and envelops both of
us in a hesitant hug. "...Thanks. Both of you."
"That's OK. Really."
Matt...
Jesus, my subconscious remarks, you'd've thought
you could spend a few hours without him. What are you, joined at the hip?
Shut up. It's our first night apart since the day
I sang that song on the beach, and I miss him already. True, it's only been
a couple of hours, but already I miss his lovely warm blue eyes, his soft
hair - as well as all the little things he does. I miss his kisses and caresses,
his quiet words, his subdued laughter when he does something I particularly
like and I can't help but make that little purring noise he loves.
Oh, sod it. It's my life. So what if I sound like a love-struck
teenager? I am a love-struck teenager!
I pick up the phone and quickly dial his number - his
mobile number. After all, it's gone ten o'clock - I don't want to
wake up the whole house.
He answers after a minute, sounding slightly sleepy but
no less cheerful. "Hey."
"Hey yourself. Don't I even get a 'hi, darling'?"
"Why, hello, my little sweetiepie, my darling,
precious little Tai," he teases, and I chuckle.
"All right. No need to be sarky. I just wanted
to talk to you."
He sighs. "I know. I miss you already."
"I miss you too."
For a moment neither of us says anything - but it's a
nice, companionable kind of silence. Much better than the silence when I'm
alone in my room and he's so far away.
"I love you."
Silence again at his end - I don't think he was expecting
that. Then his voice comes back, full of warmth and emotion and - is he crying?
"I love you too."
All of a sudden I feel all warm and happy. Just to know
that he loves me means a lot.
I hear someone moving around outside, and I drop my voice
to a whisper. "I think I might've woken someone up. I'd better go.
See you tomorrow?"
"Sure, Tai-chan," he murmurs. "First
day back at school for TK and Ken - makes you glad we get an inset day, ne?
Maybe tomorrow you can come over and we'll wait for TK to come home and spill..."
"I'd like that. Night, Matt."
"Night, love."
