I Ain't Missing You At All…
~ Chapter 2
We got back late at night. Schuldig almost hit the car in a brick wall. Well that was because he was distracted by Farf who almost jumped off the window because he saw a squirrel.
But Schuldig had his way with cars and he made a quick turn .
Nagi was so nervous that he floated us for a few seconds.
After that we went into a club . How was it…..Blue Angel…..or something like that.
Well we broke up. Nagi didn't had the legal age to go there and I didn't want to leave him alone. Schuldig agreed to meet there after an hour.
We found Farfarello a squirrel to keep him busy and left him in the car.
Nagi is a great company. He's a very smart kid, you can talk anything with him.
"How do you feel being the youngest here?" I asked while buying some ice cream.
"Unappreciated " He answered simply taking the cocoa ice cream.
"Yeah….I taught so " I said smiling
" How do you feel? "
"What?"
"Being the only girl here."
"Oh….well..weird….having so much guys around me…it's really weird. "
He smiled I didn't really knew how to express myself about this.
"What about Brad?"
The kid got in the soft spot.
"What do..um..you mean?"
"Being Brad's girlfriend , you know…." He seemed confused too.
"Uh…..well… telling you straight….I feel sorry. He never is there when I need him….It's like….uh….I don't even exist…"
"Like in the mission when Hidaka caught you? "
I had right then a flashback.
// Flashback//
Hidaka caught me from behind. I struggled , but I couldn't get away. The boys were far away. I was left behind .
Brad already set the bomb in the building and they were by the car.
Suddenly Schuldig stopped.
"Where's Angie? "
"Let's go God damn it or we'll blow up!" Brad screamed.
"Where is she?!" Schuldig screamed at him.
Nagi looked and saw me and Hidaka fighting.
"Schuldig ! There!"
Schuldig came running towards me and I threw Hidaka in a wall. Schuldig caught my hand he rushed me to the car. Brad looked at us and started the car .
//End Flashback//
"Yes Nagi….like then…"
"Then…why do you stay here, with him?"
"Well….I stay because this is the only place where I feel like home in a way. And besides, I stay with you , not only with Brad." I said smiling.
I remembered when the Brad stuff started. It was almost 2 moths ' till I was in Scwarz.
One night I stayed up because I couldn't sleep.
Brad came to have a cup of coffee so he can be awake to review the missions and do some paperwork. He sat down with me and talked to me about what is bothering me.
" Well….I feel unwanted here."
"Still?"
"Yes…"
"How come?"
"I don't know , maybe it's just me , but it's like everyone is so cold with me and nobody wants to talk with me.I feel alone."
"You shouldn't have. This is us. We are like this, like this we are acting. We've been like this ever since Schwarz begun ."
"Really?"
"Yes."
He smiled. It was the first time when I saw Brad smiling. He looked like an ordinary young dad. Dad? Well I think I always considered him like a father to all. Even to me. Maybe because my father never loved me much , and seeing Brad taking care of everything , the missions, the paperwork, meetings, and all the other stuff made me consider him a father.
We both rise in the same time from the table and I accidentally spilled my cocoa on his white shirt.
I taught he will explode.
"My new shirt! " He said.
"Sorry…I didn't mean…I…"
I took a kitchen towel and wet it and tried to clean the spot.
"It was a new one!"
"Oh gimme ' a break! Don't make such a fuss about it! I clean it tomorrow!"
I said nervous and threw the towel in his face.
I think we looked very funny standing there. Brad with a towel on his face and with his white 'new ' shirt black from the cocoa and me with my arms crossed in my black pajamas.
"Fine. You're gonna clean it!"
Hmm.. Brad didn't explode the way I taught he will. Amazing….His hair was wet from the towel.
I started laughing.
"What's so funny?" He asked.
"You look like a little angry child…" I said laughing.
He threw the towel in my face and smirked. And I was laughing loudly.
"You're too hyper." He said
"And you're too serious, Mr . Crawford." I still keep my respect for him despite the fact I hit him with the towel. " You should let that coffee for a while."
"And you should leave the sugar." He said .
"Okay I promise. Leave the shirt tomorrow on the sofa and when I wake up I'll clean it."
And while I arranged the towel to his place he came behind me . I turned around. And looked into his eyes. Those eyes that fascinated me all that time. He took my face into his hand. He has very soft hands.
And kissed me.
The man of steel kissed the hyper girl. No way. He has soft lips, and very hot ones. I could feel the taste of coffee in his mouth .He played with me, with his hands on my pajama , on my back and when his hand got under it I was shattering and broke the kiss. I didn't want more. I was afraid of more.
We looked into each other's eye for a few seconds and he walked away.
I heard him meeting with Schuldig on the way to his room.
"So, you finally did it. " He said.
He pushed Schuldig aside and keep on walking.
"I read your mind Brad. I couldn't believe it first.But you did it."
"Yes I did. You have a problem with that?'
"Fine by me." He said and walked away.
After a few days the rest of Schwarz found out. No one made a fuss about it and keep it silent.
"Angie? Angieeeeeeeee!"
Nagi woke me up from my daydreaming .
"Where were you thinking? You almost passed on the red light." He showed me
I looked and saw the cars passing in front of me. My ice cream was melting.
"Nowhere. Old memories."
"Or new ones?"
I smiled and arranged his hair.
"You don't miss anything do you?"
"I guess not."
"C'mon, let's go into the park to see the swans. I heard they got back on the lake."
"Sure!"
Me and Nagi always got along well. We usually walked trough the park or he helped me to learn more about computers or we just float ourselves trough the house and talked about a lot of things.
Now we are walking trough the dark trying to find the light switcher. Nagi is almost asleep. I try to look at the clock and guide Nagi not to hit something in the dark.
3:12 in the morning. Wow.
Schuldig heads for his room and I float Nagi to his . I put him on his bed and put the blanket on him. Such a cute kid. I like him very much, I hope I won't hurt him in any way . He started to trust me now, I don't want to ruin his trust.
"You won't, don't worry." I turn and trough the lights form outside the window I see Schuldig.
"You never stay out of my head do you?"
" You keep your mind open to me every time. Are you trying to tell me something?"
"Nope.Let's talk outside if you have something to tell me. I don't want to wake up Nagi."
He stepped outside . I kissed Nagi on his forehead and went after him.
" Can you help me put Farfarello in his room ?'
"Room? You call Farf's cell 'room' ?"
"Yes I do. Is that bothering you in any way?"
"Me? No. Not at all."
He helped me putting Farf in his room. He wanted to put his straightjacket , but we both agreed he should sleep a night without it.
"You really care about these two don't you?" He said while locking the door.
" I care about all of you. Even of you."
I said going towards Brad;s room. I left Schuldig smirking like he always does.
Brad was asleep on his desk with the head on some documents. I got my hand trough his hair and took his glasses off.
Should I wake him up? Maybe not. He'll be mad about sleeping while working and he will stay up ' till daylight. He should get some rest. I'll just let him sleep. I kiss his cheek and shut all the lights.
I go to my room and float myself to the bed.
I hear Farfarello playing with something made of steel. Soon I don't hear anything and I fall asleep. Before I fall asleep I see something. It slowly opens the door. I don't see what it really is. A man, a tall one…Am I dreaming?
It sure feels like a dream. He kisses my lips softly and goes away…
Is it a dream…?
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It looks like no one reads it, but I 'm still gonna write it until I finish it.
~ Chapter 2
We got back late at night. Schuldig almost hit the car in a brick wall. Well that was because he was distracted by Farf who almost jumped off the window because he saw a squirrel.
But Schuldig had his way with cars and he made a quick turn .
Nagi was so nervous that he floated us for a few seconds.
After that we went into a club . How was it…..Blue Angel…..or something like that.
Well we broke up. Nagi didn't had the legal age to go there and I didn't want to leave him alone. Schuldig agreed to meet there after an hour.
We found Farfarello a squirrel to keep him busy and left him in the car.
Nagi is a great company. He's a very smart kid, you can talk anything with him.
"How do you feel being the youngest here?" I asked while buying some ice cream.
"Unappreciated " He answered simply taking the cocoa ice cream.
"Yeah….I taught so " I said smiling
" How do you feel? "
"What?"
"Being the only girl here."
"Oh….well..weird….having so much guys around me…it's really weird. "
He smiled I didn't really knew how to express myself about this.
"What about Brad?"
The kid got in the soft spot.
"What do..um..you mean?"
"Being Brad's girlfriend , you know…." He seemed confused too.
"Uh…..well… telling you straight….I feel sorry. He never is there when I need him….It's like….uh….I don't even exist…"
"Like in the mission when Hidaka caught you? "
I had right then a flashback.
// Flashback//
Hidaka caught me from behind. I struggled , but I couldn't get away. The boys were far away. I was left behind .
Brad already set the bomb in the building and they were by the car.
Suddenly Schuldig stopped.
"Where's Angie? "
"Let's go God damn it or we'll blow up!" Brad screamed.
"Where is she?!" Schuldig screamed at him.
Nagi looked and saw me and Hidaka fighting.
"Schuldig ! There!"
Schuldig came running towards me and I threw Hidaka in a wall. Schuldig caught my hand he rushed me to the car. Brad looked at us and started the car .
//End Flashback//
"Yes Nagi….like then…"
"Then…why do you stay here, with him?"
"Well….I stay because this is the only place where I feel like home in a way. And besides, I stay with you , not only with Brad." I said smiling.
I remembered when the Brad stuff started. It was almost 2 moths ' till I was in Scwarz.
One night I stayed up because I couldn't sleep.
Brad came to have a cup of coffee so he can be awake to review the missions and do some paperwork. He sat down with me and talked to me about what is bothering me.
" Well….I feel unwanted here."
"Still?"
"Yes…"
"How come?"
"I don't know , maybe it's just me , but it's like everyone is so cold with me and nobody wants to talk with me.I feel alone."
"You shouldn't have. This is us. We are like this, like this we are acting. We've been like this ever since Schwarz begun ."
"Really?"
"Yes."
He smiled. It was the first time when I saw Brad smiling. He looked like an ordinary young dad. Dad? Well I think I always considered him like a father to all. Even to me. Maybe because my father never loved me much , and seeing Brad taking care of everything , the missions, the paperwork, meetings, and all the other stuff made me consider him a father.
We both rise in the same time from the table and I accidentally spilled my cocoa on his white shirt.
I taught he will explode.
"My new shirt! " He said.
"Sorry…I didn't mean…I…"
I took a kitchen towel and wet it and tried to clean the spot.
"It was a new one!"
"Oh gimme ' a break! Don't make such a fuss about it! I clean it tomorrow!"
I said nervous and threw the towel in his face.
I think we looked very funny standing there. Brad with a towel on his face and with his white 'new ' shirt black from the cocoa and me with my arms crossed in my black pajamas.
"Fine. You're gonna clean it!"
Hmm.. Brad didn't explode the way I taught he will. Amazing….His hair was wet from the towel.
I started laughing.
"What's so funny?" He asked.
"You look like a little angry child…" I said laughing.
He threw the towel in my face and smirked. And I was laughing loudly.
"You're too hyper." He said
"And you're too serious, Mr . Crawford." I still keep my respect for him despite the fact I hit him with the towel. " You should let that coffee for a while."
"And you should leave the sugar." He said .
"Okay I promise. Leave the shirt tomorrow on the sofa and when I wake up I'll clean it."
And while I arranged the towel to his place he came behind me . I turned around. And looked into his eyes. Those eyes that fascinated me all that time. He took my face into his hand. He has very soft hands.
And kissed me.
The man of steel kissed the hyper girl. No way. He has soft lips, and very hot ones. I could feel the taste of coffee in his mouth .He played with me, with his hands on my pajama , on my back and when his hand got under it I was shattering and broke the kiss. I didn't want more. I was afraid of more.
We looked into each other's eye for a few seconds and he walked away.
I heard him meeting with Schuldig on the way to his room.
"So, you finally did it. " He said.
He pushed Schuldig aside and keep on walking.
"I read your mind Brad. I couldn't believe it first.But you did it."
"Yes I did. You have a problem with that?'
"Fine by me." He said and walked away.
After a few days the rest of Schwarz found out. No one made a fuss about it and keep it silent.
"Angie? Angieeeeeeeee!"
Nagi woke me up from my daydreaming .
"Where were you thinking? You almost passed on the red light." He showed me
I looked and saw the cars passing in front of me. My ice cream was melting.
"Nowhere. Old memories."
"Or new ones?"
I smiled and arranged his hair.
"You don't miss anything do you?"
"I guess not."
"C'mon, let's go into the park to see the swans. I heard they got back on the lake."
"Sure!"
Me and Nagi always got along well. We usually walked trough the park or he helped me to learn more about computers or we just float ourselves trough the house and talked about a lot of things.
Now we are walking trough the dark trying to find the light switcher. Nagi is almost asleep. I try to look at the clock and guide Nagi not to hit something in the dark.
3:12 in the morning. Wow.
Schuldig heads for his room and I float Nagi to his . I put him on his bed and put the blanket on him. Such a cute kid. I like him very much, I hope I won't hurt him in any way . He started to trust me now, I don't want to ruin his trust.
"You won't, don't worry." I turn and trough the lights form outside the window I see Schuldig.
"You never stay out of my head do you?"
" You keep your mind open to me every time. Are you trying to tell me something?"
"Nope.Let's talk outside if you have something to tell me. I don't want to wake up Nagi."
He stepped outside . I kissed Nagi on his forehead and went after him.
" Can you help me put Farfarello in his room ?'
"Room? You call Farf's cell 'room' ?"
"Yes I do. Is that bothering you in any way?"
"Me? No. Not at all."
He helped me putting Farf in his room. He wanted to put his straightjacket , but we both agreed he should sleep a night without it.
"You really care about these two don't you?" He said while locking the door.
" I care about all of you. Even of you."
I said going towards Brad;s room. I left Schuldig smirking like he always does.
Brad was asleep on his desk with the head on some documents. I got my hand trough his hair and took his glasses off.
Should I wake him up? Maybe not. He'll be mad about sleeping while working and he will stay up ' till daylight. He should get some rest. I'll just let him sleep. I kiss his cheek and shut all the lights.
I go to my room and float myself to the bed.
I hear Farfarello playing with something made of steel. Soon I don't hear anything and I fall asleep. Before I fall asleep I see something. It slowly opens the door. I don't see what it really is. A man, a tall one…Am I dreaming?
It sure feels like a dream. He kisses my lips softly and goes away…
Is it a dream…?
* * * **
It looks like no one reads it, but I 'm still gonna write it until I finish it.