Title: A Chance at happiness 43?
Author: Christen (purplehaysc@netscape.net)
Disclaimer: these characters belong to once and again except any characters you don't recognize
Distribution: Take it, but let me know. If you have any of my other fics, go ahead.
Comments: email me all you comments and suggestions. This is my first once and again fan fic so any ideas or comments you have would be great. So please email me with them. J oh people I have been reading the reviews and the very least I can see if first OMG! I am so shocked I have gotten so many reviews. If you have any other questions then email me at purplehaysc@netscape.net Oh and after finding out about the cancellation of the show I've found it harder to write some reason because when I watch the show inspiration comes so if you have any suggestions email me purplehaysc@netscape.net or im me at purplehays10
"Jessie, I need to go to therapy. How about I drop you off at your dad's?" Karen screamed up the stairs.
"I'll bring her back." Grace said and Karen looked up shocked.
"Grace, what are you doing here?" Karen asked worried.
"Like you don't know. It seems we have some thing to discuss. Don't you agree?" Grace asked.
"I don't have that much time, Grace."
"It won't take long, Karen." Grace grabbed a seat at the table.
"Ok, what do you have to say?" Karen asked annoyed.
"Look Karen I know you hate me…." Grace started to say.
"Grace, I don't hate you."
"You don't then why exactly did you try to the man I love away from me?" Grace asked as her tears started to flow.
"You love Eli?" Karen asked shocked.
"Yes, I do. Eli doesn't know but I do. I think he does to. One night I heard him in his sleep mention something about me helping him in life. I don't really know if that's a good thing or not." Grace said seriously.
"Grace, I never knew you loved him and I didn't mean to hurt you so much. I just… I wanted my son back. Now that I do, he hated me so it point less." Karen said as she started to cry too.
"He doesn't hate Karen, he never could." Grace said seriously. "You're his mother and no matter what you do he will always love you."
"I wish I could believe that." Karen said.
"Then do it and please stop trying to ruin his life or mine." Grace said getting up.
"Grace, I'm sorry. I really am and Grace thanks." Karen said smiling.
"Thanks for what?" Grace asked.
"For being there for Eli when I couldn't." She said.
"He wants you to be there, Karen. Just give him the chance to come to you, he will." Grace said as she left the house.
"What's wrong?" Henry asked worried.
"I did something horrible." Karen said sadly.
"I find that a little hard to believe." Henry said.
"I tried to break up my son and the girl he loved." Karen said sadly.
"Why?" Henry asked shocked.
"Because I want him back and I was sacred things would get to complicated for them." Karen said.
"And did you?" Henry asked.
"No, not at all. Actually he hates me now." Karen said sadly
"So why are here and not trying to get things back with him?" Henry asked.
"Because I don't think I can." Karen said.
"But you do know you have to?" Henry asked.
"Yes I do and maybe I won't feel so bad after." Karen said sadly.
Eli walked into Grace's room and saw her book open he went over to it and started to read and smiled.
(this is the second half)
I have felt this once before
But why is that I cannot ignore?
Always and everytime it comes back just as strong
Making me wonder "What the hell am I doing wrong?!?"
All of these I know
But still why do I love you so?
How can I fight this feeling I cannot hide
Enduring the fact that I have to keep it all inside
How can I be so blind?
I am conscious of reality but I don't mind
Utter craziness as they might say
Who cares? I'll still love you anyway
Infatuation to others as it may seem
It's just because they cannot deem
To love with all thy heart, mind and soul
Not thinking about anything else and giving their all
Although I know you'll never know how I feel for you
I still wish you all the best that's true
Even though I can't let go no matter how much I try
Because it was you who made me cry
Grace came in here room and saw the book. "Eli!" she screamed.
