Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon or any of its characters.
A/N: I am sorry this took so long, as I explained in my other fics, I explain again that there are three reasons. I got writer's block last month, my account got blocked for a week and I was sick. Does bad luck follow me around or something? . But here it is, I'm glad ^^ cause soon I won't have time anymore and it's best to finish the stories before that. Hope you guys like this chapter! It's the last happy one before I make Takeru and Daisuke's lives living hell *insert standard evil laugh *-- Mwahahahahaha... o_O Did I say that there was no digimon here but I don't think I said that the whole trip and everything happened, the digimon just can't meet with them. ^^
*This A/N was written a few weeks back! I'm too lazy to change it so I'm just gonna leave it there but the reason that I took so long to upload this was because I got a horrible writer's block on this story! I rewrote this for about 4 times and still it sucks x_x*
Pepper Breath: Thanks! This chapter is the last romance bit for a while but there's more in the end ^.^
Shinigami: Yep, that was the rings. I realize it's not very original, actually not original at all but I had to add that bit in there because... I felt like it. -_-''' Well as for the reaction of others that's for me to know and you to wonder! *muse pops up from nowhere* "she doesn't know either" Umm, yeah. *big sweatdrop*
Sarah-chan: Meep, don't do anything Sarah-chan! See, I had reasons and now I wrote it! ^^
Yuka-chan: Um... thanks? *feeds cookie to her constantly hungry muse who doesn't have a name yet*
Thank you all for reviewing! Please review again! I luv reviews ^^
************ Daisuke's POV
I love you Takeru. You know but you never reply. Of course, it's not like I deserve your love or anything but it would be nice.
-No one's going to be nice to a sick fag like you.-
Shut up! No, Takeru cares about me, he really does. Yet somewhere in my heart I believe in that little voice. Ah, friends and lover. It must be some kind of punishment for my previous life, it must. My so called friends don't care about me, too wrapped up in their own world. A lover who I don't think loves me back. It's already enough though, enough for me to live on. Tracing his face in the picture with a finger I smile. I truly really do love you Takeru. I would give up my life for you any time without hesitation.
-worthless piece of shit, your love is wasted-
This time I ignore that voice who caused me more than enough misery. Tomorrow is our one-month anniversary, I'm happy. Goodnight Takeru, love you.
*****
Takeru's POV
Dear Daisuke (great now I'm calling my journal Daisuke),
Of all our time together I guess the one-month anniversary was the most memorable of them all. We promised not to buy gifts for each other; actually I was short on money, but that's beside the point. The point is that all we need is each other and the bond we share.
Sometimes I wonder just how much pain you went through because I was too much of coward to confront my own feelings. I'm sorry, Daisuke; sorry for past pains I put you through and future pains that I know are coming. I never told you but my mom is homophobic (A/N: is this right?); she hates them or should I say us. I'm afraid that if she found out she would never let me see you again. Paper can never enclose fire so she'll know sooner or later.
But I'm sure it won't be soon, so no doubts for today. Back to the anniversary last weekend. We went to the carnival to spend the day together and had tons of fun going on rides, eating ice cream and popcorn, watching the magic show and playing in those game booths. I can never forget your smile when I won that stuffed bear for you. It lit up your face and brightened your features, so beautiful. I still can't understand how the bear could ever look like me? I'm not that fat and cuddly. I remember you laughed and said I was cuter, I think I blushed.
The best however happened after the carnival. When I pulled you aside and wanted to voice my love for you, you wouldn't belive how nervous I was.(P.S. Daisuke, if you ever find this I'll never admit to this sentence) Sure I love you but saying it aloud is a big step for me. The last rays of the sun shone on your hair and the surroundings making everything so dream- like. For a moment you were almost not real to me, like an angel that stepped out of my most wonderful dreams. That's when I was sure that I loved you more than anything else in the world, that I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with you if you'd let me. I offered the jade ring that grandma left me to mark our love; they fit perfectly onto our fingers. I could've sworn they were bigger but nah I probably remembered wrong. Anyhow, the kiss afterwards was the most perfect and sweet one yet, it was almost like sealing a promise.
God, I can't believe how mushy I feel right now, love sure makes you strange.
Love you, Takeru.
*******
Really, that was quite disturbing since this is the result of 4 rewrites. I guess I'm better at angst anyways. For all you angst fans, there's tons coming up ahead! ^_~
Please review!
A/N: I am sorry this took so long, as I explained in my other fics, I explain again that there are three reasons. I got writer's block last month, my account got blocked for a week and I was sick. Does bad luck follow me around or something? . But here it is, I'm glad ^^ cause soon I won't have time anymore and it's best to finish the stories before that. Hope you guys like this chapter! It's the last happy one before I make Takeru and Daisuke's lives living hell *insert standard evil laugh *-- Mwahahahahaha... o_O Did I say that there was no digimon here but I don't think I said that the whole trip and everything happened, the digimon just can't meet with them. ^^
*This A/N was written a few weeks back! I'm too lazy to change it so I'm just gonna leave it there but the reason that I took so long to upload this was because I got a horrible writer's block on this story! I rewrote this for about 4 times and still it sucks x_x*
Pepper Breath: Thanks! This chapter is the last romance bit for a while but there's more in the end ^.^
Shinigami: Yep, that was the rings. I realize it's not very original, actually not original at all but I had to add that bit in there because... I felt like it. -_-''' Well as for the reaction of others that's for me to know and you to wonder! *muse pops up from nowhere* "she doesn't know either" Umm, yeah. *big sweatdrop*
Sarah-chan: Meep, don't do anything Sarah-chan! See, I had reasons and now I wrote it! ^^
Yuka-chan: Um... thanks? *feeds cookie to her constantly hungry muse who doesn't have a name yet*
Thank you all for reviewing! Please review again! I luv reviews ^^
************ Daisuke's POV
I love you Takeru. You know but you never reply. Of course, it's not like I deserve your love or anything but it would be nice.
-No one's going to be nice to a sick fag like you.-
Shut up! No, Takeru cares about me, he really does. Yet somewhere in my heart I believe in that little voice. Ah, friends and lover. It must be some kind of punishment for my previous life, it must. My so called friends don't care about me, too wrapped up in their own world. A lover who I don't think loves me back. It's already enough though, enough for me to live on. Tracing his face in the picture with a finger I smile. I truly really do love you Takeru. I would give up my life for you any time without hesitation.
-worthless piece of shit, your love is wasted-
This time I ignore that voice who caused me more than enough misery. Tomorrow is our one-month anniversary, I'm happy. Goodnight Takeru, love you.
*****
Takeru's POV
Dear Daisuke (great now I'm calling my journal Daisuke),
Of all our time together I guess the one-month anniversary was the most memorable of them all. We promised not to buy gifts for each other; actually I was short on money, but that's beside the point. The point is that all we need is each other and the bond we share.
Sometimes I wonder just how much pain you went through because I was too much of coward to confront my own feelings. I'm sorry, Daisuke; sorry for past pains I put you through and future pains that I know are coming. I never told you but my mom is homophobic (A/N: is this right?); she hates them or should I say us. I'm afraid that if she found out she would never let me see you again. Paper can never enclose fire so she'll know sooner or later.
But I'm sure it won't be soon, so no doubts for today. Back to the anniversary last weekend. We went to the carnival to spend the day together and had tons of fun going on rides, eating ice cream and popcorn, watching the magic show and playing in those game booths. I can never forget your smile when I won that stuffed bear for you. It lit up your face and brightened your features, so beautiful. I still can't understand how the bear could ever look like me? I'm not that fat and cuddly. I remember you laughed and said I was cuter, I think I blushed.
The best however happened after the carnival. When I pulled you aside and wanted to voice my love for you, you wouldn't belive how nervous I was.(P.S. Daisuke, if you ever find this I'll never admit to this sentence) Sure I love you but saying it aloud is a big step for me. The last rays of the sun shone on your hair and the surroundings making everything so dream- like. For a moment you were almost not real to me, like an angel that stepped out of my most wonderful dreams. That's when I was sure that I loved you more than anything else in the world, that I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with you if you'd let me. I offered the jade ring that grandma left me to mark our love; they fit perfectly onto our fingers. I could've sworn they were bigger but nah I probably remembered wrong. Anyhow, the kiss afterwards was the most perfect and sweet one yet, it was almost like sealing a promise.
God, I can't believe how mushy I feel right now, love sure makes you strange.
Love you, Takeru.
*******
Really, that was quite disturbing since this is the result of 4 rewrites. I guess I'm better at angst anyways. For all you angst fans, there's tons coming up ahead! ^_~
Please review!