Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or the song from Linkin Park called, 'Pushing Me Away'

Author: GWingAngel

Rating: PG

Warnings: Yaoi

Gwing: this is Heero thinking back on his and Relena's used to be relationship. It's a great ending for 1x2 fans.

(lyrics)



Song Book 2 Pushing Me Away

(I've lied/To you The same way that I always do. This is/The last smile. That I'll fake for the sake of being with you.)

Heero laid in Duo's sleeping arms and smiled his first real smile. He looked down at Duo and started to remember about the month before.

Heero started packing his bags. 'I'll finally be happy. Have another purpose. I won't have to act for Relena's sake anymore.'

"A mission?" Relena asked wrapping her arms around Heero. Heero shrugged her off him and looked briefly into her eyes. Then started packing again.

([Everything falls apart/Even the people who never frown actually break down] The sacrifice of hiding in a lie. [Everything has to end/You'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind] The sacrifice is never knowing.)



"I'm leaving Relena," Heero finally said smiling inwardly.

"But why?"

"I don't belong here any more. I was just here to protect you. Now it's time for me to live my own life."

"But you have a life here," Relena frowned. "What's out in the world that you don't have here?"

"Duo." Heero watched as Relena's eyes were bulging out of her eyes.

(Why I never walked away. Why I played myself this way. Now I see your testing me pushes me away.)

"You can't," Relena blurted. "Or I'll or I'll. Or I'll tell everyone that you were a Gundam pilot." Heero closed his bag and gave her a small smirk.

"Aren't we being a little childish. Besides, I don't care anymore." With that Heero left the mansion.

'I'm free.'

(I've tried/Like you To do everything you wanted to. This is the last time. I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you.)

"Heero?" Duo sleeping asked. "What's the matter?"

"Thinking."

"About what?"

"About how I did everything for Relena just to have a purpose in life. But that was a long time ago."

(Why I never walked away. Why I played this way. Now I see your testing me pushes me away.)

"Sometimes I scolded myself for being so weak against a girl. I guess I'll never know why I never just simply walked away. Maybe it was her obnoxious-ness." Heero shrugged then looked down at the long haired beauty. "Ashiteru Duo." Heero sleepily said.

Duo yawned. "That was a long time ago," Duo repeated. "I love you too, Heero."