Ok finally my muse gave in and gave me some ideas lol. Here's the next chapter of Broken. Thanks for all of the reviews you know who you are *^_^*.
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I own nothing in this fic. Vince McMahon and the WWE own stuff. The song Puddle of Mud owns "Blurry"
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*Tuesday..or Thursday whatever Smack Down!*
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
She sighed as she reached the arena. She felt like crap and as far as she was concerned she probably looked like it to. Her limo drove into the garage and her driver took out all of her stuff. She walked in the arena greeting some wrestlers and backstage people. Putting on her best 'I'm feeling good today' look, when she really felt like her whole world had just fallen and crumbled into tiny little pieces, in which it did. The same words scrambled around her head "Baby let me explain". That was everything that Chris had told her in their conversation last night. What was there to explain? He lied to her, he broken her heart just so he could be in the spotlight. There was nothing much to explain from that. She should of have known better, this had happened to her when she was going out with HHH (or Paul whatever). He just went out with her for the power…for the spotlight...not because of love. All he cared about was himself…not her. Funny thing if you would of asked her a few months behind what was the difference between HHH and Chris she would of said not just that Chris had more charisma then HHH…but that he cared about her. He didn't care about only himself…he cared for her. "That's a load of crap" she mumbled to her self as she found her room.
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face
She opened the door that said "Smack Down General Manager" and stepped in. She had to compose her self and stop thinking about him…at least for the whole day. As she closed the door she turned around and saw him sitting on the couch….looking worse than her. "What the hell do you want?" she asked him in a cold voice. His blue eyes were bloodshot as he stood up and walked towards her. Stephanie backed away into the door and said once again "What the hell do you want Chris?". He didn't speak he just reached to touch her cheek but she looked away. What seemed forever of them just standing there not saying a word Chris finally spoke. "Steph…Stephy baby I'm so sorry I didn't mean to-" "you didn't mean to what Chris?" she said looking back up at him. "You didn't mean to jump to RAW?…or you didn't mean to lie to me?…or you didn't mean to break my heart? Huh Chris which one is it?" she said as she felt tears filling her eyes. "Steph please don't cry I need to explain…I need to explain to you why I did this to you-". "There's not much to explain Chris…you did this just for your self you could of cared less how I felt about it-"
Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
"Steph how can you say that I care about-" "You don't give a damn about my feelings Chris" she said looking into his blue eyes, then tears began to fall. He put his arm on her shoulder but she jerked it away and continued "Chris you have no clue that pain I've been through…you're not the first one that has done this to me…not giving a damn about me…HHH did the same exact thing your did to me Chris….using me for my power" "Steph that's not-" "true? What is true Chris that you love me? That's crap…that you care about me? That's more crap…because if you truly loved me and you truly cared about me…you wouldn't of cause me all this pain you causing me right now, you-". His lips meeting hers cut her off, he kissed her hungrily as his tongue playfully in hers. She whispered "Chris" in between kisses. They started getting more and more passionate, he walked her over to the sofa and laid her down. As he began to un-button her jacket. She ran her hand through his tangled blonde hair. He took off her jacket then she began to take off his shirt when she said "No…I can't do this…Stop Chris" he didn't stop he kept on kissing her neck and whispering "Steph I love you". As much as she wanted him right there and now she couldn't forget the inside damage that he had already caused. "I said no!" she said as she pushed him off, and all the sudden just started crying.
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
He lifted her chin and looked into her green eyes and said "Steph you know I love you more than life it's self…and I do care about your feelings…I care about you…I love you Stephanie McMahon". He wiped away a few tears on her cheeks and continued "I-I jumped to RAW not because of the spotlight…not because I only cared about my self-" "leave" "what?" he asked surprised. "I said Leave Chris…Bishoff is probably looking for you-" "I don't give a damn about Eric Stephanie!…Damn it I need-". "Save it Chris" she said putting her hand in air as she reached for her jacket and put it on "I don't need to hear anything anymore ok…I think it's best for you just to leave…I don't need any more pain" she said as she looked away and looked at the floor. He got up and put his shirt back on, she slowly looked up as he reached the door, waiting for him to say something…but he didn't he just sighed shook his head and left.
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
She closed her eyes and gently touched her lips. Remembering what was left of kiss…just one kiss. She huddled in a little ball on the couch and cried. People knocking on the door she cursed at them to go away and too leave her alone. After what seemed for hours she looked at the time. It was almost show time. She got up an walked into the bathroom, eyes red. She washed her face with cold water hoping that it would hide that she had been crying. But no luck, she just shook her head and walked out the door….still in pain.
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
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So? What did you think? Yes I know it took me a while to write the damn thing lol. Blame it on my muse! Lol anyways the reason why I wrote the whole chapter and the part where it says that she washed her face with cold water hoping that no one would notice that she had been crying was cuz if you watch last weeks Episode she looks kinda sad…and her eyes look red…..