Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon, but I'll be more than glad if someone
decided to give it to me ^.~
A/N: Thank you so much Sarah-chan, lobsterAHOY (nooo, don't go! It's so nice to have a reviewer like you! And thank you again for reviewing my other ficcies! Join my interactive fic! Please?), Fordina, tamagochi, Pepper Breath, Dream-chan, Shinigami (Well the name is like that cause Daisuke is more angsty here and I might hint some other relationships.), Yuka-chan, Thea (^^ I thought so, but this chapter is better. Or is it?). And I totally agree that Takeru looks so cute with Daisuke ^^.
********* Daisuke's POV
Takeru.
Names don't mean much. This is what you told me when I used to call you by the wrong names on purpose. You never got mad at me for it. I think that's about when I fell for you.
You have no idea how much I treasure your name.
I whisper it when I go to sleep, when I wake up in the morning, when I get into trouble. And your face: beautiful, untouchable like that of an angel's.
The memory of you brings happiness and sadness. At the same time that I love you, I can not have you.
The irony of it all makes me want to laugh until I suffocate.
The wind caresses my hair with gentle fingers and I imagine it's you; the water kisses my lips with butterfly touches and I imagine it's you. Even now when I'm staring down the highest bridge in the city, ready to face death I imagine you're welcoming me instead of heartless razor sharp rocks.
A bitter laugh escapes my lips, even in times like this I can vaguely see you running towards me. Illusions of the mind, they drive you mad. And believe me, I'm speaking from experience.
I shakily stand on the railing, swaying with the wind. Good-bye Takeru, my love, my angel, my soul.
I close my eyes as the wind hits me in a painful blow and the gravity brings me closer to my demise. I imagine I'm flying with you Takeru, only you...
"Daisuke" Was that??... no, couldn't be, my mind is playing tricks again.
"Daisuke, what the hell do you think you are doing???!!!!" My body stops with a not so gently tug. I open my eyes and look up. Takeru...what are you doing here? You're supposed to be away and happy.
"Let go Takeru." Don't you realize that I'm not worth your time? I'm nothing and you... you are everything.
My face must have betrayed something because your eyes soften.
"Daisuke don't you know how much pain you will cause us?"
You'll get over it and lead a happy life.
"Sometimes you're just so selfish Daisuke. Don't you understand that there's people who care about you?"
Really? How come I never noticed?
"Like who?" My voice is heavy with sarcasm.
"All of us! Your friends, your sister, your family and Kari. Don't you know Daisuke??"
All of them? No, they don't even notice me.
"And you Takeru?" Anytime now, you'll crush my already broken heart.
" I... I care about you the most Daisuke."
You... you what? Did I hear that right? In my surprise I never noticed that you already managed to drag me up. I stare at you open-mouthed when my feet finally hits solid ground again.
"Daisuke, close your mouth. You're drooling."
Did you know that your laugh is beautiful? Scratch that, all about you is beautiful.
"You like me?" Great, I sound like an idiot. I feel like hitting myself over the head.
"Yes Daisuke. I'm...sorry, I shouldn't have said that, you'll probably hate me now."
Hate you? Are you kidding me?
Laughing the first time in days, I tackle you to the ground in a bone- crushing hug. I can see that you didn't expect this at all but wasn't about to complain. As I look into your blue eyes I feel myself drowning.
"Daisuke, do you want to be my koi?" Aww, you look so cute when you're blushing. And you have to ask?
"I'd love to Takeru. I love you." I whisper into your ear what I always wanted to say.
"I know. Thank you Daisuke." Well, at least I can be with you. Hopefully you'll say those three little words to me one day. I smile as we intertwine our fingers and walk slowly towards home.
**************
Both of the boys failed to notice a greenish hue flicker around them and disappear.
************************ Was that better? It was still kinda mushy in the beginning but I think it was better ^^ . Be sure to review and let me know what you think!
A/N: Thank you so much Sarah-chan, lobsterAHOY (nooo, don't go! It's so nice to have a reviewer like you! And thank you again for reviewing my other ficcies! Join my interactive fic! Please?), Fordina, tamagochi, Pepper Breath, Dream-chan, Shinigami (Well the name is like that cause Daisuke is more angsty here and I might hint some other relationships.), Yuka-chan, Thea (^^ I thought so, but this chapter is better. Or is it?). And I totally agree that Takeru looks so cute with Daisuke ^^.
********* Daisuke's POV
Takeru.
Names don't mean much. This is what you told me when I used to call you by the wrong names on purpose. You never got mad at me for it. I think that's about when I fell for you.
You have no idea how much I treasure your name.
I whisper it when I go to sleep, when I wake up in the morning, when I get into trouble. And your face: beautiful, untouchable like that of an angel's.
The memory of you brings happiness and sadness. At the same time that I love you, I can not have you.
The irony of it all makes me want to laugh until I suffocate.
The wind caresses my hair with gentle fingers and I imagine it's you; the water kisses my lips with butterfly touches and I imagine it's you. Even now when I'm staring down the highest bridge in the city, ready to face death I imagine you're welcoming me instead of heartless razor sharp rocks.
A bitter laugh escapes my lips, even in times like this I can vaguely see you running towards me. Illusions of the mind, they drive you mad. And believe me, I'm speaking from experience.
I shakily stand on the railing, swaying with the wind. Good-bye Takeru, my love, my angel, my soul.
I close my eyes as the wind hits me in a painful blow and the gravity brings me closer to my demise. I imagine I'm flying with you Takeru, only you...
"Daisuke" Was that??... no, couldn't be, my mind is playing tricks again.
"Daisuke, what the hell do you think you are doing???!!!!" My body stops with a not so gently tug. I open my eyes and look up. Takeru...what are you doing here? You're supposed to be away and happy.
"Let go Takeru." Don't you realize that I'm not worth your time? I'm nothing and you... you are everything.
My face must have betrayed something because your eyes soften.
"Daisuke don't you know how much pain you will cause us?"
You'll get over it and lead a happy life.
"Sometimes you're just so selfish Daisuke. Don't you understand that there's people who care about you?"
Really? How come I never noticed?
"Like who?" My voice is heavy with sarcasm.
"All of us! Your friends, your sister, your family and Kari. Don't you know Daisuke??"
All of them? No, they don't even notice me.
"And you Takeru?" Anytime now, you'll crush my already broken heart.
" I... I care about you the most Daisuke."
You... you what? Did I hear that right? In my surprise I never noticed that you already managed to drag me up. I stare at you open-mouthed when my feet finally hits solid ground again.
"Daisuke, close your mouth. You're drooling."
Did you know that your laugh is beautiful? Scratch that, all about you is beautiful.
"You like me?" Great, I sound like an idiot. I feel like hitting myself over the head.
"Yes Daisuke. I'm...sorry, I shouldn't have said that, you'll probably hate me now."
Hate you? Are you kidding me?
Laughing the first time in days, I tackle you to the ground in a bone- crushing hug. I can see that you didn't expect this at all but wasn't about to complain. As I look into your blue eyes I feel myself drowning.
"Daisuke, do you want to be my koi?" Aww, you look so cute when you're blushing. And you have to ask?
"I'd love to Takeru. I love you." I whisper into your ear what I always wanted to say.
"I know. Thank you Daisuke." Well, at least I can be with you. Hopefully you'll say those three little words to me one day. I smile as we intertwine our fingers and walk slowly towards home.
**************
Both of the boys failed to notice a greenish hue flicker around them and disappear.
************************ Was that better? It was still kinda mushy in the beginning but I think it was better ^^ . Be sure to review and let me know what you think!