A/N : Awwwwwwww.this chapie's gonna have so much fluff and sugar that will
make you sick. Written while listening to blues and stuff. I wanted to
write the lyrics but I couldn't find theme anywhere on the net , and I was
afraid that if I try to write theme I'll screw up. Ahhhh.I hate this kind
of situations! Enjoy..if you can..
I Ain't Missing You At All..
Chapter 13
Snow falling. Nothing else she could feel . Except for his sweet lips on her frozen ones. What was she doing ?
Something snapped inside when he approached and kissed her . From her stomach and up to her heart that 'butterfly' feeling filled her and as he took her face in his tiny hands warmth filled her from inside.
Was he still Nagi ? This wasn't the Nagi she used to know , but in the same time he was.
It seemed forever since they stood there , everything seemed lost and forget.
But she finally broke the kiss. Then , everything started to have sense. The noise , the snow , the lights..everything.
She dared to gaze into the chocolate eyes finally. Such sweet eyes he had. . She could read on his face he was embarrassed .
Well, she was supposed to say something now ?
They both took a deep breath and looked into the ground. And * she * was supposed to be the daring type of person...yeah.right..right now she felt shy like a 10 year old school girl.
" Nagi.."
"Well.."
They both smiled with their eyes gazing at the paved street . And after a few seconds they both got their eyes up , trying to see what other was looking like. When they met each other's faces they burst into laughter. A short one. Angie finally dared :
" Okay .this is stupid." // Oh shit ! Bad words! Bad words! He'll think The kiss was stupid..// " no , I mean , .the.you know.it wasn't stupid..I meant this..eh..silence."
"Yeah.."
People were passing looking at the two teen who were standing in the middle of the sidewalk .
" Is there something written I should say now ? " She asked.
Nagi smiled. Well, at least she was as confused as she was.
" I'm sorry. " he whispered.
Angie gave him a look. What was he talking about ?
" Wowwowowow! What are you talking about ? "
" About.earlier.."
" Why ? "
" Um..you love Brad.."
" I.I don't think I do anymore . "
Nagi looked at her. She was barely dressed for this type of weather. Her jeans and her tiny black jacket weren't enough . He smiled looking at her. She always dressed simple , no accessories , except for a casual bracelet and her earrings . She went barely noticed everywhere .
" You don't ? "
She put her hands in her pockets and rose her shoulders.
" Dunno.."
Silence. Hmm.was it a good time to speak her mind at.heh..almost 12 :00 at night ? Who cares anyway ? She lost everything already .
" I don't think it was stupid . The kiss I mean . " was she turning red with every word or was it just her imagination ? " I only want to know if you did it because you felt sorry for me or it was just a moment's thing."
" It was a moment's thing..."
//damn...// she taught.
" ..ever since I first saw you in our doorstep.."
//Oh...// something inside her went hyper , but in the same time confused and sad. It was Ken still..and yes...it was Brad...
" You're the only true friend I had . Ever since I lost Tot I felt so alone . Then you came . And I'm sounding like an idiot."
Angie laughed shortly.
" No , you're not ! Why me ? I'm the last person I would of expected this from you."
" Dunno..you're different."
Angie took a long look around.
" I think people are still staring.wanna go somewhere else ? " " Sure."
They took off ahead on the street , now almost empty , while everyone else was in their houses , with their families and gathered around a nice hot meal or in their beds with a significant other . Or maybe alone trough the night .
Nagi finally decided he should tell her . What if she'll laugh or something ? He didn't care. Now he done it , but without no explications . Maybe it's time for theme.
" Thank you . "
" Huh ? for what ? ?"
" For being there for me . "
"Me ? "
" Let me finish before saying something stupid."
" 'kay.."
" Ever since you came you've been like the big sister for me , every time I needed someone besides me at night when I couldn't sleep or when I was sad , you always came , even if it was 2 in the afternoon or 2 at night . I still don't know how I really feel about you , but I know this : I love you in a very different way than I ever loved someone."
// Good Nagi..now she's gonna slap you and laugh at you..yay for Nagi people !// he taught sarcastically to himself.
//Now you really got me to shut up.now I have to think about something intelligent to say //
"Um..."
// Yeah..that was very intelligent ! Bravo Angie !//
" And now.. now you made me look at you different.. You made me look at you like a lover , not like a brother anymore.funny.." She finally said.
Something lighted Nagi's eyes and flashes of light from the cars made the snow sparkle . She felt , weird . funny. For the first time since she knew Nagi she wanted him to take her in his arms and hold her , but not hold her like a friend would , hold her like a lover should , protecting her with his arms and keep her warm.
She looked again at the boy in front of her who was the same height , not being able not to notice the question in his eyes .
They stopped at the entrance of the park , from where they could see the lake and the empty paths people made in the snow.
She let herself fall on the snow, laying her back against the cement fence , pulling her knees to her chin.
" I just don't know anymore Nagi...I'm lost."
In her voice he could hear a slight tremble , like she was close to crying. He sat next to her then .
" I don't know what to do anymore, everything turned upside down in a matter of months . I wanted someone to care , and Brad lied to me and made me go away when I needed someone the most . I'm not a machine Nagi ! I have damn feelings too !"
Silence.
Then a whisper :
" I'm just tired of everyone treating me like a freak , tired of running , tired of hurting people . I'm exhausted . I'm lost."
Nagi couldn't think at anything good to say. It wasn't even need for that , because he felt her cold hand on his , as she reached for his chest , laying her head on him . He gazed at her face .
And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
She looked back .
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers
And she reached for his face pulling him closer. And they kissed again.
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
So all he could do was to hug her , keeping her as close as he could.
" I'm lost Nagi , we both are . And I'm getting cold because of this frozen world around , whether is summer or winter. I don't know...keep me warm tonight.."
I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
Must begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground
And there they stood , two lost shadows in the darkness of the city , with the snow falling from the sky , like tears from someone they didn't knew , but wanted to keep theme both company , trying to give peace to theme and other lost souls out there this night .
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are
Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!
As some would want to think , but they knew the only ones who cared and could rely on were themselves.
So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you
A/N : O.O
Did I...did I just wrote this ..? God.I never wrote romance before...this is new to me ppl. Humor me and don't flame me. Even if I'm a pyro , I like TO flame , not TO GET flamed . Okay , too much sap , Celine Dion's music always makes me sappy .And yes , I finally found some lyrics to suit with the situation as you can see. Yay for me. Um.whatever...I hope this will load , it looks like it's the only story my Microsoft Word accepts. Now go flame me for too much sap !
I Ain't Missing You At All..
Chapter 13
Snow falling. Nothing else she could feel . Except for his sweet lips on her frozen ones. What was she doing ?
Something snapped inside when he approached and kissed her . From her stomach and up to her heart that 'butterfly' feeling filled her and as he took her face in his tiny hands warmth filled her from inside.
Was he still Nagi ? This wasn't the Nagi she used to know , but in the same time he was.
It seemed forever since they stood there , everything seemed lost and forget.
But she finally broke the kiss. Then , everything started to have sense. The noise , the snow , the lights..everything.
She dared to gaze into the chocolate eyes finally. Such sweet eyes he had. . She could read on his face he was embarrassed .
Well, she was supposed to say something now ?
They both took a deep breath and looked into the ground. And * she * was supposed to be the daring type of person...yeah.right..right now she felt shy like a 10 year old school girl.
" Nagi.."
"Well.."
They both smiled with their eyes gazing at the paved street . And after a few seconds they both got their eyes up , trying to see what other was looking like. When they met each other's faces they burst into laughter. A short one. Angie finally dared :
" Okay .this is stupid." // Oh shit ! Bad words! Bad words! He'll think The kiss was stupid..// " no , I mean , .the.you know.it wasn't stupid..I meant this..eh..silence."
"Yeah.."
People were passing looking at the two teen who were standing in the middle of the sidewalk .
" Is there something written I should say now ? " She asked.
Nagi smiled. Well, at least she was as confused as she was.
" I'm sorry. " he whispered.
Angie gave him a look. What was he talking about ?
" Wowwowowow! What are you talking about ? "
" About.earlier.."
" Why ? "
" Um..you love Brad.."
" I.I don't think I do anymore . "
Nagi looked at her. She was barely dressed for this type of weather. Her jeans and her tiny black jacket weren't enough . He smiled looking at her. She always dressed simple , no accessories , except for a casual bracelet and her earrings . She went barely noticed everywhere .
" You don't ? "
She put her hands in her pockets and rose her shoulders.
" Dunno.."
Silence. Hmm.was it a good time to speak her mind at.heh..almost 12 :00 at night ? Who cares anyway ? She lost everything already .
" I don't think it was stupid . The kiss I mean . " was she turning red with every word or was it just her imagination ? " I only want to know if you did it because you felt sorry for me or it was just a moment's thing."
" It was a moment's thing..."
//damn...// she taught.
" ..ever since I first saw you in our doorstep.."
//Oh...// something inside her went hyper , but in the same time confused and sad. It was Ken still..and yes...it was Brad...
" You're the only true friend I had . Ever since I lost Tot I felt so alone . Then you came . And I'm sounding like an idiot."
Angie laughed shortly.
" No , you're not ! Why me ? I'm the last person I would of expected this from you."
" Dunno..you're different."
Angie took a long look around.
" I think people are still staring.wanna go somewhere else ? " " Sure."
They took off ahead on the street , now almost empty , while everyone else was in their houses , with their families and gathered around a nice hot meal or in their beds with a significant other . Or maybe alone trough the night .
Nagi finally decided he should tell her . What if she'll laugh or something ? He didn't care. Now he done it , but without no explications . Maybe it's time for theme.
" Thank you . "
" Huh ? for what ? ?"
" For being there for me . "
"Me ? "
" Let me finish before saying something stupid."
" 'kay.."
" Ever since you came you've been like the big sister for me , every time I needed someone besides me at night when I couldn't sleep or when I was sad , you always came , even if it was 2 in the afternoon or 2 at night . I still don't know how I really feel about you , but I know this : I love you in a very different way than I ever loved someone."
// Good Nagi..now she's gonna slap you and laugh at you..yay for Nagi people !// he taught sarcastically to himself.
//Now you really got me to shut up.now I have to think about something intelligent to say //
"Um..."
// Yeah..that was very intelligent ! Bravo Angie !//
" And now.. now you made me look at you different.. You made me look at you like a lover , not like a brother anymore.funny.." She finally said.
Something lighted Nagi's eyes and flashes of light from the cars made the snow sparkle . She felt , weird . funny. For the first time since she knew Nagi she wanted him to take her in his arms and hold her , but not hold her like a friend would , hold her like a lover should , protecting her with his arms and keep her warm.
She looked again at the boy in front of her who was the same height , not being able not to notice the question in his eyes .
They stopped at the entrance of the park , from where they could see the lake and the empty paths people made in the snow.
She let herself fall on the snow, laying her back against the cement fence , pulling her knees to her chin.
" I just don't know anymore Nagi...I'm lost."
In her voice he could hear a slight tremble , like she was close to crying. He sat next to her then .
" I don't know what to do anymore, everything turned upside down in a matter of months . I wanted someone to care , and Brad lied to me and made me go away when I needed someone the most . I'm not a machine Nagi ! I have damn feelings too !"
Silence.
Then a whisper :
" I'm just tired of everyone treating me like a freak , tired of running , tired of hurting people . I'm exhausted . I'm lost."
Nagi couldn't think at anything good to say. It wasn't even need for that , because he felt her cold hand on his , as she reached for his chest , laying her head on him . He gazed at her face .
And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
She looked back .
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers
And she reached for his face pulling him closer. And they kissed again.
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
So all he could do was to hug her , keeping her as close as he could.
" I'm lost Nagi , we both are . And I'm getting cold because of this frozen world around , whether is summer or winter. I don't know...keep me warm tonight.."
I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
Must begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground
And there they stood , two lost shadows in the darkness of the city , with the snow falling from the sky , like tears from someone they didn't knew , but wanted to keep theme both company , trying to give peace to theme and other lost souls out there this night .
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are
Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!
As some would want to think , but they knew the only ones who cared and could rely on were themselves.
So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you
A/N : O.O
Did I...did I just wrote this ..? God.I never wrote romance before...this is new to me ppl. Humor me and don't flame me. Even if I'm a pyro , I like TO flame , not TO GET flamed . Okay , too much sap , Celine Dion's music always makes me sappy .And yes , I finally found some lyrics to suit with the situation as you can see. Yay for me. Um.whatever...I hope this will load , it looks like it's the only story my Microsoft Word accepts. Now go flame me for too much sap !