Multi-chapter fanfiction. From Emilie Groome's point of view. Her two sons were snatched from her at a very young age, leaving her alone and heartbroken. After nearly 3 decades of pining for them, she finally gets to see her sons again in her last moments. Rated T for Depression and inevitable death. Emilie listed as OC.

A series of chapters following Jacob and Connie through happier times, in Paris.

Lily is struggling to deal with the death of her father. Ethan wants to support her - if only Lily would let him.

Cal is pushed over the edge when his depression gets the better of him. Who will be there to pick him up when he falls? *includes self harming and suicide thoughts which viewers may find distressing*

Louise, Alicia, Caleb and some others reminisce over how kind Ethan has been over the years, either with acts or just a smile

Bets are placed on Charlie and Duffy's new relationship, but will they get a confession from the pair?

Lily has a neighbour that is making her mind work in over drive. With everything that happened with Alicia's Birthday party, will she turn away from a person in need because she's afraid that she'll mess things up? And will a certain colleague help her in making a decision? Warning: Child abuse, suicide and threats included.

When a little girl is admitted will she be ok

Inspired by the episode 'Not in Holby Anymore' when the mug falls to the groun and breaks. Ethan thinks his minds are playing tricks on him when he witnesses his hands shake, but is his mind really just playing with him?

Honey turns up in Holby, but she's totally changed. WARNING: SMUT

This story is dedicated to a friend of my for an apology I need to do

You can be anything you want to be, a doctor, a nurse, an astronaut, you could be a pilot, an olympic gold medallist, a soldier. No matter what you want to do in life, you can do it, you just have to have faith, relax, trust and then you will succeed.

Its Christmas Day. Ethan has to work and so does Alicia, it's only until presents are exchanged that things get sparky. Song: Set Fire to the Third Bar.

One-shot. Ethan's life changes as he abandons his job, turning to drugs and alcohol. Typically, he ends up injured and travels to the ED to get fixed up. Reminders of the life he used to have are hard to take and Cal's frosty attitude is hurting him. It doesn't seem like reality - it feels more like a crazy daydream. So which one of the two is it? Rated T for swearing.

Based when Jessica and Linda were in America

It was dark and they thought they were alone. They're sorry they really really are. Some chapters may be m rating not sure. TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGGER.

Ethan finds out about casualty being a programme an later finds casualty fanfiction. Is this déjà vu or not? Rated t some mildly suggestive adult themes

Co-written with Bethy1416. With Connie wandering down a familiar yet dangerous path to self-destruction, Jacob struggles to protect her from her own demons. But perhaps with a little guidance from Charlie, and the realisation that accepting help is far from a sign of weakness, Connie can find it within herself to reach out and seek the support needed to conquer her internal battle?

Ethan asks Alicia to marry him. What will she say and how will his brother take the news?

A sick Ethan but whats wrong with him? Can the team work together to save him in time

Rita has some news for Iain. How will he take it and will everything go according to plan?

Ethan and Alicia finally get married but Ethan is keeping a secret from her will he have the courage to tell her and when he does he begins to spiral down into depression

A series of one shots. Every chapter is something new. Sorry that some are really short. Enjoy!

In this Connie and Wma are together. Connie's daughter is called Madison and is 17. And there is pleanty more things to come...

[One-Shot] That's it. It's over. Everything he once knew, gone with a shake of a hand. He has Huntington's and it's started. He may as well be dead, so why pass up the chance of living while he still can?