Obi-Wan stormed through the underbrush. One good thing about actually being
on
land now was that he could get away and cool off. He had always possessed a hot
temper, not even Qui-Gon had been able to free him of it. Pushing past thorns
and bushes, he came to a small clearing. He stumbled on a protruding root and
fell to his hands and knees. Cursing, he took out his lightsaber, turned it on
and slashed the root apart. Getting up, he walked to the edge of the clearing
and hewed down some thorn bushes. The energy of the light-blade withered the
branches. Obi-Wan's breath now came in gasps. He calmed down and started to
execute lightsaber moves in the middle of the area. Trusting, swinging,
blocking. His lightsaber was a blue blur as he practiced clearing his mind, as
his master had taught him.
Then he saw her face. Soft, smooth skin, shining hair and piercing eyes.
Shaking his head, he tried to wipe away the image. It went but was replaced by
another vision of her. He admired Alanae for her take-no-crap attitude but that
wasn't all. He couldn't put his finger on it. All these pictures in his mind
would torment him if he tried to keep focusing so he turned off his lightsaber
and slowly headed through the lush forest back towards the ship.
* * *
Alanae wasn't hungry anymore. She put away the food she had taken out and
retreated to the back of the ship. Maybe she could unlock some energy reserve
to get them at least as far so they could get more fuel.
* * *
Obi-Wan entered the Crimson Storm to look for Alanae. He had remembered her
injury and realized the bandages had to be changed to prevent infection. He
checked the cockpit, charting room and sleeping quarters with no success. Then
he heard some noises and followed them to a small compartment in the back. He
peered inside the dimly lit area and saw her surrounded with tools, tinkering
with Crimson's systems. She glanced at him then quickly looked away.
"What do you want?"
"Y—" Obi-Wan swallowed and fought against his impulse. "You're bandages need
to be changed."
"Not now."
"I know what I'm doing. Your wound can get infected."
"Later, okay?"
"Later might be too late, especially in here," he said, indicating the greasy
innards of the ship.
"If I let you, will you go away?"
"I'll leave you alone if that's what you mean."
"Fine," she dropped the tool she had been using. It clattered on the metal
grid on which she stood. Obi-Wan looked on, obviously not approving of this
treatment of tools. Alanae followed Obi-Wan slowly to the charting room, where
he had prepared the necessary materials. She sat down heavily. He gently lifted
up the hem of her tunic, just enough to get at her wound. She held it while he
discreetly unwound the bandages from her midriff. When he had removed them, he
took some gauze wetted with a light blue-colored chemical to clean the wound.
She stared straight ahead and didn't flinch at the stinging sensation that
flowed from her side. Obi-Wan instinctively brushed part of his hand lightly
across some of her smoother skin as he wiped the area clean. His sense grabbed
him and he immediately withdrew it. Alanae didn't notice, or at least pretended
not too. He skillfully dressed her wound and wrapped new bandages around her.
Then, Obi-Wan looked at Alanae's face, trying to read her emotion. She remained
still, with no readable expression on her features.
"I'm done," he informed her. Alanae dropped the hem of her tunic almost
mechanically and silently left the room. Obi-Wan watched her go, a forlorn
expression in his eyes.
* * *
Alanae had closed her eyes for most of the time she was with Obi- Wan. She
didn't want to fall in love. She couldn't fall in love. Hadn't she been raised
in the slums? Hadn't she fended for herself her entire life? She had thought
she'd removed all trace of emotion from her heart. But now, a Jedi, a member of
an elitist organization who was forbidden attachment, had awoken her
long-forgotten feelings. When she was near Obi-wan, her stomach was filled with
fluttering of many small wings. Alanae didn't trust herself anymore. She felt
strange in that room. What was the word? Intoxicated. His soft touch had sent
far more signals through her than the sharp pain that the disinfecting chemical
could ever hope to match. All her consciousness had been squeezed into the area
he had touched until all she felt was him.
Exiting the room, she had to force herself to put one foot in front of the
other, while at the same time, part of her was fighting to keep her from
running from his presence. She feared her uncontrolled emotions. She feared
him.
* * * * * * * * * *
A/N: dedicated to all who suffer unrequited love.
land now was that he could get away and cool off. He had always possessed a hot
temper, not even Qui-Gon had been able to free him of it. Pushing past thorns
and bushes, he came to a small clearing. He stumbled on a protruding root and
fell to his hands and knees. Cursing, he took out his lightsaber, turned it on
and slashed the root apart. Getting up, he walked to the edge of the clearing
and hewed down some thorn bushes. The energy of the light-blade withered the
branches. Obi-Wan's breath now came in gasps. He calmed down and started to
execute lightsaber moves in the middle of the area. Trusting, swinging,
blocking. His lightsaber was a blue blur as he practiced clearing his mind, as
his master had taught him.
Then he saw her face. Soft, smooth skin, shining hair and piercing eyes.
Shaking his head, he tried to wipe away the image. It went but was replaced by
another vision of her. He admired Alanae for her take-no-crap attitude but that
wasn't all. He couldn't put his finger on it. All these pictures in his mind
would torment him if he tried to keep focusing so he turned off his lightsaber
and slowly headed through the lush forest back towards the ship.
* * *
Alanae wasn't hungry anymore. She put away the food she had taken out and
retreated to the back of the ship. Maybe she could unlock some energy reserve
to get them at least as far so they could get more fuel.
* * *
Obi-Wan entered the Crimson Storm to look for Alanae. He had remembered her
injury and realized the bandages had to be changed to prevent infection. He
checked the cockpit, charting room and sleeping quarters with no success. Then
he heard some noises and followed them to a small compartment in the back. He
peered inside the dimly lit area and saw her surrounded with tools, tinkering
with Crimson's systems. She glanced at him then quickly looked away.
"What do you want?"
"Y—" Obi-Wan swallowed and fought against his impulse. "You're bandages need
to be changed."
"Not now."
"I know what I'm doing. Your wound can get infected."
"Later, okay?"
"Later might be too late, especially in here," he said, indicating the greasy
innards of the ship.
"If I let you, will you go away?"
"I'll leave you alone if that's what you mean."
"Fine," she dropped the tool she had been using. It clattered on the metal
grid on which she stood. Obi-Wan looked on, obviously not approving of this
treatment of tools. Alanae followed Obi-Wan slowly to the charting room, where
he had prepared the necessary materials. She sat down heavily. He gently lifted
up the hem of her tunic, just enough to get at her wound. She held it while he
discreetly unwound the bandages from her midriff. When he had removed them, he
took some gauze wetted with a light blue-colored chemical to clean the wound.
She stared straight ahead and didn't flinch at the stinging sensation that
flowed from her side. Obi-Wan instinctively brushed part of his hand lightly
across some of her smoother skin as he wiped the area clean. His sense grabbed
him and he immediately withdrew it. Alanae didn't notice, or at least pretended
not too. He skillfully dressed her wound and wrapped new bandages around her.
Then, Obi-Wan looked at Alanae's face, trying to read her emotion. She remained
still, with no readable expression on her features.
"I'm done," he informed her. Alanae dropped the hem of her tunic almost
mechanically and silently left the room. Obi-Wan watched her go, a forlorn
expression in his eyes.
* * *
Alanae had closed her eyes for most of the time she was with Obi- Wan. She
didn't want to fall in love. She couldn't fall in love. Hadn't she been raised
in the slums? Hadn't she fended for herself her entire life? She had thought
she'd removed all trace of emotion from her heart. But now, a Jedi, a member of
an elitist organization who was forbidden attachment, had awoken her
long-forgotten feelings. When she was near Obi-wan, her stomach was filled with
fluttering of many small wings. Alanae didn't trust herself anymore. She felt
strange in that room. What was the word? Intoxicated. His soft touch had sent
far more signals through her than the sharp pain that the disinfecting chemical
could ever hope to match. All her consciousness had been squeezed into the area
he had touched until all she felt was him.
Exiting the room, she had to force herself to put one foot in front of the
other, while at the same time, part of her was fighting to keep her from
running from his presence. She feared her uncontrolled emotions. She feared
him.
* * * * * * * * * *
A/N: dedicated to all who suffer unrequited love.
