Ok here's the second part of my fic. Thanks for the reviews!
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I don't own no one in this story I would love to own Chris Jericho I wish I did erm…right Vince McMahon owns him and all that stuff. I don't own the song "Broken" By 12 Stones
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Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you
She sat in the back just staring at the TV blankly. Her face pale as she saw him on RAW…not there with her. Hurt and anger filled inside of her wondering why the hell he would of done that to her. The woman he said loved and would never hurt her. He promised her that he would be back that day to be with her and he promised her that he will never jump to RAW…but he lied. As she fought back tears they showed him once again his hands up in victory. She got the remote and threw it at the TV. The same thoughts circle around her head why did he do this to her. She shook her head, as there was a knock on the door. She whipped away some tears and said, "Come in". The stage manager popped his head in and said "Miss. McMahon no one has seen Chris Jericho around-" "I know that Philip" she said not taking her eyes off the floor. "So who is up for the main event?" Stephanie sighed and looked up "just…I don't know find someone ok I really don't feel like talking right now", Philip nodded and closed the door.
'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
'Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away
She felt stupid not knowing that this was coming. She should of known when he acted all jumpy when she asked him where he was going that morning. The same words circled in her head "I'll be back soon I promise" she kissed him and he left out the door…gone forever. She got up and walked out the door. Walking down the halls as several wrestlers greeted her but with the same looks on their faces. She knew they all had been seeing RAW and saw The Anti-Americans…and Chris Jump ship. She bumped into to Kurt who looked concern about her. "Steph…are you ok?" he asked as he put one hand on her shoulder, she looked up and put on her best fake smile and answered, "yeah…why shouldn't I be ok?" she asked as if she didn't know what he was talking about. "Test, Christian, Lance…and Chris jumping ship to RAW…" All the sudden all this anger filled inside of her. She was no longer sad about Chris lying to her she was now…angry. Angry for believing him and angry for trusting him…she just was angry at him! She looked at Kurt in the eyes and all the sudden her expressions changed. She wasn't the sort of nice business woman. She turned into the bitchy business woman and simply answered, "Well that's their fault…they don't know what mistake they did jumping to Raw". She gave Kurt a small evil smile and walked away. Why should I be getting all sad? He hurt me! He broken my heart he did this for himself and I'm getting sad and crying about it? Damn it you're a McMahon…McMahon's never just forgive and forget! She told her self.
I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
She got to her hotel room tired and exhausted . She dropped her bag instantly and laid on the bed staring up at the ceiling. Wondering what Chris was doing….he was probably asleep…like a little baby. She smiled just thinking about it. The way he looked so peaceful when he was sleeping…..he looked just…perfect. Then she remembered the first nigh they spend together…then she began to cry. She didn't know why she was crying…she just was. She had many reasons and one of them wasn't that she was crying because she was so angry at him. Damn it Steph calm down! You need to get a glass of water and stop crying…you sound like a little baby! she said to her self. She got up and grabbed her water bottle and took a big gulp. She whipped away a few tears 'Your crying because you still love him' she whispered to her self. She took out her clothes and went into the bathroom.
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life
She came out of the bathroom. Her eyes bloodshot red she cried some more in the bathroom. Tears…tears of betrayal…why had he done this to her?. "RAW is now JERICHO!" that phrase echoed in her mind the whole time. "That ass" she mumbled to her self. She got in bed as she was about to turn off the light her phone began to ring. "The hell?" she said in a annoyed voice and looked at the time "Great 12:30". She got her phone and looked at who was calling….it was Chris. She sighed deciding weather or not to answer it. On side of her said Answer it Steph tell him what you really think of him right now tell him how much he's full of himself and how he's such a ass whole!. But the other side of her said Give him a chance Steph…maybe he'll explain everything he loves you he told you and he meant it came from his heart he loves you…as you love him. She sighed and answered the phone. "Hello-" "Steph Hey it's Chris", his voice made a small shiver go down her spine. She was so happy to hear his voice…but angry at the same time. "You've reached my cell phone I'm not able to answer it right now so just leave your message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can" she said as she swallowed. She had now idea why she couldn't just face him tell him off, instead she acted like it was her voice mail.
"Umm ok…. Steph it's Chris…I know that you have to be upset with me…". Try I'm hating you…but I still love you she thought "hell you might even hate me right now…but I have to..". She couldn't just sit back and hear him suck so she spoke up. "Hate is what I'm feeling right now Chris" she said he voice filled with anger and hate. "Steph?" Chris asked surprised but yet happy to hear her. She closed her eyes the way he said her name brought back memories of all of their happy times…but this wasn't a happy time she snapped out of her thoughts and said "Yeah it's me Chris…you know what I really don't wanna hear any of your crap that you have to say or how your going to kiss up to me to forgive you-" "baby please let me explain" he pleaded. He voice sounded so innocent and pleading it just melted her heart. She fell in love with this man now she was hating him. "NO!" she said in a angry tone "You broke that promise that you made to me on Smack Down you told me that you were fine there…you said you would never jump to RAW…but you lied…you lied to me Chris!" she said as she felt tears filling her eyes she knew she was going to cry.
All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Until I'm broken
"Stephy baby" he said trying to calm her down "you know I love you and I didn't mean to do what I did…I didn't mean to hurt you-". Didn't mean to hurt me? She thought as tears slid down her cheeks closed her eyes and said "well to bad Christopher! You did-". "Baby please-" all the sudden all her hate and anger came out…tears came down her face as she told him "Don't you baby me…I don't want to hear anymore or you damn excuses! You hurt me and you have no idea how much pain you caused me!" she got the phone and hanged up on him. She felt her world come down into little pieces. Their once perfect life was know ruined she put she phone down as she looked at her self in the mirror. Eyes red ,tears falling she shook her head in disgust. Laid on her bed wrapped her arms around herself still wishing Chris was with her and cried herself to sleep.
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So did you like this part? Or did you hate it?? lol. I changed the conversation between them made it a bit more "visual" if you wanna call it like that. And if you weren't able to visualize it…well too bad that's the best I can do! lol j/k R&R PLEASE!
